Barren!

{"messages":[{"id":450593365,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae is sitting opposite Jackson.. There is a painstaking silence in the room.. Taeu2019s face was stiffened as if every cell in his body has forgotten to move.. His lips curled up just to hold himself from crying loudly.. His eyes looked tired and filled in pain which really has no words to explain.. Even though there is silence in the room, however, Taeu2019s ears can hear heartbeat sound loudly.. Itu2019s not his though because his heart has sunken deeply.. He doesnu2019t know but all he can hear is an heartbeat sound and itu2019s immensely loud for him.. The heartbeats are so uneven that Tae feels the pain those beats are saying.. Tae starts to take heavy breaths as those heartbeat sounds become more clearer and painful for him.."},{"id":450593366,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1608921/chatstory/10037299/1610632888.png","image_width":451,"image_height":679},{"id":450593367,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But Jackson canu2019t hear this.. He has no idea what Tae is feeling.."},{"id":450593368,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But Tae is so lost in his own emotions that he canu2019t see Jacksonu2019s hesitations.. because it looks like the doctor want to say something more.. The doctor feels scared how to break this another piece of information.."},{"id":450593369,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The doctor has already taken the ground beneath Tae away by telling him about his dead offspring, his wife being paralysed.. How can he give further more shocks to Tae.. But Jackson knows he has to do this.."},{"id":450593370,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"To be honest, the doctor is scared of whether Tae has enough strength to hear further.. so Jackson is currently fidgeting with his fingers and every now and then while roaming his eyes around the room.. He would land his eyes on Tae to decide whether he can tell more or not.."},{"id":450593371,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But after sometime.. Tae did realise there was something more.. He was sitting numbly for barely 10 mins but it felt like long hours to him.. and thatu2019s when he realised Jackson has something more to talk.."},{"id":450593372,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"What else has happened? (Says lifelessly and in a painful voice)"},{"id":450593373,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"The (gulps)"},{"id":450593374,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"The gynaecologist which (licks his lips in nervousness) assisted me in treating your wife.. fears that.. that.. Gukk"},{"id":450593375,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Just tell me.. (pleading voice and about to burst loudly in tears)"},{"id":450593376,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"Gukku2019s lower region were hampered badly.. the crash was too violent.. we are lucky enough to make him alive.. but the gynaecologist believes that this may have impacted Gukku2019s womb and he may never give be able to bear a child.. (says nervously)"},{"id":450593377,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"The gynaecologist has done some test.. any moment.. the results will come.."},{"id":450593378,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"To Jacksonu2019s surprise.. a nurse knocks at his cabin door exactly at that moment.. Jackson asks her to come in and the nurse did so.. the nurse carried a report in her hand and she handed them to Jackson.. the doctor asked the nurse to leave and started to review those reports.."},{"id":450593379,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yeah.. what more could the eldest master of Kim take.. well that was about to be tested.."},{"id":450593380,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jackson rubs his temple and is now sweating.. he glances every now and then at Tae with sympathy as he reads the report further"},{"id":450593381,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The wait for Jackson to finish the report was like sharp knives being continuously struck on Taeu2019s body.. it was breathtaking and painful.. Tae couldnu2019t hold it any more and just said those words out loud which Jacksonu2019s eyes were telling him already.."},{"id":450593382,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Will my wife be infertile? (Numb and tiring voice)"},{"id":450593383,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry.. (looks down at his feet sadly and nods)"},{"id":450593384,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Now Tae doesnu2019t know for which part to mourn more.. a lost child, a paralysed wife or to never have a child.. which could weigh his emotions.. Taeu2019s insides are filled with pain and sorrow that he canu2019t even cry now.."},{"id":450593385,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Itu2019s like Tae is watching the worst nightmare happening right infront of his eyes.."},{"id":450593386,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae with an heavy heart once again speaks.."},{"id":450593387,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"When will my wife be awake? (Says like a soft whisper as no strength left inside him)"},{"id":450593388,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"I am expecting by night!"},{"id":450593389,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Where is my child? (Says in pain)"},{"id":450593390,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"We have packed the fetus in a box (doesnu2019t make an eye contact)"},{"id":450593391,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Was it a boy or girl? (Holds the chair tightly as he feels he will collapse now)"},{"id":450593392,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"It was a boy!"},{"id":450593393,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"My bunny (mumbles sadly)"},{"id":450593394,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I want to give a proper burial to my boy.. kindly wrap that box with silk.. (a tear drops from the corner of his eyes)"},{"id":450593395,"character_id":8439662,"type":2,"content":"Yes.. (gets up)"},{"id":450593396,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Gets up as well)"},{"id":450593397,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jackson personally goes and wraps the box with good silk cloth.. Tae was already waiting outside of the baby room.."