Tortured Soul!

{"messages":[{"id":457143855,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It has been a month now since Baekhyun has been in coma.. these days a lot has changed.."},{"id":457143856,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae has become the head of the Kimu2019s and hence he is spending his most time and decisions properly in both the mansion and his quarters.."},{"id":457143857,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae is weak though these days because his heart aches for his father.. Everyday Tae visits his father after work.. He sits with his father and talks about his day and have a cup of coffee.. itu2019s like Tae has actually gotten more closer to Baekhyun now.."},{"id":457143858,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"In the meantime, shizoon is trapped and suffocating within herself.. every time she looks at her husbandu2019s fragile face.. shizoon canu2019t help but mourn and curse with all her strength to herself.. what wouldnu2019t she give to go back to where things were better.. what wouldnu2019t she sacrifice just have her baek back.. but thatu2019s not possible now.. with that, shizoonu2019s health has also started to take a toll.. she is weak and very quiet most of the time.. she even stays in one corner of the house but she always takes care of her husband.."},{"id":457143859,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"To shizoonu2019s terror or guilt, the last person she wants to be good with her.. has actually became the only person who gives her immense attention and care.. thatu2019s gUkk.."},{"id":457143860,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"While Tae is busy looking after his family, unconscious father and business.. Gukk, meanwhile, plays the perfect role of Kimu2019s bride even by being on wheelchair.."},{"id":457143861,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk spends his time with shizoon.. the younger even feeds and take shizoon out of the mansion just to freshen her mind.."},{"id":457143862,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The guilt rises even more for shizoon.. how clearly she sees the real Gukk.. the innocence, the purity and the goodness which made Tae and baek crazy about Gukk.. shizoon is now clearly seeing it.. she hates herself more.. and shizoon wants to tell Gukk everything.. every single detail of how bad she is and what a game she played with his life.."},{"id":457143863,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But now shizoon has sealed her mouth and thatu2019s because of fear of losing Tae.. the master has seen so much that it is very clear that if Tae ever finds out about his motheru2019s game.. definitely that would be the end of her.. Tae wouldnu2019t ofcorse kill her mother.. even shizoon is aware of that... but Tae would give her the worst punishment.. that would be Tae having hatred for shizoon.. abandoning her.. shizoon knows even Gukk is a forgiving person but Tae is not.. and thatu2019s what makes shizoon turn a blind eye on Ari and her plots.."},{"id":457143864,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Ari in the meantime.. has gotten impatient.. she knows what she has to do.. and she knows she can do it successfully.. if only Tae budges a little.. all she wants is now one night with Tae.. which looks like a lost coast for Ari.."},{"id":457143865,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"So Ari has decided to pay visits to gukk.."},{"id":457143866,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Like right now.. Gukk has just returned to his living area after spending sometime with shizoon.. Gukk looks very brave and confident in taking care of his husbandu2019s household.."},{"id":457143867,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk was about to go in his room when ari enters the living area and calls out to him.."},{"id":457143868,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"You seem to have forgotten me..(says softly)"},{"id":457143869,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Oh hey Ari.. (feels awkward)"},{"id":457143870,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Gukk doesnu2019t know what to talk with Ari.. as commanded by Tae, Gukk has ignored Ari completely.. but his desires for an offspring remains firm.."},{"id":457143871,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"It seems like I have made a fool out of myself.."},{"id":457143872,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s not like that Ari.. (hesitant)"},{"id":457143873,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Then.. how it is.. please do care to explain.."},{"id":457143874,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Tae treats me like shit, while he devours all his love on you.. while you have completely ignored me as if I am nothing..."},{"id":457143875,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"You dragged me in this mess and now I am the only one to suffer (says with teary eyes)"},{"id":457143876,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Have you changed your mind of having your offspring (grits her teeth)"},{"id":457143877,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"No.. I really want a child.. looking at my familyu2019s condition.. we can really use a good news now.. and I hate myself for being a barren.."},{"id":457143878,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I was alright when I wasnu2019t aware I could give birth.. but since I lost my bunny.. I canu2019t let go of this feeling.. I really want to expand my Kimu2019s generation (says teary eyes)"},{"id":457143879,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Then.. why the FCK you keep Tae to yourself.. I want to show my love through this offspring.. why donu2019t you let him come to me.."},{"id":457143880,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"He even made me sign a contract that once I give birth.. he will leave me.. and still I am ready to bear an offspring.. thatu2019s because.. I am a woman of my word.. even if you and your husband played me.. I will still fulfill my bargain.."},{"id":457143881,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"It hurts you know.."},{"id":457143882,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"(Starts to cry loudly)"},{"id":457143883,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry.. I really didnu2019t think my husband will be this stubborn and I know I did wrong with you.. I dragged you in my wish and now you are the one who is suffering most.."