Bad Wife?

{"messages":[{"id":359688405,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk was walking back and forth in his room.. nervous and scared.. firstly, he things why did his husband touch him like that.. secondly, he is nervous over the push he gave awhile ago to his husband and thirdly he is questioning himself on what to do in such a situation.."},{"id":359688406,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"These thoughts were making Gukk restless.."},{"id":359688407,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"After few minutes, the door opened again and walked in the eldest master.."},{"id":359688408,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae looked at gukk with an frowning face.. But the wife, oh he was on another battle.. Tae didnu2019t say anything, removed his pajamas and went to the washroom.."},{"id":359688409,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"After few minutes Tae came outside and gukk was still standing in the same position and looking at his husband.."},{"id":359688410,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae understood Gukk wanted to say something.. So came infront of his wife.."},{"id":359688411,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Tell me... (says patiently)"},{"id":359688412,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Wae.. did you touch me without my permission (says in a low voice)"},{"id":359688413,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Oh no.. this was not supposed to happen.. Tae was taken aback.. He somehow feels as if he gr0ped his own wife forcefully.. wow.. the feeling was too much for Tae.."},{"id":359688414,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The husband took a deep breath and looked firmly at gukk.."},{"id":359688415,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"It will never happen again (says calmly with a blank face)"},{"id":359688416,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"This broke gukku2019s heart.. but his heart further shattered when Tae just walked out of the bedroom, leaving a sad gukk alone.."},{"id":359688417,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Even gukk is not aware why it is hurting so much.. Why is Taeu2019s wording breaking his heart into million pieces.. without his consent.. a tear dropped from his eyes.. Gukk stood there in the same position, staring at the door.. there was a tint of hope that his husband would walk back in from the same door any moment now.. But that didnu2019t happened for an hour now.. Gukk finally gave up and went to bed.. still staring at the door.. He drifted to sleep just like that.."},{"id":359688418,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The next morning gukk got up and immediately turned his other side of the bed.. No husband.. which made Gukk sad again.."},{"id":359688419,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk walked to the kitchen, thinking of making some good breakfast for Tae.."},{"id":359688420,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"But at the dining table.. No husband"},{"id":359688421,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The night came.. but still no sign of Tae.."},{"id":359688422,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"By now Gukk is filled in guilt.."},{"id":359688423,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"He is evaluating his actions deeply.."},{"id":359688424,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*but isnu2019t itu2019s his right to touch me*"},{"id":359688425,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*i dont know why I become like that infront of him as if forgotten to breath and blank*"},{"id":359688426,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*He gave me a home, a family and most importantly he gave me his faithfulness*"},{"id":359688427,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*why did I question him like that*"},{"id":359688428,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*isnt it my duty to submit to my husband*"},{"id":359688429,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*i shouldnu2019t have said to him like that*"},{"id":359688430,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*This house feels empty without him*"},{"id":359688431,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*I wish I could see him*"},{"id":359688432,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*I want to apologise*"},{"id":359688433,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*I will try to do better next time*"},{"id":359688434,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*Sooner or later.. intimacy will be expected*"},{"id":359688435,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Meanwhile with Tae.."},{"id":359688436,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"He really does feel guilty.. He is ashamed and angry at himself.. Isnu2019t he the one who told who wouldnu2019t touch his wife without his permission.. then why did he do it.. thatu2019s wrong, Tae thinks.."},{"id":359688437,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae right now is sitting in his office cabin, trying to concentrate on work.. but that night and gukku2019s words are screaming inside his mind.."},{"id":359688438,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"In frustration, Tae gets up and stands near his window.. Lits a cigarette and continues once again to think about Gukk.."},{"id":359688439,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"you are at fault Kim Taehyung.."},{"id":359688440,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You should be ashamed"},{"id":359688441,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Indeed itu2019s true.. I was the one who gave him a promise and I myself broken it.."},{"id":359688442,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Thatu2019s not acceptable"},{"id":359688443,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You are better than this.."},{"id":359688444,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You shouldnu2019t have lost your control.."},{"id":359688445,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Well.. it wonu2019t happen again anymore.. never.."},{"id":359688446,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"But yeah.."},{"id":359688447,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Sighs)"},{"id":359688448,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I miss his beautiful face..."},{"id":359688449,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Why are you stuck in my mind Kim Jungkook.. why"},{"id":359688450,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Why do I loose control infront of you.."},{"id":359688451,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Thatu2019s not good.."