Trust!

{"messages":[{"id":437880526,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae rushed to the lowest hut near the lake.. The more closer he got, the more better view he saw of his moon.."},{"id":437880527,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Even though there few paces distance between them.. But, Tae can actually see every single detail of his beautiful wife.. The younger looks so heartbroken and tired.. Tae wants to help Gukk revive.. Tae wants to take away those tiredness and replace it with his love and peace.. Tae wants to calm his heart.."},{"id":437880528,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae reached near the hut and stepped inside slowly.. Gukk was looking down on his feet while in deep thoughts.. Tae went and sat down.. Taeu2019s fragrance was enough for Gukk to know the person is beside him.. Gukk didnu2019t look at Tae though, he instead lifted his head and stared at the messy lake.."},{"id":437880529,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1608921/chatstory/10037299/1609847975.png","image_width":600,"image_height":400},{"id":437880530,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae did the same.."},{"id":437880531,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taekook kept staring at the lake, listening to its streaming due to the fresh winds which also gushed their faces.. giving the couple some calmth.."},{"id":437880532,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"For nearly 15 min no one spoke.. but soon, Gukk broke the silence.. The younger dragged a heavy bag out from near his feet which was at the other side of the bench inside the hut.. hidden from Taeu2019s sight.."},{"id":437880533,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk kept the bag between him and Tae.. The younger spoke, still looking at the lake with an heavy heart and weak voice.."},{"id":437880534,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I brought disgrace upon your name.."},{"id":437880535,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I ended up messing my only true happiness.."},{"id":437880536,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I borrowed money from chim chim.. here take it (pats the bag and pushes it little closer to Tae)"},{"id":437880537,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Where is he? (Says firmly)"},{"id":437880538,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk wasnu2019t aware that Tae would know about what has happening with him.. He turned with wide eyes and a very scared face.. Gukku2019s tears were now non-stop.. apart from giving disgrace, he also feels that he cheated Tae.. and what more.. yeah.. Gukk also feels he disappointed Tae.."},{"id":437880539,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk with a stuttering voice.. spoke again.."},{"id":437880540,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"How.. did.. you.. did you.. know? (Nervous)"},{"id":437880541,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Did you forget who I am? Or the fact of who you are and what you are to me (says with a lower tone and sadly)"},{"id":437880542,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Curls his lips up.. chin swaying.. cheekbones widening.. scrunches his nose.. eyes narrows.. as his face fights not to cry louder)"},{"id":437880543,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I.. I (looks down on his palms which are getting wet due to the tears which are flowing silently through his eyes)"},{"id":437880544,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Takes the bag and puts it aside him)"},{"id":437880545,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Closes the gap between himself and Gukk)"},{"id":437880546,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Gently taps Gukku2019s wet cheeks with his knuckles)"},{"id":437880547,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Looks at Tae slowly)"},{"id":437880548,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I want you to begin from the start.. (says calmly)"},{"id":437880549,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"But first know this will be the last of what you hide from me.."},{"id":437880550,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I will not tolerate this much hurt against you again.. even if the person hurting you is you.."},{"id":437880551,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Also know.. I donu2019t care about your past as long as it doesnu2019t bother you in your present and future"},{"id":437880552,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"But since you end up..hurting yourself.. so I will ask you to begin again and tell me from the start.."},{"id":437880553,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a brief glance of Taeu2019s calming face)"},{"id":437880554,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a deep breath and with crooked voice begins..)"},{"id":437880555,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Looks at the lake)"},{"id":437880556,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Sehun (takes a deep breath)"},{"id":437880557,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Sehun was me and meimeiu2019s senior when we used to study together.. before I was shifted to new schooling.."},{"id":437880558,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Apart from Meimei.. he used to take care of me.. He would bring me food when my aunt used various mediums to keep me hungry .. sometime.. he would also mend my wounds or bring me new toys so that I can play when no one is around.."},{"id":437880559,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I grew up trusting him and believing that he is the elder one who takes my life decisions.."},{"id":437880560,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Before my aunt banning me from going to school.. I was changed to new school, as you are aware., so I would cloth myself according to sehunu2019s likeness. I would not talk or stroll or eat or even look at to everything Sehun forbade.."},{"id":437880561,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I just respected him so much that I would think disobeying him would be such a crime.. I always felt Meimei and him, I can always call my family and trust them.."},{"id":437880562,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"We grew up.. I was not allowed to go outside the house.."},{"id":437880563,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"So Sehun would all the time visit me.. at late night.. (gulps)"},{"id":437880564,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"We would talk hours.. he would pamper me.. even.. (gulps again) massage my legs and hands..."