Lees!

{"messages":[{"id":409482417,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After an hour or so.. taekook was done with their lunch.. although the entire time they sat in that restaurant, quietness was first time visible between the two... v just kept his head down and ate whatever his stomach could take.. Vu2019s face looked like it would fall apart in emotions any moment now.. The elder didnu2019t want to scare his bunny.. yes.. the little oneu2019s only strength is his tiger and if anything wrong happens with the latter.. the youngeru2019s soul aches beyond imagination.."},{"id":409482418,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Meanwhile, Jk, he kept eating and staring in between to the woman and the painting.. hatred was clearly visible in his eyes and anger was ready to be bursted.. but as an obeying little one he is, Jk controlled his every emotions for his tiger.."},{"id":409482419,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After their lunch., V paid the bill and the woman bowed to them smilingly.. but this time jk didnu2019t show any warmth.."},{"id":409482420,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V left first and jk followed his tiger towards outside.."},{"id":409482421,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V didnu2019t say anything.. hopped in the car and Jk sat beside him in his seat.. v started the car engine and drove to a nearby cliff.."},{"id":409482422,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The entire car ride was silent.. and jk kept glancing for some reaction from V.. but the master was quiet and it was the most scaring part for jk.. no matter what.. v would always be vocal about his feelings with his bunny.."},{"id":409482423,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"They reached near a cliff.."},{"id":409482424,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1094112/chatstory/10037299/1608287148.png","image_width":725,"image_height":423},{"id":409482425,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V got out first and jk immediately followed his tiger.."},{"id":409482426,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But soon jk was shocked as v started to hit the car tyres in anger., the master looked so scary.."},{"id":409482427,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jku2019s eyes were almost teary in worry.."},{"id":409482428,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After few minutes, V realised his bunny is with him.. He stopped immediately and hugged jk who hid inside the embrace like a baby while sobbing.."},{"id":409482429,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry.. I shouldnu2019t have removed my anger like that.. (tightening his hug)"},{"id":409482430,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I am worried about you (says while sobbing)"},{"id":409482431,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry my soul.. I shouldnu2019t have come here with you.. itu2019s such a stupid idea.."},{"id":409482432,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"What was I thinking.. they will remember me .. or maybe a fcking apology will be placed before me.."},{"id":409482433,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I shouldnu2019t have come here.. itu2019s such a waste of time now that i think about it (sniffs to hold his tears)"},{"id":409482434,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V is angry indeed.. he pictured many moments to meet his parents but definitely this was not what he expected.. he is hurt and he canu2019t express it properly.."},{"id":409482435,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk immediately pulled away and cupped his tigeru2019s face.."},{"id":409482436,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s not stupid.. no not at all.."},{"id":409482437,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"There is nothing wrong in this.. I would have done the same.."},{"id":409482438,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I understand"},{"id":409482439,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"But what I want to know is why you didnu2019t speak to them.. why didnu2019t you tell them about who you are, what you have become and what happened with you when they left you to suffer.. (says gently)"},{"id":409482440,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I am angry too and I really want to shout at them.. but nothing matters to me as long as you are okay.. (says while looking lovingly in Vu2019s eyes)"},{"id":409482441,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a deep breath)"},{"id":409482442,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Nuzzles in Jku2019s palms)"},{"id":409482443,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Comes out of JKu2019s grip and rests his a$$ on the front of the car)"},{"id":409482444,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Sits exactly like that beside V)"},{"id":409482445,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After few minutes of silence.."},{"id":409482446,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I never really forgot about them.. that womanu2019s name is lee sufei and my father is named lee Hwang zen.. hehe.. I would have been Lee Taehyung.. you know.. they stayed in my mind as remembrance to what happened with me.."},{"id":409482447,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I hated them so much.. Why.. was only what I could ask to myself.."},{"id":409482448,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Why would they leave me like that.."},{"id":409482449,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Sometimes I calm myself by thinking that if they didnu2019t have left me.. I probably would have never met you, never met my hyung, my dad and everyone else., would never even have a son.. (chuckles with tears in his eyes)"},{"id":409482450,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"But what Kwan did and those torturous days haunt me like a nightmare but with open eyes.."},{"id":409482451,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Sometimes I feel disgusted to even look at myself.. I feel dirty still.. I feel my soul is scorched mercilessly.."},{"id":409482452,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Rests his head on vu2019s shoulder)"},{"id":409482453,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"It must be very tiring to live with all these emotions.."},{"id":409482454,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yeah.. (sighs while looking at the view)"},{"id":409482455,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"You know why they left me.. hehe"},{"id":409482456,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s funny actually.. at least to me.."},{"id":409482457,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My mother and father got married at a very young age.. they ran away from their family as they didnu2019t approve of them.."},{"id":409482458,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They came to Seoul.."},{"id":409482459,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They tried to make a living.. at first it was good and then I was born.. they were happy.. at least I would like to think that way.."