},{"id":450593398,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jackson came and handed over the box to Tae who started to walk ahead slowly and heavy heartedly.."},{"id":450593399,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"As Tae neared his family.. everyone looked at the box.. Jimin couldnu2019t hold it in.. the youngest master bursted in tears loudly and yoongi tried to calm him.. Baekhyun himself wasnu2019t quiet.. the Kimu2019s father was crying like a child while hugging Boem sook who was equally in pain.. Tae didnu2019t stop.. Tae just kept walking.. Hoseok walked near Tae.."},{"id":450593400,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"Can I come with you? (Says sadly)"},{"id":450593401,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"No... stay close to my family.. I will return soon.. (says without looking at Hoseok)"},{"id":450593402,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae then walked out of the hospital and hopped in his car.. Tae drove away to his mansion.. soon, Tae was walking near the place where his forefathers and other family members were buried.. Kimu2019s grave was just few kilometers away from the big mansion.."},{"id":450593403,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae asked the graveyard guard to prepare a gravestone with some initials on it.. Tae then walked at graveyard ground.. the night was cold and fresh air would blow Taeu2019s face.. But nothing could calm his pain in this moment..He kept the box which was covered in silk on a portion of the ground.. the master personally selected where his child would be buried.. Tae then took a shovel and started to dig a hole.. yes he buried his own son by his own hand.. He didnu2019t wanted any servants for help.. He wanted to do everything right from the scratch with his own hand.. whether it was painful or not.. He wanted to lay his unborn offspring gently and properly under the earth.. After few minutes Tae was done.. He engraved the headstone on the ground.. Tae then took a deep breath and glanced at the headstone which had the initials u201cMy Bunnyu201d"},{"id":450593404,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae smiled a little thinking of those talks he had with his offspring.. His heart aches as he thinks about those memories he had with his moon and the unborn offspring.. This was heavy as he reads the name on the headstone.. This took away every last bit of Taeu2019s strength.. The master dropped on the ground before the grave and cried loudly.. as loudly as his lungs could allow him.. with all his guts.. with all his might.."},{"id":450593405,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae cried for nearly an hour.. Soon, even tears were not enough to mend the masteru2019s pain.. but a sudden realisation of his moon.. that his moon might be awake any moment now.. and Tae needs to be there as well.."},{"id":450593406,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Hence, Tae touched the gravestone for one last time and then headed back to the hospital.."},{"id":450593407,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae reached soon at the hospital and was now waiting for his Gukk to wake up.."},{"id":450593408,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But before that.. Hoseok had something to say.. so he dragged Tae to a balcony nearby.. far away from others ears.."},{"id":450593409,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"We need to talk.."},{"id":450593410,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"What happened? (Still lifeless)"},{"id":450593411,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"Gukku2019s car crash was no accident.. (says frustrated)"},{"id":450593412,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"What do you mean? (Alert immediately)"},{"id":450593413,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s funny right.. two vehicles meet with an accident but only one vehicleu2019s passengers are injured or dead.."},{"id":450593414,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"There was no one in the truck.. no injured or dead found.. the police searched even the nearby areas.. under the cliff.. everywhere they could.. no body found from the truck which crashed right into the brideu2019s car.."},{"id":450593415,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Did you check through the cctv footages if there was anyone driving the truck.. or probably facial recognition (clenched his fist)"},{"id":450593416,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"Yes I did.. i am shocked because the plot was planned smartly.. the truck driver first blocked brideu2019s car and jumped out of the vehicle when the truck was just about to hit Gukku2019s car.."},{"id":450593417,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"I saw the driver escape and I even found out who that person is.."},{"id":450593418,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Who? (Suddenly feels revived for revenge)"},{"id":450593419,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"He was a normal person.. a farmer in need of money.. someone transferred loads of money in his account and helped escape him and his family from euphoria as well.."},{"id":450593420,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"By the time we knew what happened, how it happened and who did it.. that person had successfully escaped all of this.."},{"id":450593421,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"I really want to kill that mother fcker who did this.. how dare they mess with us that boldly.. (says with gritted teeth)"},{"id":450593422,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae heard everything.. He was now in deep thoughts.. His anger has no measure at the moment.. but right now he canu2019t do anything.. because he has a broken wife to manage.. and thatu2019s the most difficult task then finding the culprit.."},{"id":450593423,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae finally sighed and looked at Hoseok.."},{"id":450593424,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Give all the details to hyung sik.. He will take care of everything.. right now.. I have no strength to run my brain.."