Hurt Jk!

{"messages":[{"id":275479675,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Note- Before I begin the story I want to point out two things.."},{"id":275479676,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"1st- If you remember V ran to airport with an uneasy heart ache after having s*x with Jk.. The person he called was Park Hyung sik.. as he and other three brothers are Vu2019s most trusted allies"},{"id":275479677,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"2nd - V has started to visit psychiatric every time he had a night mare.. He needs to go and thatu2019s the only place where he can lay out his heart and mindu2019s thoughts.. because v has a horrible and torturing past.. which obviously I am not going to tell you right now.."},{"id":275479678,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"3 - yeah I know I told you two things but I remembered to answer about something that I asked you my beautiful readers.. Yes you are right, Jingoo and IU are a pair but it wonu2019t happen anytime.. I mean literally not any time soon"},{"id":275479679,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Okay.. I am done blabbering.. So letu2019s begin"},{"id":275479680,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Days have passed peacefully at the Kims and with the new brothers.. Although Jimin and hyung sik hate each other and are very verbal about it every time they meet.. Yet there is comfort between every one else.. meanwhile, Jk has become even more close to his master.. They practically live like a married couple.. Jk has started to depend more on V.. He even tells him every little thing .. For instance he had his lunch in the uni cafeteria.. Unnecessary but still Jk would tell V with every little details of his life"},{"id":275479681,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V doesnu2019t mind as long as his doe eyes bunny is happy.. because V knows he canu2019t give him commitment but at least let him feel the kind of love he wants to live in"},{"id":275479682,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"But one day-"},{"id":275479683,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- I had a very tiring day with non-stop meetings.. I was so drained but as I walked closer to my villa.. My heart starts to calm immediately at the thought of seeing my lover.."},{"id":275479684,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yes, I know he is my strength and reason to smile.. But I canu2019t tell him this openly.. so I selfishly lived every inch of his presence"},{"id":275479685,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I opened the door and was expecting a huge hug like a koala.. But this time I got nothing"},{"id":275479686,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I feel something bad has happened.. My house living area is dimmed which never is when my bunny is around"},{"id":275479687,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I look at my watch to check the time.. He should have been home long time ago.. I thought"},{"id":275479688,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Then I checked my phone.. in case I missed any of his messages.. But nothing except that one where he messaged to say he is leaving for home from uni...which he sent me three hours ago"},{"id":275479689,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I held my forehead, trying to think hardly and somehow I am feeling very tensed and my heart is beating sadly.."},{"id":275479690,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I keep my office bag on the couch and decided to check my bunnyu2019s room with an hope that he might be sleeping"},{"id":275479691,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"But when I opened the door.. it took me few seconds to realise what was happening"},{"id":275479692,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I see my baby bunny sitting down on the floor with his back facing the door.. He is sitting still, motionless and staring at the glass window"},{"id":275479693,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I walked slowly, and my eyes widened to the sight in horror"},{"id":275479694,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My bunny is holding a kitchen knife and was trying to cut his wrist"},{"id":275479695,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I didnu2019t care about anything, I immediately grabbed the knife and threw it far away from Jku2019s grip"},{"id":275479696,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"This brought him to the earth and he looked at me with teary, heartbroken, disgusted and shocking face.."},{"id":275479697,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I went to sit beside him"},{"id":275479698,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"But he immediately turned and pulled a blanket from the bed and covered himself.. I couldnu2019t understand why he was doing something like that.. it is very unlike of Jk"},{"id":275479699,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- I tried to talk to him then... while sitting close to him"},{"id":275479700,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Bunny what happened.. please get out of the blanket"},{"id":275479701,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV: He gave no response, but was now shivering inside the blanket.. I asked again"},{"id":275479702,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"naui sojunghan salam (my precious one)"},{"id":275479703,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Look at me please.. I am worried now"},{"id":275479704,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I am here for you.. Just share with me (slowly reaching his hand and strokes his blanket covered back gently)"},{"id":275479705,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I..I..am..not.. good... right now (sobbing)"},{"id":275479706,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"What do you mean naui bich (my light in Korean) (says very softly to the scared baby)"},{"id":275479707,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I..(hiccups)...feel..(hiccups)...disgusted...i..am..(hiccups).. dirty.."},{"id":275479708,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I..am..(hiccups)...not..(hiccups)..worthy of you..(hiccups)..masssterr (chokes on his own word and starts to cry)"},{"id":275479709,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- His words were piercing my soul.. How could he even talk about himself like that.. I pulled the blanket away forcefully and cupped his face which he was trying to hide.. tears still rolling down his eyes uncontrollably.."},{"id":275479710,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- But then my eyes laid on his lip which was bitten and swollen.. Dry blood was covered at the corner of his mouth.. And then I started to turn his face left and right..still cupping it"},{"id":275479711,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- My bunny had nails mark on the corner of left check and he had a small lump on his forehead.. It looked like someone forced on him.."},{"id":275479712,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- He closed his eyes while I was scanning his entire body.. He pressed his lips as I went further more..I pulled his shirt down a little.. I see bite marks on his collarbone, a little above his n!pple$.. and some scratches on hand, his toe, and back.. This made me very very angry and I lost my cool.."},{"id":275479713,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Tell me who did this to you (cupping his face and asking commandingly)"},{"id":275479714,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Started to cry loudly and tried to hide his body ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d)"},{"id":275479715,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Hides him in embrace tightly)"},{"id":275479716,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV - I let him cry as much as he want.. He would choke every now and then while crying..his delicate body kept shivering even in my arms.. My clothes are filled with his tears as he weeps on my chest.. After sometime.. I felt quietness.. I pulled his face gently and find his eyes are very tired.. They are half swollen and red now.. and his entire face looks red, not the pleasant kind but hurt kind red"},{"id":275479717,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV- I asked him again"},{"id":275479718,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Tell me what happened (says very gently and calmingly)"},{"id":275479719,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a deep breath)"},{"id":275479720,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I..was walking (takes a deep breath again).. to the uni bus stop.. I was alone walking and suddenly it started to rain..so..