Therapy Session!

{"messages":[{"id":257117283,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V woke up first and smiled brightly looking at a cuddliest baby ever who was nuzzing in his arms.. Jungkook was still sleeping peacefully on Vu2019s bare chest.. v pecked Jungkooku2019s forehead and ruffled his hair for few seconds before getting up.."},{"id":257117284,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V does his morning routine and is right now looking at himself in the mirror.. He is mentally preparing for something which is nothing more but like a battle for him.."},{"id":257117285,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"After few glances at himself.. V walked towards jungkook who was still sleeping.. He kneels beside the bed where Jungkooku2019s face is visible.. He gently shrugs Jungkook through his hair.. this makes the younger hummm in his sleep"},{"id":257117286,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Bunny boy.. you have to go to uni.. get up"},{"id":257117287,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Hmmmmm.. a little more sleep.. I am tired"},{"id":257117288,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Alright.. only a little though.. I am leaving first I have some work"},{"id":257117289,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Jungkooku2019s eyes are wide open now.. He immediately gets up and sits on the bed.. Looking at v with sad eyes.. Jungkook seems to be scared that V is leaving him again"},{"id":257117290,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Are you leaving me? (Mumbles but loud enough to be heard)"},{"id":257117291,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"What! Ofcorse not.. I have some important work (cups his face and pecks his lips)"},{"id":257117292,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t over think everything.. I have promised I will not leave without telling you"},{"id":257117293,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Hmmmmmm.."},{"id":257117294,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Be safe"},{"id":257117295,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Hmmmmm"},{"id":257117296,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V gets in his car and drives away.."},{"id":257117297,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"He is right now in the parking lot of a clinic and nervousness is visible from his face.. He lights a cigarette, takes slow puffs and drifts in his deep thoughts.. He finishes his cigarette and walks towards the elevator"},{"id":257117298,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"The moment V reaches the floor he needs to be...a secretary was already standing to welcome him.. apparently the other party had been waiting for him"},{"id":257117299,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"He enters a cabin which had warmly ambience.."},{"id":257117300,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Mr Kim Taehyung.. welcome back"},{"id":257117301,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Hi"},{"id":257117302,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s always good to see my favorite patient.."},{"id":257117303,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s funny.. I still continue to be a patient"},{"id":257117304,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"There is always time for everything.. Taehyungaah"},{"id":257117305,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I only remember of times which are painful.. how unlucky"},{"id":257117306,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Okay okay..letu2019s begin the session.. but first let me get you a cup of coffee"},{"id":257117307,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Thank you"},{"id":257117308,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"After sometime the secretary comes with two cups of coffee and gives one to V and the other to her boss and then leaves"},{"id":257117309,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"So shall we"},{"id":257117310,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yeaaah (says sadly)"},{"id":257117311,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s been quite long since we met.. I thought everything was perfectly fine.. until I got a call from your friend.. He was worried too much"},{"id":257117312,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Why is that"},{"id":257117313,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My nightmares have started again and I had a severe episode few months ago"},{"id":257117314,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Letu2019s discuss first about your nightmares.. what are they like now"},{"id":257117315,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Closed room and torture.. burnt marks"},{"id":257117316,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My brother Namjoon trying to talk to me when we were kids"},{"id":257117317,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My father trying to help me get out of my shell"},{"id":257117318,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"People laughing.. cursing me"},{"id":257117319,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Some one special hating me"},{"id":257117320,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Bites his lower lip in nervousness)"},{"id":257117321,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"How did you have an episode"},{"id":257117322,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Bites his lower lip again and hesistant)"},{"id":257117323,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I... I.. found someone"},{"id":257117324,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Someone.. who"},{"id":257117325,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"........"},{"id":257117326,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"..........."},{"id":257117327,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Take your time"},{"id":257117328,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Someone who loves me unconditionally"},{"id":257117329,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"One morning..he was laying beside me and I was admiring his innocence.. and suddenly"},{"id":257117330,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a deep breath)"},{"id":257117331,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My heart started thumping crazily .. my body was shivering and shaking uncontrollably.. I rushed as soon as I could"},{"id":257117332,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Are you aware of why did something like that happened with your heart.."},{"id":257117333,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I was scared"},{"id":257117334,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"About what"},{"id":257117335,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Giving in towards him.."},{"id":257117336,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Do you not want to?"},{"id":257117337,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I donu2019t deserve him"},{"id":257117338,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Thatu2019s not the answer.. thatu2019s insecurity and fear"},{"id":257117339,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Do you believe he loves you"},{"id":257117340,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I have come to the point where I can only accept and trust his love"},{"id":257117341,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"And what about you.. do you feel the same love for him"},{"id":257117342,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"How do you define.. when someone you look at.. you donu2019t need to talk to him.. to know him.. to see through him.. you can just feel him, his presence, his soul, his body, his mind, his heart and in all that moment.. you feel set free.. you feel alive and you want to live.. you want to walk with him.. you want to know whatu2019s ahead with him.. you want to spend every bit of your life with him"},{"id":257117343,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"How do you define it"},{"id":257117344,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"The way I see... itu2019s called love"},{"id":257117345,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"So do you love him.."},{"id":257117346,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a deep breath) Yes since the first time I saw him"},{"id":257117347,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Howu2019s your relationship with him then now.."},{"id":257117348,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"We are lovers but not in a committed relationship"},{"id":257117349,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Why is that.."},{"id":257117350,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Because I donu2019t have strength to give him that.."},{"id":257117351,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I have hurted him too much.. but he keeps coming back to me.. Itu2019s weird to see an innocent man being so brave.. but deep down I know he loves a coward"},{"id":257117352,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s not your fault.. to what happened in past.. you deserve to give yourself a chance"},{"id":257117353,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I am scarred not from outside but internally and mentally"},{"id":257117354,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Scars can heal Taehyungaah"},{"id":257117355,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I wonder when they will.. as far as I can see it..right now they are engraved in me"},{"id":257117356,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Only you can help yourself.. give him a chance to take you away from your scars"},{"id":257117357,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Everything looks so easy.. but is everything really easy"},{"id":257117358,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"There can never be light without darkness"},{"id":257117359,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"And yet again I await for that light to shine.. because all I see and feel is darkness"},{"id":257117360,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I think itu2019s enough for today.. I have some work .."},{"id":257117361,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Alright.. but before leaving I want you to come to me.. every time you have night mare.. remember how we did before and you must promise you will come"},{"id":257117362,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yes I will"},{"id":257117363,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I will take your leave then (getting up)"},{"id":257117364,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Take care my master"}]}