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{"messages":[{"id":373019982,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"After the university.. Gukk was waiting outside the gate for Boeum uncle.. He held onto his bag tightly and was just day dreaming looking around with his glossy doe eyes.."},{"id":373019983,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"After few minutes Kims main ambassador car stopped before Gukk.. The bride bowed to his servant and sat down.. The moment he sat.. Gukku2019s phone rang.. the caller id was enough to bring a blush on Gukk.. so he smiled slightly and picked the call.."},{"id":373019984,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Hello.. (says softly)"},{"id":373019985,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Did Boeum appa come to pick you up? (While looking in his file)"},{"id":373019986,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Yes I just got inside the car.. now on the way to home.."},{"id":373019987,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 But whats with your tone?"},{"id":373019988,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Huh?"},{"id":373019989,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Why are you sad?"},{"id":373019990,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 No.. I am.. not.."},{"id":373019991,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Are you going to lie to me now? (Says fiercely)"},{"id":373019992,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 no.. I am.. not lying (Teary tone)"},{"id":373019993,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 I saw you today at university (sighs sadly)"},{"id":373019994,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 is that why you are sad.. that i didnu2019t meet you? (Keeps his work aside and tries to make out how his wife is feeling)"},{"id":373019995,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 no I just.. I mean.. (takes a deep breath)"},{"id":373019996,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 Alright.. text me once you reach home.. I will be there soon"},{"id":373019997,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 be safe"},{"id":373019998,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf2 you too (cuts the call)"},{"id":373019999,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Sighs)"},{"id":373020000,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*I donu2019t know why I feel like this..*"},{"id":373020001,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*Am I getting insecured*"},{"id":373020002,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*But these things never bothered me before*"},{"id":373020003,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"*Lets not jump over my emotions*"},{"id":373020004,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk reaches home and changes into his comfortable outfit.."},{"id":373020005,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"He checked the time on his wall clock and was now eagerly tapping his feet while sitting on the edge of the bed.. looked like.. Gukk was waiting.."},{"id":373020006,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"After couple of more minutes.. The bedroom door gets knocked and Gukk immediately opens it..."},{"id":373020007,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"As expected it was soobin and just the man Gukk was looking for.."},{"id":373020008,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Is he here? (Says with excitement)"},{"id":373020009,"character_id":7144653,"type":2,"content":"Yes hyung.. my lord is waiting for you in the library.. (bows)"},{"id":373020010,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"YES (says smilingly and sprints out of the bedroom)"},{"id":373020011,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk stops nowhere and for no one.. He is excited to meet his appa since they had decided to meet.. Gukk is waiting to know more stories about his real parents.. and the spark is visible clearly in the innocent boyu2019s eyes.."},{"id":373020012,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"After couple of minutes.. Gukk knocks at the library door and was immediately called upon from inside.. Gukk opens the door and gives a very warm smile to his appa and gets inside"},{"id":373020013,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"My son.. come sit sit.. itu2019s been awhile for stories.."},{"id":373020014,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Yes..appa.. I was eagerly waiting to know more ud83eudd7a (pouts)"},{"id":373020015,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry son.. I was just little busy these few days.."},{"id":373020016,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Where shall we begin?"},{"id":373020017,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Last time you said.. that you, Beom Sook uncle and my appa were separated at the age of 16"},{"id":373020018,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"We were never able to finish that part (says sadly)"},{"id":373020019,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"(Gets emotional suddenly)"},{"id":373020020,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry appa.. if I said something wrong.."},{"id":373020021,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"(Pats Gukku2019s head)"},{"id":373020022,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"No itu2019s not like that.. you havenu2019t said anything wrong.."},{"id":373020023,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"You see those days were very difficult for me and even Beom.. we were restless and worried the entire time for Namjoonah.. I mean we three were inseparable.. we ate.. slept.. got beaten up.. got in trouble together.. no matter what day, time or situation it was.. we three never left each otheru2019s sight.. we really were protective and dangerous for each other.. thatu2019s why when Namjoon was leaving us, it was heart breaking beyond explanation.."},{"id":373020024,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"When we were 16 our boarding school ended and we were supposed to choose our major.."},{"id":373020025,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Namjoonah wanted to be an engineer and my parents and Beom Sooku2019s had already selected our subjects.. My was business and politics and Beomu2019s was science.."},{"id":373020026,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Everything for us was already destined and decided by our families.. we barely had a choice to speak of our desires.."},{"id":373020027,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"So Namjoonah left us and went to his hometown Ilsan..."},{"id":373020028,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"During those periods.. we didnu2019t have mobile phones.. only landline and letters were the only mode of communication.."