},{"id":437880565,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I was 18 and sehun was 21 when his parents decided to send him abroad for higher studies.. they really wanted their son to be a rich man, so they gave up all their savings.."},{"id":437880566,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I and sehun were heart broken.."},{"id":437880567,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Before leaving to abroad., sehun confessed to me about his feeling and asked me to wait.."},{"id":437880568,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I said yes that time,, I also felt much closer towards him., and I didnu2019t wanted to hurt him.. since he has always been with me in all my hardships.."},{"id":437880569,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He used to write me once every week.. expressing his love.. expressing his desires to give me good life.. expressing his emotions of how lonely he felt without me there.."},{"id":437880570,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"These all made me.. love., sehun.. finally (stutters and is anxious more)"},{"id":437880571,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I never got to write to him.. since it was risky.. so I was the only to receive his letters (removed a letter from his pocket and gave to Tae)"},{"id":437880572,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Crumbles the letter without reading and throws it away in the lake..)"},{"id":437880573,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Well.. As months and years passed.. Yugyeomu2019s matter escalated.."},{"id":437880574,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I started to pray that sehun comes and save me from all this mess.."},{"id":437880575,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I was hoping for it so badly that time.."},{"id":437880576,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"But soon sehunu2019s letter stopped coming to me.. He stopped sending any messages even when Meimei spoke to him through phone.."},{"id":437880577,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Just before 8 months we (Tae and Gukk) got married.. sehun returned"},{"id":437880578,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I was happy.. I thought I have found a ray of happiness.."},{"id":437880579,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I watched when sehun returned from my terrace.."},{"id":437880580,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"But surprisingly.. he didnu2019t return alone.. there was a girl with him. And his family were adoring that girl.."},{"id":437880581,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I said nothing.. neither I though something wrong.."},{"id":437880582,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"But after 3 months.. my aunt and family get a wedding invitation from sehunu2019s family"},{"id":437880583,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He was getting married to that girl.. I held my silence then.."},{"id":437880584,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Meimei kept fighting with her brother for cheating on me.."},{"id":437880585,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I still didnu2019t speak.."},{"id":437880586,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"One day my aunt found some letters of sehun in my room.."},{"id":437880587,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"She created a massive scene in the society.. accusing sehun and his family.. beating me infront of everyone"},{"id":437880588,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"To my surprise.. that day I learned.. how do people become so evil especially those people who say that they love you.,"},{"id":437880589,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Sehun turned everything against me.."},{"id":437880590,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He said I made those letters up and that he never loved me or gave any hope of such.."},{"id":437880591,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Meimei testified in my favour since she was the one delivering the letter.. but her family beat her as well and made her keep her mouth shut.."},{"id":437880592,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Everyone there that day.. gave me either dirty or disgusting look.. as if I was such a fungus in their society"},{"id":437880593,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I couldnu2019t understand that day.. which part was my fault.."},{"id":437880594,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"To love someone who said he loved me back.. or to trust someone who has stayed with you since childhood and promised to be with you.."},{"id":437880595,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I was beaten a lot that day and night.. the next day.. my face was not recognisable.. took me a month to be okay.."},{"id":437880596,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"While I was recovering.. I could hear wedding songs and laughters in my room.. which was coming from the next door house.."},{"id":437880597,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"A day before his wedding.. sehun came to meet me while I was resting.."},{"id":437880598,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He said that.. he loves me but canu2019t marry me.. because I couldnu2019t help him get rich and bigger in the world.. I will only be a weakness in his life.: and his to-be wife is rich and capable.. doesnu2019t depend on him and is very strong.."},{"id":437880599,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I said nothing.. he left.."},{"id":437880600,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"And then everything with Yugyeom happened and I got married to you.."},{"id":437880601,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He returned that day with Meimei to invite us.. but when he saw I was rich and from the royal family.. He wanted to swipe away some money from me"},{"id":437880602,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"So he blackmailed me.."},{"id":437880603,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Made me believe that my own family.. my own husband will look at me like those people that day looked at me.. with a dirty and disgusting expression.."},{"id":437880604,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I was not ready to know how you will react or accept my this past.. I am not proud.. and I fell in the trap.."},{"id":437880605,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Where is he?"