Mother’s pain!

{"messages":[{"id":472185620,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae cut the call after taking to Hyung Sik.. Suddenly, Taeu2019s pain of three years was replaced with anger, hurt and betrayal.."},{"id":472185621,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"No one seems to understand this man.. not even his own moon.. Tae knows that.."},{"id":472185622,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"What was his mistake in all of this.. loved a man who is nothing but pure, innocent and most beautiful for Tae.. blessed with a baby but lost it in a fraction of time.. lost another offspring too.. lost his only hope His moon.. betrayed by a friend who was obsessed, a father who should have been honest right from the start and an eomma who was supposed to be his pain taker in such midst.. but no.. every single person hurted Tae.. Yes even including gukk.."},{"id":472185623,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But even though Tae can overcome or bear the pain caused by his Gukk or Ari or even father.. but Tae currently cannot understand how to overcome the betrayal caused by his own eomma.."},{"id":472185624,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Itu2019s a pain which Tae doesnu2019t know how to scratch it away from his soul.. even if his Gukk is here.. the younger canu2019t wipe it away.. no.. no one can.. only Tae can.. but how... will he.. does he want to.. can he.. itu2019s a bucket of many questions and Tae has no answers to it.."},{"id":472185625,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae is walking down the stairs in a way as if he is dragging his feet and his body is heavy.. he can only stumble.. but the pain is so strong that Tae feels revived with that pain and he feels new and that is not someone who would like that to have in Tae.."},{"id":472185626,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But it is there now.. and Tae will not change.."},{"id":472185627,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"As Tae reaches the end of the stairs.. he was about to walk towards the mansion door but suddenly a voice called out to him.. and believe it.. Tae wished that voice would have never called out to him.. never.. but it is there and destiny wants Tae to face it.."},{"id":472185628,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae turned.."},{"id":472185629,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. how is your father.. you had been inside for so long.. I was waiting for you.. (says sweetly)"},{"id":472185630,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae had no expression but shizoon.. she gave a very warm smile ear to ear one.."},{"id":472185631,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"I am so happy.. your appa is alright (walks near Tae)"},{"id":472185632,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae smiled at his mother.. but his smile was different.. it had no meaning.. yes.. it was the kind of smile you canu2019t explain.. but Taeu2019s eyes they were talking indeed.. they did.. Taeu2019s eyes were darkened when shizoon smiled.. the elderu2019s eyes almost looked evillish when Tae looked straight in his motheru2019s eyes.."},{"id":472185633,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"How do you smile so beautifully (says with a deep different voice)"},{"id":472185634,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Huh? I donu2019t understand son.. (confused now)"},{"id":472185635,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You donu2019t? (Narrows his brows)"},{"id":472185636,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Hmmmmm.. (pouts a little and thinks.. but itu2019s not cute)"},{"id":472185637,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I just asked you a simple question eomma.. how do you smile after destroying my life.. how do you do it.. I am a little confused.. (says like an echo in the living area)"},{"id":472185638,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. what.. what.. are.. you.. saying.. what.. (stutters and shows a guilty face)"},{"id":472185639,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Heheheheehehehehehee (laughs loudly like a maniac)"},{"id":472185640,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Straightens up after few seconds and looks fiercely at shizoon.. smile has vanished already)"},{"id":472185641,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Would you still play this game?"},{"id":472185642,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"What did you think.. you can destroy my life and still expect to live peacefully.."},{"id":472185643,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. I.."},{"id":472185644,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Lifts his one hand and gestures to come near)"},{"id":472185645,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"(hesitantly and sweating, walks towards Tae)"},{"id":472185646,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"There was just an armu2019s length distance between Tae and shizoon.. the mother was shaking, her eyes were Teary, sweat already formed on her forehead and her lips were trembling as she stares at her son.. Tae on the other hand.. had no expression.. He looked nothing like Kim Taehyung.. He looked so horrific that shizoon couldnu2019t stare at him for too long.."},{"id":472185647,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Do you know what you have done? (Says like a whisper)"},{"id":472185648,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"(Looks down at her feet and nods as tears touch her toes)"},{"id":472185649,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Then repeat it to me.. (says blankly)"},{"id":472185650,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Huh? (Looks up slightly)"},{"id":472185651,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Repeat everything that you have done.. I didnu2019t enjoyed it when appa said your good deeds to me.. I would rather like your sweet voice to tell me what you have done with my life.."},{"id":472185652,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"And.."