Father!

{"messages":[{"id":345498283,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Somewhere in Seoul.. a man is taking happy steps as he walks near his house.. The thunderstorm outside feels like a music to the manu2019s ears.. He hums along with it.. the man is half soaked due to the weather.. his bottom of the pants are dripping and his tapping of shoes made a loud thud noise as he opens the door of his house.."},{"id":345498284,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"The man gets inside the house.. removes his coat and shoes along with socks.. he gets a gun out from his pants.. and held it tightly in his hand.. the man walked bare feet in his house, and as he took the stairs.. he dragged his gun with every bar of the edges of stairs, making a cling noise.. the man started to sing a song.. he was indeed very happy in this moment.."},{"id":345498285,"character_id":4158434,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1094112/chatstory/10037299/1604840540.png","image_width":554,"image_height":554},{"id":345498286,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5 I thought I would die alone with an empty heartud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498287,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5My innocent one you breathed on me againud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498288,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5Your light shines bright in my heart.. Now you must pay for the damage you have doneud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498289,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5You abandoned me onceud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498290,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5I will never let it happen twiceud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498291,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5You and I are forever.. there is no today, no tomorrow, just foreverud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498292,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5I will show youud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498293,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5oh you the beautiful one.. what would be use of your beauty if itu2019s not tortured someud83cudfb5"},{"id":345498294,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb6 I will huff youud83cudfb5"},{"id":345498295,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb6I will puff youud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498296,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb5I will drape you in bloodud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498297,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb6you will forget your existence only remember mineud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498298,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb6oh you innocent one.. you have brought me back to lifeud83cudfb6"},{"id":345498299,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Kwan keeps his gun to the side table of his bedroom and removes his top clothes.. itu2019s shivering inside but Kwanu2019s body is heated up with a new kind of passion.. a long lost love can make you do many things and Kwan was no different.. Kwan walked near the painting of those beautiful almond eyes.. He looked at those eyes with a tint of love but mostly his gaze were filled with anger.."},{"id":345498300,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"Here I was struggling to survive.. while you hide someone else in your embrace (touching the painting)"},{"id":345498301,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"You have grown so beautifully and always the most handsome of all (says with deep hoarse voice)"},{"id":345498302,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"Hehehehe.. (maniac laugh)"},{"id":345498303,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"I see you found a bunny wife.. he is quiet innocent, I must tell you.. but my baby bear you are not so innocent anymore..."},{"id":345498304,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"How dare you smile with those shiny eyes to someone else.. those wide almond eyes, those puffy cheeks, those plump lips, sharp nose, boxy smile.. every bit of you are mine.."},{"id":345498305,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"Did you forget your promise.. you and I are forever.. hehehe"},{"id":345498306,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"Oh.. it will be fun to mark you with pain at least till I can erase that smile which you gave to your wife.. everything about you is mine.. My baby bear"},{"id":345498307,"character_id":6905473,"type":2,"content":"(Starts to laugh like a maniac)"},{"id":345498308,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Back with Kims.."},{"id":345498309,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Jk was holding vu2019s hand gently and caressing his husband while looking at him lovelingly.. v looked like a peaceful baby deep in sleep.. until Namjoon walks inside the room.."},{"id":345498310,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"Kookie.. (says gently)"},{"id":345498311,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Yes appa.. ud83eudd7a"},{"id":345498312,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"We have decided to take V home.. doctor cheng he is going to treat him there.. the doctors here have agreed.."},{"id":345498313,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Okay appa.. but please be careful (looks at v)"},{"id":345498314,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"Yes my child.. come letu2019s prepare everything.."},{"id":345498315,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Nods)"},{"id":345498316,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V was transferred with proper care to the Kims.. doctor cheng was already present there with his nurses while jin helped in preparing the room before v came.. the doctor was in his late 70s.."},{"id":345498317,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"V was laid gently in a master bedroom with enough space for the equipments.. everyone went out as the doctor decided to examine v thoroughly now.."},{"id":345498318,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Everyone waited outside with nervous glances to each other.. Jk just kept looking upstairs for some news from the doctor.. jk really wants to hold his tiger in his arms forever.."},{"id":345498319,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"After long and sufferable two hours.. The doctor came out and Namjoon and jk ran towards him.. the doctor smiled at everyone sweetly and said.."