},{"id":450593425,"character_id":7111901,"type":2,"content":"I understand brother (pats Taeu2019s shoulder)"},{"id":450593426,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Thank you"},{"id":450593427,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Vhope was about to turn and head back towards Gukku2019s ward when suddenly a breathless and scared chim chim comes to the balcony"},{"id":450593428,"character_id":7111900,"type":2,"content":"He is.. he is awake"},{"id":450593429,"character_id":7111900,"type":2,"content":"He is shouting your name hyung.. he is out of control.. (says while crying to Tae)"},{"id":450593430,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae didnu2019t wait for anything.. He just ran from there as if his entire life is at stake.."},{"id":450593431,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae reached at Gukku2019s ward.. He was about to open the door but his feet froze while holding the door knob.. He can hear Gukku2019s loud cry for him from inside.. He can already feel the pain of his innocent moon.. But Tae feels so weak to stand before his precious wife and tell him about everything"},{"id":450593432,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Is there any possible way to tell those tragic incidents.. Tae thinks to himself.. He surely feels mute.."},{"id":450593433,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But he canu2019t bear anymore cries of his moon.. Tae finally took a deep breath and entered the room.. when Taeu2019s eyes saw Gukk who looked so fragile as if the moon will crumble by just a blow from his mouth.."},{"id":450593434,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But when Gukk saw Tae.. He was crying even harder and to Taeu2019s horror.. Gukk tried to run to his sky.. But soon no voice came from Gukku2019s mouth as his eyes with shock and terror looks at his feet.. Gukk tried to shake his feet but no movement.. Gukku2019s body was shaking in fear.. Tae just ran to his moon while crying like a baby.. Tae hugged his wife, giving every little bit of his embrace to calm the younger.."},{"id":450593435,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But the younger was still shaking and trying to move his legs.. but no hope.: Gukk looks at Tae with blurry eyes.."},{"id":450593436,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Why.. canu2019t.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. I move.. my.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. leg.."},{"id":450593437,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Why.. ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":450593438,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Where.. is.. my.. son.. my.. bunny.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":450593439,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"TAEEEEEE (lets out loud painful shout)"},{"id":450593440,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I.. am.. sorry.. my life.. I.. am.. sorry ud83dude2dud83dude2d (hugging Gukk tighter)"},{"id":450593441,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I am.. sorry.. I couldnu2019t.. safe.. our.. son.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":450593442,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"NOOOOO (shouts his lungs out while Hiding his face in Taeu2019s chest)"},{"id":450593443,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I.. am.. sorry.. (sobs while caressing Gukk)"},{"id":450593444,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk by now has understand that he canu2019t walk.. He doesnu2019t care about it.. because his mind is filled with his unborn offspring.. Two things are cleared for Gukk.. He canu2019t walk.. and he has lost his son.."},{"id":450593445,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"This was too much.."},{"id":450593446,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk wants his little baby.. Tae tried his best to calm his moon.. but everything was in vain.. Tae himself was in pain of the same loss.. but Gukku2019s pain was much deeper.. The younger felt that offspring inside him.. The younger carried that offspring inside him.."},{"id":450593447,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"There is no comparison to Gukku2019s pain.."},{"id":450593448,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"And this is what makes Gukku2019s pain increase more.. He doesnu2019t care.. He wants his bunny.. so Gukk started to punch Taeu2019s chest harshly and crying more loudly.."},{"id":450593449,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. get my son back ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":450593450,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. I want my baby.. get my baby tae ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d (punching with all his strength)"},{"id":450593451,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1608921/chatstory/10037299/1610648183.png","image_width":452,"image_height":678},{"id":450593452,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"GET MY SON BACK (shouts and punches Tae more)"},{"id":450593453,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae didnu2019t say anything.. He just held his moon as the latter mourned about the loss.."},{"id":450593454,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk cried as hard as he could.. but he soon got tired and fainted"},{"id":450593455,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jackson checked him and it was stress.. Gukk was kept back to rest.. Tae stood the entire time with his wife.."},{"id":450593456,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The next day Gukk woke up and Tae told him about everything related to his condition.. Gukku2019s reaction was numb and lost.. as if someone has just sucked out his life.."},{"id":450593457,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After a week Gukk returned home.."},{"id":450593458,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae took his moon to the grave where he buried their son.. Gukk broke down again while laying on the grave ground.. The mud was still fresh and wet.."},{"id":450593459,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After that.. Gukk was silent the most of the time.."