},{"id":409482460,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"But when debts mounted and stomachs went empty for days.. they couldnu2019t control it anymore"},{"id":409482461,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Hehe.. one day.. they just left me out of hunger and hope that someone would adopt me from the streets.."},{"id":409482462,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Like what an easy thing to do (says with gritted teeth)"},{"id":409482463,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They left from our home and travelled to busan.. there they tried to make a living but couldnu2019t afford.."},{"id":409482464,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They decided to suicide.."},{"id":409482465,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"But when they decide to jump off a bridge together.. yeah... till death do us apart.."},{"id":409482466,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They were saved by a rich old lady who was passing by.. she gave them a servant jobs in her big house.."},{"id":409482467,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They became like a family to the old lady.."},{"id":409482468,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"When she was dying she gave a substantial money to my parents."},{"id":409482469,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"By now they had two sons already.."},{"id":409482470,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Their sons were studying in a university ofcorse funded by the rich lady.."},{"id":409482471,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They found a job overseas and got married there.."},{"id":409482472,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"The lady had already gave them good money.. so they started their business in this village.."},{"id":409482473,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Isnu2019t it funny.."},{"id":409482474,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Sometimes I wonder whether they remember they had a son.."},{"id":409482475,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They had me.."},{"id":409482476,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I am just so angry.. (sighs)"},{"id":409482477,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Why.. do I have to live with this burden.."},{"id":409482478,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Why canu2019t I feel that there is nothing to hide inside me.."},{"id":409482479,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My Baekhyun father struggled so much to give me a parental love because I was fcking in capable to receive it.."},{"id":409482480,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I barely had few years with him and I couldnu2019t even utter him that I love him.. I couldnu2019t even say thank you to him.."},{"id":409482481,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I even had to fcking let you (jk) suffer when we first met.. just because my brain was not comfortable of warmth and touches.."},{"id":409482482,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Gets up and looks at jk)"},{"id":409482483,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"It hurts here to be like this (punches his own chest while says with tears in his eyes)"},{"id":409482484,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk was a crying mess., He canu2019t believe all these emotions had engulfed his tiger to such extreme.."},{"id":409482485,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"What wouldnu2019t he do to just make that almond eyes master happy and free from all the bondages.. if given a chance.. jk would go all the way to his life just to keep his tiger happy.."},{"id":409482486,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk just went and hugged his tiger tightly.. thatu2019s the best he could do anyways in this situation.. only warmth and love can cure such anxiety and terror.."},{"id":409482487,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk kept rubbing Vu2019s back to calm him.."},{"id":409482488,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I understand my life.. I understand it must be very burdensome.."},{"id":409482489,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I understand (Pecks Vu2019s chest)"},{"id":409482490,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"You are not alone anymore.. I will always be with you to carry this burden with you.. you donu2019t have to force yourself.. let time heal you.."},{"id":409482491,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"We have the entire world in our hand na (squeezes v gently)"},{"id":409482492,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Chuckles a little) my world is in my arms (presses himself gently with jk)"},{"id":409482493,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"And mine in my arms (pulls a little away)"},{"id":409482494,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Looks deeply in vu2019s eyes)"},{"id":409482495,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I am so proud of you (says softly)"},{"id":409482496,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"My life you are the most amazing person ever (Pecks vu2019s lips softly)"},{"id":409482497,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"When Jk touched vu2019s lips, the master felt such relief inside his soul.. the kiss was so soft and precious.. only his bunny could do that to him and v right now feels special.."},{"id":409482498,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V responds to the kiss with all his love.. pouring out how happy and unconditional he feels right now with jk.. a tear rolls down from masteru2019s eyes.."},{"id":409482499,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"They broke their kiss after few minutes.. v looked at his bunny smiling sweetly at him.. it was very breathtaking.."},{"id":409482500,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V cupped Jku2019s side cheek and made circles gently with his thumb.."},{"id":409482501,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The master smiled truly.."},{"id":409482502,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I couldnu2019t tell them that I am your son is because.."},{"id":409482503,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Takes a deep breath)"},{"id":409482504,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"My heart didnu2019t give me the permission.."},{"id":409482505,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I want to be dead for them.. I donu2019t think so I can be free or comfortable around them.."},{"id":409482506,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Thatu2019s the only best thing I could do for them.. not shout or show my anger to them.. or even as a matter of fact love them.."},{"id":409482507,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I think itu2019s bestest I could do by being invisible from their life (says sadly)"},{"id":409482508,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Smiles sadly)"},{"id":409482509,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I love you (cups Vu2019s side cheek and caresses it)"},{"id":409482510,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I love you more (smiles fondly)"},{"id":409490550,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone is by being non-existent.."}]}