},{"id":457143884,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"But my husband doesnu2019t listen to me anymore.. I really have no say in any of his decisions.. itu2019s my punishment.."},{"id":457143885,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Looks down sadly)"},{"id":457143886,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry Ari.. I regret making you marry my husband and now make you feel abandon.."},{"id":457143887,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"You really donu2019t deserve this.."},{"id":457143888,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Then.. let me take matters in my hand.."},{"id":457143889,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Huh? (Confused)"},{"id":457143890,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Ari says somethings to gukk and the younger sadly nods.."},{"id":457143891,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t wait for him tomorrow night.."},{"id":457143892,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Nods with teary eyes)"},{"id":457143893,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Itu2019s a piece of cake for Ari.. she has already trapped Gukk in guilt and now she can boldly tell her plans to the Kimu2019s bride who has no choice but to accept it.. as the Kimu2019s bride definitely feels sad for Ari.. but Gukk is not aware of all those vicious plots Ari took just for Gukk to come at this vulnerability.."},{"id":457143894,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The next day.. when Tae woke up.. He was embraced in the most amazing warmth of Gukk.."},{"id":457143895,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The wife gave extra care and attention to Tae that morning.. He even made Tae ready like buttoning his shirt, making his tie, combing his hair, putting his socks and shoes on.. Tae Ofcorse did all that while leaning so that Gukk can do all this work easily.. Tae wasnu2019t aware that he was being made ready like a lamb prepared to be slaughtered.."},{"id":457143896,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae then made Gukk ready and they both went to their work.. when Tae dropped Gukk at his clinic.. he was about to head out towards his car.. but Gukk pulled Taeu2019s shirt hem and the elder stopped and looked back confused.."},{"id":457143897,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I love you very much Kim Taehyung.. (says with all his love)"},{"id":457143898,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Smiles fondly) I love you more my moon.."},{"id":457143899,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Are you okay? (Kneels down and cups Gukku2019s face)"},{"id":457143900,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"(Nods) yes.. I just want you to remember this always.. no matter what.. I am and will always love you with all of me.."},{"id":457143901,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Ofcorse my moon.. I will remember this always.."},{"id":457143902,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Have a nice day at work.. the driver will pick you up.. okay.. (says sweetly)"},{"id":457143903,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"Be safe.."},{"id":457143904,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Yes"},{"id":457143905,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Pecks Gukku2019s lips gently and leaves from the clinic)"},{"id":457143906,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Thatu2019s their daily routine.. Tae drops Gukk at his work daily but while coming back home.. Gukk comes with a driver.."},{"id":457143907,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Thatu2019s because.. Tae has long hours to work and Gukk just 5 hours.."},{"id":457143908,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The evening arrived and by now Gukk has locked himself in his room.. He canu2019t stop crying and his soul is being tortured on imagining of what will happen tonight.. Gukk keeps thinking about Taeu2019s happy face which was always available for him.. Gukk feels disgusted by himself.. by his condition.."},{"id":457143909,"character_id":7111904,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry.. I have put you in this place.. I am a bad person Tae... (tears are continuously streaming from his eyes)"},{"id":457143910,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The evening came.. and Tae returned his home and as usual he went to meet his appa.. a coffee was served by a servant and Tae sipped it.. his mind was already getting refreshed as he talks about his day with his father.."},{"id":457143911,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But soon.. things started to change.. Taeu2019s face is feeling discomfort.. His eyes are blurring out.. and he feels dizzy.."},{"id":457143912,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He tried to keep his body steady.. but he feels very weak in this moment.. Tae decided to head to his quarters and rest for awhile.."},{"id":457143913,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"As Tae came out of Baekhyunu2019s room.. Tae barely took few steps when some held him by sliding under his one arm.."},{"id":457143914,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae looked at the person but he canu2019t make out who that person is.. Tae rubbed his eyes with one hand but still he canu2019t see who that person is.. the person meanwhile smiled fondly and dragged Tae with him to which the master has no idea where.."},{"id":457143915,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Soon Tae could feel himself entering in a room.. which was Ofcorse helped by that person.."},{"id":457143916,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae with a weak voice asked the person.. even though he canu2019t form any words.."},{"id":457143917,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Who.. are.. who are.. you? (Eyes half closed and stumbling)"},{"id":457143918,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"I am your wife! (Smiles with a blush)"},{"id":457143919,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Wife!"},{"id":457143920,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The word wife made Tae think of only one person.. thatu2019s his.."},{"id":457143921,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"My moon.. (smiles like a drunkard)"},{"id":457143922,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I.. donu2019t.. feel.. alright.. my.."