},{"id":359688452,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Even though they havenu2019t discovered love for each other.. but at least there is a sense of comfort and belongingness between them.. Gukk has no one but him to call his own.. Taeu2019s appearance, either cold, was still a comfort for Gukk and Tae liked to call Gukk as his.."},{"id":359688453,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae has been staying at his farm house since that day.."},{"id":359688454,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The next day arrived and there was still no Tae.. Gukk feels more lonely than ever... He was sitting at the dining table, trying to finish his dinner.. although, he has no appetite to eat anything.."},{"id":359688455,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"But shizoon.. she is finding it difficult to bear Gukku2019s face.."},{"id":359688456,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Where is my son bride?"},{"id":359688457,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I donu2019t know, aunt (bows and says)"},{"id":359688458,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Heheh.. if this marriage was going to result in like that .. I would have never accepted you.."},{"id":359688459,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"What kind of marriage is this.. my own son stays outside his home.. while you stay here like a queen.."},{"id":359688460,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"You are not even aware of where your husband.. are you sure.. you are doing a right job.."},{"id":359688461,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"I pity my son.."},{"id":359688462,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I apologise aunt.. I will do better next time (bows again and is at verge of crying)"},{"id":359688463,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am done.. please excuse me.: (bows again to everyone and runs away from there)"},{"id":359688464,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk runs while crying to his quarters.. He immediately enters his bedroom and closes the door behind me.. He drops on the bed and starts to cry loudly, hiding his face in the pillow.."},{"id":359688465,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am really a bad wife ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":359688466,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I hurt my husband ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":359688467,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He doesnu2019t want to see me ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":359688468,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Just like that four days passed.. And Tae didnu2019t return.. It was day time and Gukk was sitting in the library with his appa.. Baekhyun recommended some books to read to Gukk, and in return he shares a story of Jeon Namjoon.."},{"id":359688469,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Well..what do you want to know first.."},{"id":359688470,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"How did you both became friends (says excitedly)"},{"id":359688471,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Talking about his parents, was the only calming moment Gukk felt in these days.."},{"id":359688472,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Hehe.. oh it was a funny day.."},{"id":359688473,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Your father was the devil.."},{"id":359688474,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Well.. I was sent to a boarding school in London when I was seven years old.. along with my other friend Jung Boek Soon.. we both were very nervous and scared as we walked in the corridors of the school.. that time Namjoonah was 8 years old.."},{"id":359688475,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"There was a ground as well and noises were coming from there.. I and my friend, we walked nervously towards the crowd... As we neared.."},{"id":359688476,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"We saw there was a bully, who was harassing a kid for money.. I was so angry, I wanted to punch that kid.. We Kims cannot handle injustice, you see (says proudly)"},{"id":359688477,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"But my friend Boem, stopped me.. We were actually very little infront of the bully.. He was huge.."},{"id":359688478,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"But I was very hurt.. the little boy who was being bullied.. kept crying.. and suddenly.."},{"id":359688479,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Flash back.."},{"id":359688480,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Suddenly..a water ballon landed on the bullyu2019s face out of no where.."},{"id":359688481,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The bully turned and growled in anger... asking the kids.. to know who threw the ballon.. while he was busy, asking... another water balloon landed and dropped on him, then another and another., the bully was frustrated.. he shouted asking.."},{"id":359688482,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Bully: Who dare to threw this on me.. show yourself.. man up.. you fcker.."},{"id":359688483,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"And then.."},{"id":359688484,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"Well.. if you point a finger on my manhood.. then I canu2019t help but come before you my majesty.."},{"id":359688485,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"(Rolls his eyes and says dramatically)"},{"id":359688486,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"This was getting on the nerves of the bully.. He ran to punch Namjoon on his left cheek, Namjoon shifted, which made the bully fall on the ground..:"},{"id":359688487,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"Come on my little buddy.. you can do better (smirks)"},{"id":359688488,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The bully got up boiling up and went to punch Namjoon on the right cheek.. and Namjoon again shifted.. this continued for half an hour.. and now the bully is tired of falling and getting up.."},{"id":359688489,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The bully was panting on the ground and Namjoon came infront of him.. Namjoonu2019s leg was near the bullyu2019s face.. but Namjoonu2019s smile they were develish.."},{"id":359688490,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"You see my little potato (looking at the bully) and my class fellows (looking at the students) you donu2019t need to be strong to beat the shit out of such idiots.. all you need is brains.."