},{"id":373020029,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"So thatu2019s how we stayed connected.."},{"id":373020030,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"We three would write to each other every week.."},{"id":373020031,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"As we grew further.. I was 18 that time.."},{"id":373020032,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"In that time.. Namjoonahu2019s letters started to become sad and of worrisome.. there were problems in his family especially his mother who became very ill.."},{"id":373020033,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Sometimes Namjoonah would write about death and how it is always sad when you are not ready to say goodbye to your loved ones.."},{"id":373020034,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I desperately wanted to meet him in this period.. but we were not allowed to leave our university.."},{"id":373020035,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"We had to endure and only wait.."},{"id":373020036,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"And one day Namjoonahu2019s letter arrived.. I and Beom ran at our hiding spot in the university, to know what he has written this time.."},{"id":373020037,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Our hearts were racing and would almost pop out from our chest.."},{"id":373020038,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Wait hold.. I do have the letters of him.. I kept it in one of the drawers here.."},{"id":373020039,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Would you like to read it?"},{"id":373020040,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Yes.. yes ud83dude03"},{"id":373020041,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Meanwhile.. Tae has just returned his home.. and his thoughts are of his wife who apparently is not inside his room.."},{"id":373020042,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae frowns... I mean.. he was desperately waiting to see that innocent face.."},{"id":373020043,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"So he keeps his office bag.. freshens up and changes his clothes.. still Gukk hasnu2019t returned in the bedroom.. which is weird.. because the wife comes like a puppy every time when Tae arrives home.."},{"id":373020044,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"So Tae folds his shirt sleeves, ties a bun and wore his slippers.. He went outside the room searching for his wife.."},{"id":373020045,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"It became clear to Tae in few minutes, that his wife is not in the quarters.. suddenly he remembered of the kitchen and library where usually Gukk would be if not home.."},{"id":373020046,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"So Tae sighs and starts to check for his wife in the big mansion.."},{"id":373020047,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Meanwhile.. Baekhyun has returned with one of the letters from Namjoon.. He gives Gukk the letter who was very excited to read it.."},{"id":373020048,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"But Baekhyun was sad and one could that from his face.. Gukk opens the letter and reads the first line of it.."},{"id":373020049,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"My Brothers Baekhyun and Beom! (Smiles while reading it)"},{"id":373020050,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"This first line itself was a shocking part when we opened the letter.."},{"id":373020051,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Huh?"},{"id":373020052,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"You see your father never called us by our names.. He would call royals, brats, stupids, dumb and dumber and dumbest, idiots.. many such names.. but he would never call us by our real name.. when we read it.. our hearts dropped immediately.. I didnu2019t wanted to read any further.. but the desperation to know how my friend was gave me the courage.."},{"id":373020053,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Hesitant now to read it)"},{"id":373020054,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Go ahead.. donu2019t worry.. itu2019s all in past.."},{"id":373020055,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudf3aThe Letterud83cudf3a"},{"id":373020056,"character_id":7111902,"type":2,"content":"My Brothers Baekhyun and Beom! Todayu2019s letter doesnu2019t contain a happy story or a smiley face of mine.. I am currently standing before a grave where my beautiful mother has been buried with sands and in the deep pit of the land.. Everything around me is suffocating and weird in many ways.. Weird because.. I see my strong father cry like a baby who has lost his most treasured possessions.. I have never seen that man cry like that.. It gives me chills all over my body by just looking at him.. Then there are neighbours and relatives.. They keep looking at me with sympathy and sadness.. They hug me and cry on my shoulder.. They give me good advices of moving on.. Of how to become happy.. It almost feels weird because isnu2019t I who need to be vulnerable and sad.. Then why is everyone broken-hearted and I have to be strong.. I havenu2019t shed a tear.. I donu2019t know how to, everybody seems to be crying for me.. Past few days have been very torturous.. Nights were longer and days were painstaking.. I am at one point in relief that we are done with this pain.. Who would be happy, watching your loved one suffer.. At least, I know the pain has ended.. What shall I do ahead.. Can I move on.. Can I go back to the same old me.. When everything around me has changed.. My inner self is pinching me right now.. It is almost irritating, because I want to smile, but I am not able to.. I think I am changing.. I donu2019t know whether this change I can accept.. But I will live for sure.. I wish you both were here beside me.. I could have found myself.. I could have smiled and cried with you both.. At least we three know what we are.. But the world is cruel.. It is demanding from me to change.. I will shore my brothers.. I hope one day we see each other once again.. I miss you both.. Donu2019t kill each other.. Life goes on.. Your friend Namjoon.."},{"id":373020057,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk was done reading the letter.. And silence took over the room.. Even though itu2019s in the past.. Baekhyun himself canu2019t overcome that feeling which Namjoon expressed.."},{"id":373020058,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Gukk was pale now.. He didnu2019t know his appa suffered this much.."},{"id":373020059,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"No expression, no emotions were visible on Gukku2019s face.. He kept looking at the letter.. staring at it..."},{"id":373020060,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Finally Baekhyun cleared his throat and spoke..."