episode 147

{"messages":[{"id":698996582,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Ella’s Pov..."},{"id":698996583,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"When I heard my mom’s voice."},{"id":698996584,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was scared."},{"id":698996585,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I love my family but I’ve only ever gone against mom once."},{"id":698996586,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I know she thinks this is good for me."},{"id":698996587,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But so is freedom."},{"id":698996588,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I let my mother choose everything for me but the one thing I want to control."},{"id":698996589,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Is who I be with."},{"id":698996590,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"And it’s definitely not going to me that @sshole from last time."},{"id":698996591,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(looks at Suzy)"},{"id":698996592,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"M..mom."},{"id":698996593,"character_id":13603055,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"...."},{"id":698996594,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I felt Mathew grab my hand under the table."},{"id":698996595,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He was trying to comfort me."},{"id":698996596,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s why I like Mathew."},{"id":698996597,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He is like sissy."},{"id":698996598,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He doesn’t try to control me like everyone else."},{"id":698996599,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He doesn’t tell me what to do or push me in anyway."},{"id":698996600,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He is considerate of my feelings and doesn’t care about how I treat him."},{"id":698996601,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That day we went shopping I did nothing but be mean to him."},{"id":698996602,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But never once did he get angry or did he leave."},{"id":698996603,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Mathew just supports me and is a great person."},{"id":698996604,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I looked at him and squeezed his hand."},{"id":698996605,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"His eyes didn’t show me pity and he wasn’t sad for me."},{"id":698996606,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"They held so much encouragement."},{"id":698996607,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He was cheering me on."},{"id":698996608,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I almost wanted to cry."},{"id":698996609,"character_id":13938679,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(walks 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said."},{"id":698996619,"character_id":13938679,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Well say goodbye we’re leaving."},{"id":698996620,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No."},{"id":698996621,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m staying."},{"id":698996622,"character_id":13938679,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(frown)"},{"id":698996623,"character_id":13938679,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No you’re not young lady."},{"id":698996624,"character_id":13938679,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Get up let’s go now !"},{"id":698996625,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(flinch)"},{"id":698996626,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"In the end I’m still a coward."},{"id":698996627,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I still can’t stand up to her."},{"id":698996628,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I looked down at Mathew’s hand that was holding mine."},{"id":698996629,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Looking up at him he was already looking at me."},{"id":698996630,"character_id":13603055,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"...."},{"id":698996631,"character_id":13603055,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(smile)"},{"id":698996632,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"...."},{"id":698996633,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I want to be with Mathew."},{"id":698996634,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I want to be with Mathew more than anything."},{"id":698996635,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"So there is no way in h*ll I will let her take me back to marry me off."},{"id":698996636,"character_id":13603054,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I said I’m not going."},{"id":698996637,"character_id":13603055,"type":2,"position":1,"content":": Good job Ella. 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arms."},{"id":698996665,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"**********************************************"},{"id":698996666,"character_id":13603071,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"please like ud83dudc4d"},{"id":698996667,"character_id":13603071,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"comment"},{"id":698996668,"character_id":13603071,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"subscribe"},{"id":698996669,"character_id":13603071,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"thanks for reading everyone ud83dude00"}]}