},{"id":437880606,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"He was supposed to meet me half an hour ago.. at the euphoria graveyard"},{"id":437880607,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Why didnu2019t you go? (Says blankly)"},{"id":437880608,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I couldnu2019t cheat you.. I was sitting on the bus.. clenching on the bag tightly.. but my mind, soul and body.. didnu2019t allow me to do anything behind your back.."},{"id":437880609,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I got down at a random stop and I found myself before this park.."},{"id":437880610,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"So yeah.. I was hiding here.. (throat is dry)"},{"id":437880611,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"There was a few seconds of silence and it was killing Gukk inside..."},{"id":437880612,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He couldnu2019t bear any further of Taeu2019s silence.."},{"id":437880613,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. please donu2019t hate me.."},{"id":437880614,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Please believe me.. (crying non-stop)"},{"id":437880615,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You are an idiot! (Exhales)"},{"id":437880616,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Gets up and leans before Gukk.. caressing his thighs)"},{"id":437880617,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Crying even more)"},{"id":437880618,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Did you really think.. this petty past is going to make me look at you differently or not love you.."},{"id":437880619,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t you trust me.."},{"id":437880620,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s not that.. I."},{"id":437880621,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Yes.. itu2019s exactly that.."},{"id":437880622,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You chose to hide it from me.. and end up hurting yourself.."},{"id":437880623,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"All these while.. the only simple and rightful thing you could do was release your burden.. and since you were scared of me.. then you should have just released your burden to me.."},{"id":437880624,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I.. am.. sorry.."},{"id":437880625,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I feel disappointed on me.. that my strictness can overshadow my love for you.."},{"id":437880626,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t we all have pasts.. does that define you.."},{"id":437880627,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Good or bad past doesnu2019t define you.. itu2019s you.. who defines you.."},{"id":437880628,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You put me among the society.. hehe (gets up and gives a sarcastic laugh)"},{"id":437880629,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Do you know there are society when even if you are doing nothing and just standing in a place where you shouldnu2019t.. you are categorised as a loose character.."},{"id":437880630,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Do you know there are society.. who think of you little when you drink and smoke.."},{"id":437880631,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Society is the biggest bully my love.. and you let yourself be bullied.."},{"id":437880632,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Here I am fighting for people to be free and here I have a wife who takes me as those so-called society he lived in once upon a time.."},{"id":437880633,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You indeed disappoint me.."},{"id":437880634,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I knew about all this., but you made ached to be patient enough to know from your mouth.."},{"id":437880635,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Thatu2019s the difference.. I could have caught you red handed when you slide out from the bed in late night or hide yourself in the bathroom and cry or hide the fact that idiot has been sending you threats and gifts in your workplace.."},{"id":437880636,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"WHY THE FCK DO YOU FORGET WHO YOU ARE.."},{"id":437880637,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I have know about everything.. every single detail right from the start.. and it didnu2019t bother me .."},{"id":437880638,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"As much as it bothers me to see.. how little your trust is in me.."},{"id":437880639,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You say you love me.. but end up hiding things from me.. and even lying to me.."},{"id":437880640,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"How shall I trust you now.."},{"id":437880641,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Can I trust you when you canu2019t even trust my own love.."},{"id":437880642,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Grabs his hair in his palm)"},{"id":437880643,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Tae ud83dude2d (crying mess)"},{"id":437880644,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Get up.. I am tired.."},{"id":437880645,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Letu2019s go home.."},{"id":437880646,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":437880647,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Snap out of it.."},{"id":437880648,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I need time to overcome from your distrust in me.."},{"id":437880649,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Tae., please.. I am sorry.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":437880650,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I forgive you already.. even when you hid from me.."},{"id":437880651,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"But I need time to overcome.."},{"id":437880652,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Letu2019s go.. (commanding voice)"},{"id":437880653,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk didnu2019t say anything further.. he let Tae drag him from there.. Tae soon dropped Gukk at the mansion.."},{"id":437880654,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t go anywhere without my permission (says from his side of car window, while looking straight at the road)"},{"id":437880655,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk was standing outside the car, near Taeu2019s side.. infront of the mansion gate.."},{"id":437880656,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Yes (says sadly)"},{"id":437880657,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae drove away from there and Gukk just watched the back of Taeu2019s car until it disappeared.."}]}