},{"id":472185653,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I want you to smile.. while doing it!"},{"id":472185654,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. please.. I can.. explain.. (biting her lips)"},{"id":472185655,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Begin eomma.. I have other people to take care off! No time left! (Grits his teeth)"},{"id":472185656,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. please..."},{"id":472185657,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"NOW (says hoarsely and commandingly)"},{"id":472185658,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"(Flinched and starts to talk)"},{"id":472185659,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"I.. was the one.. who.. moti..motivated.. Min.. Min Ari to.. be.. Kimmm.. Kimu2019s bride.. (stutters)"},{"id":472185660,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Stop.. stop.. stop (emphasises on each word)"},{"id":472185661,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Where is your smile eomma.. I want that.. while you tell me this saga! (Gives a meaning less smile again)"},{"id":472185662,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"See like this smile.. (smiles ear to ear expressionless)"},{"id":472185663,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Tae.."},{"id":472185664,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"SMILE (shouts loudly)"},{"id":472185665,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Shizoon made a smile.. that was painful for her to do.. how could she smile.. when Tae was piercing her soul.. but she knows there is no escape.. she smiles but her lip muscles looks like they are stuck but nevertheless she gaves a smile and opened her mouth to talk.."},{"id":472185666,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But no words were coming out of her mouth.."},{"id":472185667,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"What happened.. have you gotten mute.. fine.. we have a lot of time.. take your own peaceful moment to speak.. but remember how to do it.."},{"id":472185668,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Starts to tap his feet)"},{"id":472185669,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Shizoon once again smiles showing her teeth as her lips part from each other and stretch.. tears are non-stop in her eyes as she speaks.."},{"id":472185670,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"We.. planned.. in.. London.. that.. we will.. be good.. to gukk.. and then.. try.. to.. manipulate.. him.. that.. he.. is.. a man.. and.. canu2019t have.. a child.. ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185671,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"I.. was.. supposed ... to.. (heavy breathing now).."},{"id":472185672,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"I was.. supposed to.. lure.. Gukk.. into..thinking.. (burst in loud tears).. into thinking.. that.. I accept him.. and.. then.. I. (Cries harder) was.. going.. to.. strengthen.. our.. bond.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. and.. then.. demand.. a child.. ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185673,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"When.. Gukk.. was.. close.. to.. me.. I.. I.."},{"id":472185674,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Please forgive me ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185675,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Please.. please.. I am sorry.. ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185676,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You shouldnu2019t stop smiling.."},{"id":472185677,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Taeee.. I am.. sorry ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185678,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Shizoon was a crying mess.. she kept pleading Tae to forgive her.. because what she has done was so wrong and evil that even she finally couldnu2019t speak of it.."},{"id":472185679,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But Tae"},{"id":472185680,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He lifted his one hand.. and SLAPPED HIMSELF.. as hard as he can.. yes he slapped himself.. there was no pain in his eyes.. when he slapped himself he still looked like a wall.."},{"id":472185681,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But shizoon let out a loud shout when Tae slapped himself.. she covered her mouth with her one palm while trembling and shaking"},{"id":472185682,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"This made everyone come towards them.. Baekhyun also came.. but he stood quiet.. yoonmin were scared.. Han gyeol was taken to servants quarters away from this situation.."},{"id":472185683,"character_id":7111900,"type":2,"content":"Hyung.. what.. are you.. doing? (Scared and teary eyes and walks near Tae)"},{"id":472185684,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Slaps himself again)"},{"id":472185685,"character_id":7111900,"type":2,"content":"(Gets frozen midway)"},{"id":472185686,"character_id":7111899,"type":2,"content":"Tae.. you are scaring us.. whatu2019s wrong buddy.. (walks closer too..)"},{"id":472185687,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Stops Yoon in his place)"},{"id":472185688,"character_id":7111899,"type":2,"content":"(Stops immediately)"},{"id":472185689,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Slaps himself again)"},{"id":472185690,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taeu2019s eyes were fixed on shizoon.. they were sharp and cold.. shizoon was crying louder then ever.. but Tae he continued to slap himself.. the sound of the slap was echoing in the mansion, it was that hard.."},{"id":472185691,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae must have slapped himself somewhat 10 to 12 times.. in these moment.... Shizoonu2019s body was weakening as she was kneeling while crying loudly and pleading for forgiveness.."},{"id":472185692,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But Tae wasnu2019t done.."