chapter 7

{"messages":[{"id":911624485,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"continue"},{"id":911624486,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"with our fl"},{"id":911624487,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after reaching her cabin our fl was in deep thoughts"},{"id":911624488,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":""why was I not able to control my feelings Today""},{"id":911624489,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":""and why was Lily shocked before , i should ask her ""},{"id":911624490,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"calls Lily inside her cabin"},{"id":911624491,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"knock knock"},{"id":911624492,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"come in u2744ufe0f"},{"id":911624493,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you called me man"},{"id":911624494,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"yesu2744ufe0f"},{"id":911624495,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I wanted to ask you why were you shocked in meeting u2744ufe0f"},{"id":911624496,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"mam you were not your usual self today"},{"id":911624497,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83eudd28( raise her eyebrow) and how u2744ufe0f"},{"id":911624498,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"mam first you revealed your face to them"},{"id":911624499,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then you didn’t got angry on him for staring at you"},{"id":911624500,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you even told your name"},{"id":911624501,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then you were shakeing hand with him"},{"id":911624502,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"not only this today you were not talking coldly with them but cutely and innocently"},{"id":911624503,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and from the morning you are smilling and chuckling to yourself"},{"id":911624504,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"that’s not how you behave"},{"id":911624505,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"then how do I usually behave u2744ufe0f"},{"id":911624506,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you only have expressionless face , you always talk coldly with everyone, you don’t show your emotions at all"},{"id":911624507,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dude36ud83dude36" I did all these things ""},{"id":911624508,"character_id":19765802,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i am sorry mam if i crossed my limits but it’s how you are"},{"id":911624509,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"......."},{"id":911624510,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"hm , you can go now u2744ufe0f"},{"id":911624511,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"fl POV"},{"id":911624512,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"what Lily said is right"},{"id":911624513,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"what’s happening to me"},{"id":911624514,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i really can’t understand, I never lose control over my feelings but today"},{"id":911624515,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i...I was talking cutely and not only that i even revealed myself in front of him how can I do this"},{"id":911624516,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"from childhood till now I only showed my emotions in front of them"},{"id":911624517,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they left me and I left you dear"},{"id":911624518,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i can’t be close to anyone"},{"id":911624519,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"or they will eventually end up getting hurt"},{"id":911624520,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I don’t want to hurt anyone"},{"id":911624521,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"i already hurt many people, I need to keep my distance from everyone"},{"id":911624522,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"even it means I had to remain alone my whole life"},{"id":911624523,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but when I think about him I can’t help but feel a connection between us"},{"id":911624524,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"due to which I start to show my real self unknowingly, I need to control myself"},{"id":911624525,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":""yes I can do it " *determined*"},{"id":911624526,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"end of POV"},{"id":911624527,"character_id":19765788,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"now I should focus on my work and stop thinking about unnecessary things"},{"id":911624528,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"fl starts working"},{"id":911624529,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"to be continued"}]}