Chapter 116 Fully use of resources
Such a scene was too familiar for Sophie.
In these years, her mother had been cruelly abused by her father, and she always stood at the door and looked coldly. She never thought about saving her mother.
She never thought in some days the situation will change. And such retribution fell on her.
Sophie wanted to cry and laugh at her ignorance. She wanted to laugh loudly at her uselessness that she didn’t help her mother. Not for once. If she did something at that time, wouldn’t she be alive today?
At this moment, she finally realized the pain that her mother had experienced.
Before this problem with Edwin Carter, Sophie always felt that her father still had love for her, not a lot of love, but there’re always some. He often beat his mother violently, but he never said a heavy word to Sophie. He always greeted her with a smile. She thought that she was different from Jane and her mother in her father’s heart.
But now, she has realized that in his father’s eyes she was even worse than Jane, he did more bad to her than Jane.
Why that Jane can live so well?
Why can she be loved by such an excellent man as Edwin Carter?
Why God gives all good things to Jane, not to her?
Why can Jane get rid of the fate of being used by her father?
Why Jane can, and she can’t?
She hated Jane!
Jonathan Ronan stood at the door and looked at Christopher Greyson beating his daughter, as if the person who was beaten was not his daughter but a stranger.
There was no emotion except indifference in his eyes. Maybe it was not indifference, but only the greed for money and power. The words family and love never existed in his life. After standing for a while, he turned and left.
Looking at him going away, her heart was broken and it hurt so much that she thought she was going to die.
When Sophie was in extreme pain due to his father’s attitude Christopher Greyson slapped again on her face. He glared at her fiercely. He wanted to kill her as if she was the reason for Greyson’s destruction.
"Christopher Greyson, it’s no use. You are beating a woman because you couldn’t do anything else. Are you still a man?" Sophie couldn’t move or run away, but she can speak.
"You are asking me that am I a man? I have fucked you so many times. Still, you are not sure that I am a man or not?" Christopher Greyson said and then lowered his head and bit on Sophie Ronan’s neck. "Do you want me to fuck you here right now?"
"Christopher Greyson, let me go..." cried Sophie hysterically.
When did she do wrong to them?
Why did she beat by the two men she thought she was closest to?
"Let go? If I let you go, how can I make you feel comfortable?" Christopher Greyson said as he untied his belt’s buckle, "I will pity you once more so that you can have a good taste of men."
"Christopher Greyson, do you love Jane?" she did not know why she mentioned Jane at this time. Maybe deep in her heart she always wanted to ask, so she asked.
When he heard Jane’s name, his movements stopped abruptly.
Did he love Jane? The answer was yes. Of course, he did. Once he wanted to hold Jane to see her bright smile all his life. However, in the beginning, he missed the opportunity because of a wrong step.
"If Jane failed to seduce Edwin Carter, you also treated her like this?" Sophie asked.
Obviously, he couldn’t! If Jane has been with him, he couldn’t give Jane to other men. He wanted to give Sophie to Edwin Carter, but he was still unwilling to give Jane to anyone.
"Why?"
Sophie had never understood why she has been paying for everything, but Christopher Greyson couldn’t see it. He can only see Jane.
"Why?" Christopher Greyson repeated her question. He thought about this question for a long time and finally came to the answer. Maybe there was only one reason.
A girl with self-esteem and self-love will naturally be respected and loved by others.
That’s why every time when he wanted to force Jane to do something, there were actually some worries and fears in his heart, he can never imagine what a woman like Jane will do.
"Because she loves herself," he said.
She loves herself?
Sophie didn’t understand. Who doesn’t love own self? She also loves herself. But why can’t Christopher Greyson see her?
"You can’t understand this, how can you compare yourself with her?" Christopher Greyson let her go, looking down at her.
Sophie was lying on the bed, with tears streaming down her face. She had been thinking about what Christopher Greyson just said. She finally understood.
Christopher Greyson not only didn’t love her, but also despised her.
In the eyes of Christopher Greyson, Sophie was no different from a mean bitch, maybe even worse, because she provided him with services for free. She ought to have understood that, but it was too late to do so now. She didn’t know whether she should continue to live or not.
"Don’t play dead. Go freshen up. Later we have to meet two bosses. You’ll be rewarded if you make them happy."
Sophie was thinking deeply, and Christopher Greyson’s indifferent voice fell in her ear. She suddenly opened her eyes and said, "Christopher Greyson, you can’t force me to do these dirty things."
"I won’t force you, but someone else will." Christopher Greyson sneered again, turned around and left.
Sophie Ronan had been very clear about Christopher Greyson and her father’s ways of doing things and she had seen many disgusting scenes with her own eyes. However, she never thought that they would use the dirty tricks on her.
She failed to seduce Leon Carter, but they thought if she kept on lying here she would be of no use. So they planned to send her out to please others.
They will force her to do what they want because they wanted to fully use their resources without missing any opportunity…