},{"id":472185693,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He grabbed Shizoonu2019s hand and made her stand.. He made shizoon slap himself.. again and again.. and again.. and again.."},{"id":472185694,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Shizoonu2019s cries were echoing in Taeu2019s ears.. her eyes were swollen and her throat was bursting but Tae didnu2019t stop.. he held her hand very tightly and made her slap himself.. his cheek was getting puffed up and bloody red.. but he didnu2019t stop.."},{"id":472185695,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Do.. you.. think.. this is more painful.. then what.. you have done to.. me.. (growls and continues to slap)"},{"id":472185696,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Shizoon was so close to Tae that when he growled even his some spits dropped on her face.. but she couldnu2019t watch her son being physically tortured because tAe was not gentle in using her hand to slap himself.."},{"id":472185697,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After about 30-35 more slaps.. Tae let go of her hand and she dropped on the floor lifelessly.. she didnu2019t have any strength to face all of this.."},{"id":472185698,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae sat on his toes and lifted Shizoonu2019s chin.."},{"id":472185699,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Mothers are meant to protect their children.. not torture them.. (tilts his head)"},{"id":472185700,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Am I really your flesh and bone.. or was I just some fool that you hated.. (growls)"},{"id":472185701,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"No.. no.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. you are my.. son.. my baby.. I am sorry.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. aaaaaa.. (cries her lungs out)"},{"id":472185702,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You are lying.."},{"id":472185703,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You are a liar.."},{"id":472185704,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I am not your son.."},{"id":472185705,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"If I was.. you wouldnu2019t have schemed to snatch my happiness.."},{"id":472185706,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"DO YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE LOST.."},{"id":472185707,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"MY WIFE.."},{"id":472185708,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"MY TWO CHILDREN., BECAUSE OF YOUR SCHEMES (shouts his lungs out)"},{"id":472185709,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"(Starts to shake her body as the pain was getting too much)"},{"id":472185710,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But Tae held her chin still with a firm grip.."},{"id":472185711,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"You know.. why.. I slapped myself.."},{"id":472185712,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Because I wanted to do that with you.."},{"id":472185713,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"But.. I canu2019t.. I remember my flesh and bone.. and hence., I couldnu2019t hurt you with the same pain.. but I can do that to myself.. you know why?"},{"id":472185714,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Because I canu2019t do that to you.."},{"id":472185715,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae left Shizoonu2019s chin and got up.. shizoon immediately held Taeu2019s hand and looked upward pleadingly..."},{"id":472185716,"character_id":7132562,"type":2,"content":"Son.. please.. I am sorry.. ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185717,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Hehe.. I am sure you.. too late.. I canu2019t hear or see anymore.. (removes his hand away from shizoon)"},{"id":472185718,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Walks further)"},{"id":472185719,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Stops in the middle of the living area)"},{"id":472185720,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"(Looks at his family especially his eomma and appa.)"},{"id":472185721,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Kim Baekhyun and Kim Shizoon..on February 01, 2007 around 2.30 pm.. You both have lost your eldest son Kim Taehyung.. Remember this time and date.. you both will have to ink it on my gravestone.."},{"id":472185722,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Hence forth.. you both are nothing more but strangers to me.."},{"id":472185723,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"A mother who hurts her own sons is not a mother but a bad tragedy.. a father who was coward and selfish is not a strong roof for a son.."},{"id":472185724,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"I would rather be dead than be you bothu2019s son.."},{"id":472185725,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Have a good life.."},{"id":472185726,"character_id":7111900,"type":2,"content":"HYUNG WHAT ARE YOU SAYING ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":472185727,"character_id":7111899,"type":2,"content":"(Tries to calm Jimin)"},{"id":472185728,"character_id":7111898,"type":2,"content":"Not now.. chim chim.. donu2019t worry.. your brother will always be alive for you.."},{"id":472185729,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae turned and started to walk out of the mansion.. He stretches his jaw and walks with a blank expression"},{"id":472185730,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Shizoon kept shouting for Taeu2019s name but he didnu2019t listen to her.. she crawled to Baekhyun and held his knees begging him to bring her son back... but Baekhyun himself lost one.. he slides on to the couch weakly... Jimin rushes to his father and tries to calm him down.. yoongi helps too.. but there was no pain soother for shizoon.. the mansion kept echoing with her loud cries.. they were harder and louder than ever.."}]}