},{"id":450593460,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae tried his best to refresh or bring some smile on the youngeru2019s face but it was all in vain.. Gukk canu2019t shrug off the fact that he is barren, crippled and lost his only child.. His only offspring for the Kimu2019s.. Gukk is now on wheelchair.. Tae takes care of everything of Gukk right from bath to even feed.. Although, Gukk can feed himself since his hands are working but no winning from Tae.. The husband literally does everything for Gukk.. even carry him every where.."},{"id":450593461,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"One day"},{"id":450593462,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It was midnight time.. Gukk was fast asleep in Taeu2019s arms.."},{"id":450593463,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"However, the bride was dreaming heavily.."},{"id":450593464,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk travelled in his dream to the grave where his child is buried.. But the grave was open.. and a beautiful boy which actually looked nothing like him or had his bunny tooth but instead was a xerox copy of Tae.. Gukku2019s heart melted when he saw the boy.. The bride walked towards the boy who looked at his eomma with a bright smile.. Gukk canu2019t believe he looks exactly like Tae.. every single detail of the boy was a reminder of his husband.. Gukk reached towards the boy and the boy stretched his hand.. Gukk held it immediately with new tears in his eyes.. But the boy was like an angel smiling so beautifully.. Gukku2019s heart was calming.. The boy spoke.."},{"id":450593465,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"Eomma... (says gently)"},{"id":450593466,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk bursted into tears loudly and kneeled before the boy.. Gukk just started to kiss all over the boyu2019s face.."},{"id":450593467,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"My baby.. my child ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":450593468,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"Why are you crying? (Says fondly)"},{"id":450593469,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry.. I couldnu2019t save you.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":450593470,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"Eommma.. (takes away Gukku2019s hand from his face and cups Gukku2019s face now)"},{"id":450593471,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"I am already saved"},{"id":450593472,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"(Looks deeply in Gukku2019s eyes)"},{"id":450593473,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"I am at a better place.. I thought of coming but I didnu2019t find it as my home.. I saw many things while I stayed with you.. evil was loud in this world.."},{"id":450593474,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"Look eomma.. the world is ashes.. brother turns a blind eye on his brother.. sister engulfs in jealousy for another sister.. one snatches food away from a hungry.. the poor gets robbed.. the devil laughs.. donu2019t you see.. how beautiful I look right now.."},{"id":450593475,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"I am already saved.. I shine.. I smile.. I laugh and I even play.."},{"id":450593476,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"I have many friends.. good one.."},{"id":450593477,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"I rather be here than suffer in this world.. I rather be here and save myself from growing in a materialistic and selfish world.. I donu2019t want to make good and bad choices.. I am already in a good place.."},{"id":450593478,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"(Leans and Pecks Gukku2019s forehead)"},{"id":450593479,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"It was such an honour being you and appau2019s son.. my stomach is already filled with your both love.. itu2019s enough.. eomma.."},{"id":450593480,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"Go and live.. you are better.. donu2019t cry.. you will receive justice.."},{"id":450593481,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"Will you tell appa.. that I love him"},{"id":450593482,"character_id":8876197,"type":2,"content":"And eomma.. I love you (smiles even more brightly)"},{"id":450593483,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk was crying the entire time.. His heart was finding peace..."},{"id":450593484,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The boy was now going further away as a bright light from the sky pulls him.. Gukk is smiling but shedding happy tears as he watches his beautiful son lift up.."},{"id":450593485,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"While this was happening.. in reality.. Tae woke up from Gukku2019s sniffs in sleep.. Tae got worried and he shrugged Gukk gently.. This made Gukk wake up.. The younger stretched his arms and started to cry more.. Tae immediately hugged his moon and caressed his back.."},{"id":450593486,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"They both were wide awake now.. Tae carried Gukk in bridal style to their backyard.. Tae sat on a pool chair and made Gukk lay on top of him.. Tae kept caressing Gukku2019s thighs as the younger speaks about his dream innocently.. Tae cries while listening to the dream and he himself is smiling.."},{"id":450593487,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After sometime.. they just stared at the moon which was shining and showing itu2019s flaws.. in the sky.."},{"id":450593488,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"I took time to write this chapter.. I so badly wanted to get every emotion right.. I know many of you are sad about my previous chapter.. but if you know.. I have planned every single persons fate in this chapter and this was the beginning of everyoneu2019s fate.. I have to do this to make taekook live peacefully.. as you read ahead.. you will know why.. as I have said.. things will be more difficult.. but only love will win.. remember that.."},{"id":450593489,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"And I personally believe children really suffer a lot.. itu2019s just a fanfic but reality is more dangerous and disgusting sometime for some.. I donu2019t mean to make you weak but I am trying to make you strong to bear it through this novel.."},{"id":450593490,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"I hope you understand, love and support me.. I purple you all ud83eudd17u2764ufe0fud83dude4fud83cudffb"}]}