},{"id":345498320,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"He is going to be fine.. I have seen him go worst then this when he was young.. however, his health cannot be ignored.. he needs to be stress free.. I think it would be good if you call his psychiatrist when he wakes up.. she would be able to talk to him.. and get him back on medication for sometime.. he must have seen or felt a really terrible thing that this happened again with him.. his nervous tissues immediately shot up making his heart slow and mind fogged.. and hence motionless.."},{"id":345498321,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"That means he will be fine right? ud83dude22"},{"id":345498322,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Ofcorse child donu2019t worry he will be fine.. your the beautiful bunny he spoke about.. hehe.. if Baekhyun was here he would have cherished you dearly.. after all you could put some life and love inside our taetae.."},{"id":345498323,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Looks down humbly)"},{"id":345498324,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Thank for helping my husband.. when will he wake up? ud83eudd7a"},{"id":345498325,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"I have given him an heavy doze.. he will not wake up for couple of hours probably.. by tomorrow he should wake up.."},{"id":345498326,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Thank you so much doctor.. thank you (chokes on his words and starts to cry in relief)"},{"id":345498327,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t worry child.. he (v) is very important to me as well.. I have seen him grow in the Kims.. it always hurted me when I see him suffer.. I really was happy when he was doing fine without medications and therapies.. I have to answer to your father as well, so I must take care of him (smiles at all the members)"},{"id":345498328,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"If you donu2019t mind.. is it okay to ask.. what happened to my brother in past.. do you know something about it?"},{"id":345498329,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"(Nervous)"},{"id":345498330,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"I think itu2019s time you all know it.. you all deserve it and he (v) needs to be set free of the burden.. it would have been great if Tae would have shared it with you all.. but Baekhyun knew he (v) would be scared.. so he prepared a letter for you Namjoon.. he gave it to your aunt Marge.. she was also the therapist of your father and tae"},{"id":345498331,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"Aunt Marge was my brotheru2019s therapists? (Shocked)"},{"id":345498332,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"She still is.. I, Marge and your father have been friends since uni days.. so Baekhyun could trust only us when it came to Tae.."},{"id":345498333,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"And I have met the fiery four brothers already .. who are protective of their master.. (smiles at the four brothers)"},{"id":345498334,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"Can you please tell us? (Desperate to know the truth)"},{"id":345498335,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"They all sat in the living area.. attentive towards the doctor.."},{"id":345498336,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"I didnu2019t know much.. your father was very careful with words and actions when it came to our Tae.. all I remember was that Tae was adopted when he was sixteen and he stayed at the outskirts of Seoul.. your father Baekhyun was also there entire time with him.. but things somehow got very scary in first two months.. the next I know was, Baekhyun requested me to treat his son and stay with them.. i obviously would help my friend.. so I just started to stay there.."},{"id":345498337,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"When I saw Tae, he was so weak.. barely ate.. barely spoke.. barely made an eye contact.. sometimes I even saw him wetting his pants just randomly standing or staring or being lost in some thoughts.. his eyes would be wide and he wouldnu2019t make any movement.. Baekhyun was very scared to leave him alone in the room.. so a nanny would stay beside him.."},{"id":345498338,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"It was me who diagnosed tae and found about his psychological problem.. obviously the child was never aware of it either.. but medicines started to show its work and things got really better when he found a dog.. he named him Charlie.. the therapist session also began in that time.. Baekhyun would also visit the therapist, just to check his conditions and talk about how he was coping with it as a father.."},{"id":345498339,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"I thought of asking many times to why Tae was like that.. but Baekhyun never uttered a word.. he would only murmur a name.. something like Lee Kwan or something.. Baekhyun would curse that name so much.. I would hear it most of the time.. and your father was not a man to curse anyone.. so it was very shocking to me.."},{"id":345498340,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"I think Lee Kwan is related to Tae.."},{"id":345498341,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"But most of the things Marge is aware of.. you know Namjoonah how your aunt could make you spill your secrets with mind games.. thatu2019s why your father asked her help.. I will call her donu2019t worry.. I will ask her to come here (leaves from there to call Marge)"},{"id":345498342,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"*Lee Kwan* (thinking hard)"},{"id":345498343,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"*Lee Kwan*"},{"id":345498344,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"*Lee Kwan*"},{"id":345498345,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Jk finally realised who that name was and he shouted"},{"id":345498346,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"ROGAN KWAN IS LEE KWAN ud83dude33"},{"id":345498347,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Everyone looked at jk confusingly but Woi Shik was smart enough.. he ran to jk and asked him firmly.."},{"id":345498348,"character_id":5536790,"type":2,"content":"Who is rogan Kwan?"},{"id":345498349,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"He is one of the customers in my cafe.. I told my tiger about him.. and that night it was he who gave me lift to the mall.."},{"id":345498350,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I even called for his help.. but he just left from there.. looking at us.."