},{"id":359688491,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"What do you need? Shout.."},{"id":359688492,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Everyone shouted.. Brains.. even Baekhyun shouted along with his friends.."},{"id":359688493,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Flashback Ends.."},{"id":359688494,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I found him so cool that day.. I was literally amazed by his smartness.. He shrugged his hair, making many hearts fluster and walked away like a cool dude.."},{"id":359688495,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I wanted to thank him.. so I followed him.."},{"id":359688496,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I asked him.. if he can be my friend.. and guess what he said.."},{"id":359688497,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Yes ud83dude03"},{"id":359688498,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Nope.. He said no.."},{"id":359688499,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Wae (pouts)"},{"id":359688500,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Heheh... thatu2019s because.."},{"id":359688501,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Flashback.."},{"id":359688502,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"The day when you stopped doubting yourself and believed in yourself.. and saved someone.. I will be your bestest friend.."},{"id":359688503,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"I heard your conversation with your friend.. you should have helped the little kid who was being bullied.. but you just stood on the sidelines, letting everything pass.."},{"id":359688504,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Flashback ends.."},{"id":359688505,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Since that day.. I become determined to help everyone who was in need.."},{"id":359688506,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"And the day finally came.."},{"id":359688507,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"After few months.. one day.. I was studying in the library.. and it was past dinner time.. by now everyone was in their dorm.."},{"id":359688508,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I finally gave up and took my books and started to walk towards my domitary.. I was passing by when I heard some painful grunts.. I walked closer to the voice and saw that the bully whom Namjoonah gave a lesson, had ganged up and beating your father.. I immediately ran to help him.. that night we both got lots of punches.. but also a beginning of friendship.."},{"id":359688509,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Wow appa and appa.. you both were so cool (shows bunny smile)"},{"id":359688510,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Heheh.. well.. he was kind of very cool.. I even worshipped his humour.. but also an idiot on many occasions.. like the guy who could teach people lessons, was scared to driving a bicycle or any sort of transportation.. I was literally amazed by that weird personality.."},{"id":359688511,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Hehehe (started laughing loudly)"},{"id":359688512,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"They spent some time.. talking about books and gukku2019s father.."},{"id":359688513,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"By the time night came.. Gukk once again went to his bed with an heavy heart.. Now all that guilt and blames have turned into worry.. The wife is really worried about his husband.. Itu2019s frustrating to not even know where he is.."},{"id":359688514,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"With all these thoughts, Gukk went to sleep"},{"id":359688515,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"It was past midnight.. being a heavy sleeper, Gukk already dozed off.. The bedroom door softly opened.. Tae walked inside and stood before his wife.. scanning every little detail of that innocent boy.. Tae doesnu2019t remember for how long he stood there, deeply staring at Gukk.. His thoughts were disturbed, when Gukk turned to the other side.."},{"id":359688516,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae sighed and changed into his pajamas and slept at his side of the bed.."},{"id":359688517,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae drifted to sleep easily since he was very much used to his bed.."},{"id":359688518,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"By around 2.15 am.. only the chirping of crickets could be heard.. Gukk, however, was getting restless in his sleep.. He was taking twists and turn.. Tears would stream down from the corner of his eyes.. Gukk started to touch himself again in pain.. it looked like, the nightmare was really scary, Gukk crying turned towards Taeu2019s side.. Gukk shrugged his arm in sleep on something soft and unintentionally.. the wife grabbed it.. this made Gukk wake up.. The wife sees his handsome husband laying beside him.. Taeu2019s one hand was placed loosely near Gukku2019s side, while his puffy face was facing opposite Gukk.. the wife woke up when he held onto his husbandu2019s hand.."},{"id":359688519,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk finally felt so peaceful holding onto that strong arm.. It was his safe zone.."},{"id":359688520,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk held on to Taeu2019s hand tightly with his palms and went back to sleep again.."},{"id":359688521,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"The next morning.. Tae woke up first and saw how his wife was sleeping holding onto him.. The husband wanted to caress his wifeu2019s face.. but gukku2019s words still echoed in Taeu2019s ear.. So he just stood there laying still, waiting for Gukk to wake up.. which happened after few minutes.."},{"id":359688522,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk woke up and yawning his eyes first lay on Tae.. Gukk blinks softly, looking at his husband.."},{"id":359688523,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I didnu2019t touch you.. your hand was already there when I woke up (signalling towards gukku2019s palms which was holding Taeu2019s hand)"},{"id":359688524,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"If you can let my hand go now.. I need to use washroom.."},{"id":359688525,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Eyes started to feel teary)"},{"id":359688526,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Slowly lets go of Taeu2019s hand)"},{"id":359688527,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Gets up and walks inside the bathroom)"},{"id":359688528,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Stares at the door sadly) ud83eudd7a"}]}