},{"id":373020061,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Do you want me to stop here? (Says gently)"},{"id":373020062,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"No appa.. I want to hear more (looks with teary eyes)"},{"id":373020063,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Although Gukk wanted to hear more, but deep inside he knew very well he would burst into tears any moment now.."},{"id":373020064,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Well that was the last letter.. we got from your father.."},{"id":373020065,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Those days I felt like someone was killing me internally.."},{"id":373020066,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"I mean wouldnu2019t you be worried about your best friend or brother.. and the worst part was.. I couldnu2019t even visit him or check on him.."},{"id":373020067,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Like that I and Beom struggled for three years.. we really changed a lot but there was not a single day or moment where I had forgotten about Namjoonah.."},{"id":373020068,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"When we graduated.. the first thing we did was to travel to ilsan.."},{"id":373020069,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"The excitement was beyond anything... but everything was crushed when we found out that Namjoon and his dad sold their house and left ilsan a year ago.."},{"id":373020070,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"That time I really thought.. I had lost my best friend.. we cried like lost soul outside his house.."},{"id":373020071,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"But.."},{"id":373020072,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Wife (says softly while entering in the library)"},{"id":373020073,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"All the strength that Gukk had mustered within was lost when he heard his husbandu2019s voice.. Yeah.. Gukk couldnu2019t hold it anymore.. He turned and ran towards Tae and hugged him as tightly as he could.. Tears were now uncontrollable.."},{"id":373020074,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Tae got very tensed when his chest could feel wet sobs.."},{"id":373020075,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Firstly.. Tae just tightened his grip around his wife and patted his back.. But when Gukku2019s shoulders kept shaking due to too much crying.. Tae was now looking at his father with a questionable face..."},{"id":373020076,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Wae is my wife crying appa?"},{"id":373020077,"character_id":7132563,"type":2,"content":"Oh nothing.. He just read an emotional book.. we were discussing that only.."},{"id":373020078,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Wife (says gently and pulls Gukk a little away)"},{"id":373020079,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t think about the book.. I will remove all the emotional books from here.."},{"id":373020080,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t waste your tears like that.. itu2019s just a book.. itu2019s not reality.."},{"id":373020081,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Wipes Gukku2019s tears from his face)"},{"id":373020082,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Nods as yes with teary glossy eyes and again hugs Tae)"},{"id":373020083,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Appa we will leave now (bows and takes his wife in his arms like bridal style and walks out of the library)"},{"id":373020084,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"That was so sudden.. Gukku2019s already red cheeks due to crying, have now take a darkish colour because of blush and shyness.. Tae is carrying him from the big mansion to the quarters, everyone would see this.."},{"id":373020085,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"And itu2019s embarrassing as well.."},{"id":373020086,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Everyone.. is.. looking at.. us (hiccups and says softly while hiding his face)"},{"id":373020087,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Doesnu2019t matter.. my wife.. my hands.. and my life (says fiercely)"},{"id":373020088,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"But.. I.. am.. shy.. (lowers his head)"},{"id":373020089,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Then you shouldnu2019t have cried (whispers on Gukku2019s face and looks deeply in his eyes)"},{"id":373020090,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I have stopped crying.. (whispers back softly)"},{"id":373020091,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"But you have already shed too many precious tears in the library.. They need to be compensated for.. (blows some air on Gukku2019s face)"},{"id":373020092,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Gives up and hide his face in Taeu2019s chest)"},{"id":373020093,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"As Tae walks from his big mansion.. every eye is looking at them.. some smiling and some blushingly staring at taekook... but one person gives the most disgusted look with all her heart..."},{"id":373020094,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"*Itu2019s so annoying to see my son carrying this garbage like a flower*"},{"id":373020095,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"* I wish my sonu2019s eyes are open and he sees the ugliness in this rabbit*"},{"id":373020096,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Taekook reaches to their room and Tae gently puts Gukk on the bed.. Tae turns his face but Gukk immediately holds his hand to stop his husband.."},{"id":373020097,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Hide me! ud83eudd7a (says lovingly)"},{"id":373020098,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Smiles and puts a blanket on Gukku2019s leg.. then scooches inside the blanket with his wife and starts to cuddle him)"},{"id":373020099,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Unconditionally (Pecks Gukku2019s forehead)"},{"id":373020100,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Hmmmm (nuzzles one Taeu2019s chest)"},{"id":373020101,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Note - Okay so through out this novel.. I will only give snippets of Namjin until revealing the entire story about them.. which wonu2019t happen in a very long time.. so these snippets are moment.. they form a whole story of namjin.."},{"id":373020102,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Note - Also I want to say to my Indian readers who stay in Tamil Nadu to be safe in the Cyclone that has formed their side.."},{"id":373020103,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"Note - Borahe to all my readers..."}]}