},{"id":345498351,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"That bastard is really Lee Kwan.. because he would always look at my painting which where inspired by my tiger.. and he showed me a painting.. I kept wondering I have seen those eyes.. (eyes widen in shock suddenly)"},{"id":345498352,"character_id":5536790,"type":2,"content":"What.. please tell"},{"id":345498353,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"He showed me a painting which looked like my babyu2019s eyes and I asked him who it was.. Kwan said.. it is the painting of whom he truly loved.."},{"id":345498354,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"He is going to hurt my tiger (about to cry)"},{"id":345498355,"character_id":5541892,"type":2,"content":"We wonu2019t let that happen.."},{"id":345498356,"character_id":5536792,"type":2,"content":"Namjoon hyung.. we are going at the chambers.. we need to look into this man rogan Kwan.."},{"id":345498357,"character_id":5536791,"type":2,"content":"Kookiaah.. please take care of my buddy and you better not be weak.. we will protect him no matter what.."},{"id":345498358,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Nods while crying) thank you so much for being part of our lives.."},{"id":345498359,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"The four brothers left from there to vu2019s villa.. the doctor came back inside and went to check on v.. Marge was on her way.. jin started to make some soup for everyone.. they all need to eat as well as they are already weak enough.. jduo stayed beside Kookie all the time.. while yoongi took care of jimin.. Namjoon and jk were really messed up right now.. but the pain of the innocent doe eyes was difficult to explain.. where jk took a vow to fill his husbandu2019s life with flowers and beautiful memories.. He completely forget to remove the thorns away from him.. jk is preparing himself mentally to go thick and thorough with his husband when he wakes up.."},{"id":345498360,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"After some time Marge the psychiatrist of Tae, walks in.. Namjoon hugged her as she was his aunt.. jin gave some refreshments to her.. after sometime Marge spoke.."},{"id":345498361,"character_id":5357858,"type":2,"content":"Your father has written everything in this letter.. I really have no courage to speak about my taeu2019s past.. Your father told me to give it to you Namjoon, when the weakest day arrives in TAEu2019s life... and for some reason I believe this is the right time.. he will need your support..(handing bunch of letters to Namjoon)"},{"id":345498362,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"I am going to read it loudly.. (looks at everyone)"},{"id":345498363,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Everyone nodded and even four brothers have joined again.."},{"id":345498364,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"My Beloved Son..."},{"id":345498365,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"If you are reading this that means.. I am already gone.."},{"id":345498366,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"I apologise to tell you something this horrendous through a letter.."},{"id":345498367,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"You can definitely call me a coward.."},{"id":345498368,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"I know I have neglected you the most.. I am sorry for ignoring you my child.. I want to tell before I begin that I am really proud of you.."},{"id":345498369,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Namjoonah you are a good brother and an amazing son.."},{"id":345498370,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"But please Namjoonah.. remember no matter what you read ahead.. never hate your brother.. you must protect him at all cost.. I guess my time is running and I have to go away soon.. he (v) is very attached to me.. but you must be his shield after me.. donu2019t let him feel alone.. I donu2019t know where his (v) life is headed.. but remember this one thing.. Nothing was your brotheru2019s fault.. he was just a soul tortured to the grave.."},{"id":345498371,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"I adopted your brother when I had visited an orphanage in Busan.. I was talking to the director, while standing near a window of a second floor.."},{"id":345498372,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"When my eyes fell on a young teenage boy.. whose mouth was covered in blood and he held onto his stomach tightly.. He sat near the backside of the orphanage, looking in the sky and crying.. no one could see him.. He thought he was really alone.."},{"id":345498373,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"My heart ached, looking at such an innocent boy being so much sad.. why was he sad I thought.."},{"id":345498374,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Who could bring tears to that beautiful almond eyes.. I wondered"},{"id":345498375,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Suddenly my thoughts were stopped when I saw a group of boys of the orphanage.. come there and beat him.. he made no noise.. cried silently.. they left him there covered in blood and dirt.."},{"id":345498376,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"That was when I couldnu2019t take it in.."},{"id":345498377,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"I didnu2019t know when I felt this connection or eagerness to save him.. but I was unstoppable.."},{"id":345498378,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"I immediately went to help him.. I took him to a hospital and then I just adopted him.. the boy never got the chance to say goodbye to his orphanage.. you can say.. I was scared to let him see the orphanage again.. I just felt he would be hurt again.."},{"id":345498379,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Our taetae.. reminds me of me.."},{"id":345498380,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Yeah.. he does.. I never told you.. but I was an adopted son too.. my father, your grandfather.. took a great pride in me.. I found love through my father.. and he was my shield.. when I saw taetae be tortured and alone in the orphanage.. I just adopted him.. I wanted to give the love my father gave me.. he reminded me so much of me.."},{"id":345498381,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"But my hardship was not even an inch to the tribulations he (v) faced.. the more time I spent with him... the more my heart ached.."},{"id":345498382,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"It is important.. you know from the start.."},{"id":345498383,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Some information I gathered from the orphanage and some our taetae told Marge in his therapy.."},{"id":345498384,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"As I write.. I feel my soul would give up.. I am such a coward to even put it in words the suffering of my own child.."},{"id":345498385,"character_id":6945280,"type":2,"content":"Remember Namjoonah.. as I begin.. never hate your brother....."}]}