(hiccups and starts to cry again)"},{"id":275479721,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Ssssssh... Just look at me and tell"},{"id":275479722,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Looks in his masteru2019s eyes and finds little strength)"},{"id":275479723,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"So I hid under a shade.. the alley was silent and deserted.. I stood there for few minutes, but it didnu2019t look like the rain will stop.."},{"id":275479724,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"So I decided to walk from the shade towards the bus stop .. But before..(hiccups and coughs)"},{"id":275479725,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Calm down my precious"},{"id":275479726,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Nods)"},{"id":275479727,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Before I could leave the area.. somebody hit my head from behind and I immediately fell as sharp pain started to shoot in my head.. I sat there catching my head as rain poured on me heavily"},{"id":275479728,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Suddenly..there..(hiccups).. came some people and they tried to be rude and harsh towards me (now is crying badly) ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":275479729,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"They.. ud83dude2d.. punched me, hit my stomach roughly.. one man started to remove my shirt.. he..he.. ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":275479730,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Hides him in his chest)"},{"id":275479731,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Mashter, he..grabbed my a$$h harshly and pinched my body every where.. I prothested but he kept punchhing me.. Hi bit me every where he could.. He tried to kisssh me.. but I bit his lips and then he piercedh his nails on my face and bite backh..(says while crying and hiding his face in vu2019s chest)"},{"id":275479732,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Jk is not pronouncing some of the words wrongly.. He is crying, while trying to talk when his face is hidden in Vu2019s chest"},{"id":275479733,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I ud83dude2d.. I.. thought.. I.. would never see you.. I thought.. I was going to dieh.. But shuddenly.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. one of the local passhing by.. Helphed me.."},{"id":275479734,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I ran as quickhly ash I couldh.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d.. I didnu2019t even turnedh to thankh the pershon who ud83dude2d.. helphed meh ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":275479735,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I am unpureh mashter ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d.. I am not worthyw of youh"},{"id":275479736,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV - His last statement melted my anger into sorrow.. how could he call himself like that.. when he is the only purest meaning of my life"},{"id":275479737,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"POV - I dint care of my weakness in this moment.. I want to be with him way till my last breath.. I want to give him all my love and let him have all the rights on me.. I donu2019t care, if I could bear anything anymore.. but for him I will live and l will LOVE"},{"id":275479738,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V pulls the crying Jk gently and holds him in his palm like a feather.. The boy who is cursing himself and wants to die.. in this moment, for V, the younger is the only one whom he can see and there is no pain, no sorrows, no depression, no past.. nothing but Jk.. V silently looks at Jk for few minutes.. The younger has closed his eyes as he is not strong enough to look at his master.. Jk really does feel dirty of himself.. But V thinks differently"},{"id":275479739,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Kisses Jk with all his love and care.. He is kissing him so softly and gently.. Trying to tell Jk how precious he is for him..)"},{"id":275479740,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Vu2019s every touch is calming Jk finally.. Jk sinks like a feather on the floor and V still hasnu2019t left his face.. V keeps moving on top of Jk.. as Jk sinks more on towards the floor, V also does the same and now is laying on the ground with the younger...V continues to kiss him with love no lust.. not the lover kind of way.. but like a protector, like his own flesh, like his heart and his soul is getting tied with the youngeru2019s, locking them together in a tight grip.. Vu2019s kisses are telling Jk, how much he loves him.. V is laying the first seed of his love with Jk.. And that foundation is getting stronger with every touch"},{"id":275479741,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"After few minutes V leaves jk as they both need to breath.. They are panting on the floor, staring at the ceiling together.. After catching his breath, V finally looks at Jk who is already looking at him with doe teary eyes.."},{"id":275479742,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I love you (whispers softly)"},{"id":275479743,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Widens his eyes)"},{"id":275479744,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I love you since I felt your warm breath on my skin.. The very first day you laid your eyes on me.. I didnu2019t fell for your body.. but the glistening soul which was smiling at me beamingly and still does.. I"},{"id":275479745,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I canu2019t"},{"id":275479746,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Bites his lower lip)"},{"id":275479747,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Live without YOU"},{"id":275479748,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Jean Jungkook.. I Kim Taehyung only belong to you and only you rule my heart, body, mind and soul.."},{"id":275479749,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Starts to cry even louder)"},{"id":275479750,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Ofcorse jk longed to hear these words.. Only he nows how much he ached to hear this confession from his master"},{"id":275479751,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Looks at the innocent boy crying and cups his face and pecks his lips gently)"},{"id":275479752,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Keeps his lips placed with the other for awhile..)"},{"id":275479753,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V is not kissing him.. but just letting the younger feel the secure love he wants to give him"},{"id":275479754,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"You..are..my..ud83dude2d..boyfriend ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":275479755,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Chuckles) even better my Light.. I am your other half"},{"id":275479756,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"And your present"},{"id":275479757,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"And your future"},{"id":275479758,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"And you are my last breath"},{"id":275479759,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":275479760,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I love you so much ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":275479761,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Hides him again in his arms)"},{"id":275479762,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"They stayed like that on the floor.. feeling each otheru2019s heartbeat"}]}