},{"id":457143923,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"My.. moon.. (feels himself flop on the bed)"},{"id":457143924,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Then let me make you feel nice.. my sky!"},{"id":457143925,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Sky?"},{"id":457143926,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yeah.. thatu2019s his moon.. Tae thought to himself while smiling and his eyes are half closed.."},{"id":457143927,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Ari took the opportunity that night.. Tae who has been so focused in maintaining his distance from Ari.. was now trapped under her.. it took such measures for Ari to make Tae do what she wants to.. But, Tae has no idea what is happening with him.. all he can see are an outline of a person.. but he remembers his moon when the person started to touch him and undress him..Tae smiled all this time because all he can see is his innocent moonu2019s face in a galaxy.. thatu2019s where Taeu2019s mind is.. in a galaxy where the stars and small planets look like his moon.."},{"id":457143928,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae doesnu2019t know what happened.. he was drunk in his moon.. and soon his eyes closed completely.."},{"id":457143929,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It was past 3 am.."},{"id":457143930,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae started to make movement on the soft bed.. He wriggled on the bed..his senses were getting back and a sharp pain was now felt in his head.. but Tae stopped when he felt something heavy on his chest.. Tae rubbed his eyes with a smile and ruffled the personu2019s hair.. but the hair was long.. and it made Tae snap.."},{"id":457143931,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae was fully awake.. He leaned a little forward and soon his eyes widened in shock.."},{"id":457143932,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It was Ari.. sleeping on top of him n@ked.. Tae realised he himself was n@ked.."},{"id":457143933,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae is now in a state of complete shock.."},{"id":457143934,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He immediately pushed Ari away and got down from the bed.. Tae wore his clothes hurriedly while tears are now flowing non-stop from his eyes.. Ari has woken up when she felt a hard push on her body.."},{"id":457143935,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Why did you push me? (Says innocently)"},{"id":457143936,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"What did you do to me.. (growls in disbelief still)"},{"id":457143937,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"What!"},{"id":457143938,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"What could I do to you.. itu2019s you who came to me last night.."},{"id":457143939,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"And we made l0ve.."},{"id":457143940,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"SHUT UP (shouts his lungs out)"},{"id":457143941,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You put something in my coffee.."},{"id":457143942,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"I never prepared your coffee.. it was your wife who prepared it.."},{"id":457143943,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"YOUR LYING"},{"id":457143944,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Fine.. but I asked your wifeu2019s permission over this.. and thatu2019s why I took this bold move.."},{"id":457143945,"character_id":8677712,"type":2,"content":"Good thing now.. at least.. I can bless you with an offspring.."},{"id":457143946,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Slaps Ari hardly)"},{"id":457143947,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Leaves from the bedroom)"},{"id":457143948,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae was broken.. broken in a way.. he can hear his soul crying.."},{"id":457143949,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He is walking in the Kim mansion like a lifeless soul.. His steps are light and his body looks completely weak but his face shows how torn Tae is from inside.."},{"id":457143950,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"His wife sent him to do this.. his own wife fooled him.. his own wife pushed him to sleep with another woman.. what else.. yeah.. Tae feels disgusted.."},{"id":457143951,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Even though it was not his fault, but right now Tae wants to die.. He touched someone else.. his love is now scarred.. there is a stain on his soul.. Tae feels his body is tortured.. he feels cheated on.."},{"id":457143952,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae walked and walked.."},{"id":457143953,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He soon reached in his bedroom where Gukk was awake and was staring at Tae with fear and immense pain.. but Tae didnu2019t look at gukk this time.. Tae had no expression.. Tae walked weakly and hid himself in the bathroom.. Tae got down in his tub and started to drown himself in the water.. but even in this midst.. Tae could see Gukku2019s face clearly.. he removed his face from the water and started to cry as loudly as he could.. as weakly as he could.. with every little strength.. Tae just cried his heart out.."},{"id":457143954,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taeu2019s cries could be heard from outside the bathroom.. thatu2019s the torture for Gukk.."},{"id":457143955,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He listens to Tae for who knows how many hours now.. the night was passing by now like a nightmare for Taekook.. Tae stayed in his tub and Gukk watched the bathroom door.. they both kept crying.."},{"id":457143956,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"I would be an idiot.. if I had used technological means for Ari to get pregnant.. letu2019s be realistic for awhile.. we must appreciate the evil plots as they do get fulfilled.. miracles happen rarely but at this point.. I must do this even if you donu2019t like it.. whatu2019s the point in suffering when you canu2019t feel it in real.."},{"id":457143957,"character_id":7123157,"type":2,"content":"I would understand if many of you felt sad and angry about this chapter.. itu2019s fine by me.. I will write with as much fairness I could.."}]}