Love Properly!

{"messages":[{"id":527820846,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V looked horrendous.. his face was already pale... and the man who fears nothing was at the brisk of crying loudly and painfully.."},{"id":527820847,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"But the heavy load in his arms which was none other than the person who v loves the most.. kept the master on a steady mindset.."},{"id":527820848,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"With great difficulty in emotions.. v picked Kookie in bridal style and rushed to the hospital.. during the car ride.. v was driving as fast as possible while Kookie sat at the front passenger seat lifeless.."},{"id":527820849,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Sweat and uneven breaths is all that could be seen and heard on Kookie.."},{"id":527820850,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V drove and tears already streamed through his eyes.. they were warming his eyes because the pain was too much too bear.."},{"id":527820851,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Vu2019s all strength is at toss when he finds Kookie in such conditions.."},{"id":527820852,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After a 20 mins ride which felt like life time for v.. the master reached the hospital where Kookie is taking his treatment generally.."},{"id":527820853,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The doctor who treats Kookie was already waiting for them at the front gate of the hospital... nurses and bed stretches in place as well.."},{"id":527820854,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V laid Kookie gently on a bed stretcher and the nurses rushed the younger to an emergency ward.."},{"id":527820855,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V kept walking back and forth at the emergency ward.. in this time.. he manage to text his brother Namjoon about the situation.."},{"id":527820856,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Soon the other hyungs rushed there as well.."},{"id":527820857,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"All were worried and tensed.. but vu2019s state was unexplainable.. vu2019s face looked so stiff as if itu2019s just him who is holding it from crumbling into pieces.. vu2019s heart beat is so fast in fear that the master feels any moment he would die.."},{"id":527820858,"character_id":4158250,"type":2,"content":"My alien.. donu2019t worry.. our Kookie will be fine.. (says while patting vu2019s back)"},{"id":527820859,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Itu2019s all my fault chim chim.. I should have been careful with my words.."},{"id":527820860,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I broke him tonight.."},{"id":527820861,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"He looked so abandoned and unloved.. he must be really scared and torn apart.. and itu2019s all because I couldnu2019t keep up with a lie.."},{"id":527820862,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"Brother.. stop blaming yourself.. itu2019s no oneu2019s fault.. these things are bound to happen in such illness.."},{"id":527820863,"character_id":4158248,"type":2,"content":"You have to stay strong for our Kookie.. even Gukkie was crying badly.. jin is with him right now and the other kids.."},{"id":527820864,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Nods)"},{"id":527820865,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V stood outside the door.. every now and then he stroked the door.. as if he wants to send his life span to his wife and see him walk out of the room healthy and fine.. the hyungs didnu2019t say anything on this.. they all understand their relationship.."},{"id":527820866,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After nearly 2 hours.. the doctor came out.."},{"id":527820867,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V took the doctoru2019s both hands with pleading eyes.. he asked.."},{"id":527820868,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Is my little one alright? (Says anxiously)"},{"id":527820869,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Yes master v.. donu2019t worry.. he is going to be just fine.."},{"id":527820870,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"His nervus vagus escalated.. its the nerves through the brain which passes through the neck and other body parts.."},{"id":527820871,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"His nerves got so tensed.. that immediately anxiety took over him.."},{"id":527820872,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"And in most cases the person has electric shocks but since Kookie suffers from derealization.. he just gave up and fainted in the process.."},{"id":527820873,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"I have given him proper medication.. he should be fine any moment now.."},{"id":527820874,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Uhm.. I need to have a word with you alone master v.. (smiles lightly)"},{"id":527820875,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Nods) after you.."},{"id":527820876,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Doctor Cheng walked to his cabin and v followed.."},{"id":527820877,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Cheng sat on his usual chair and v took the opposite chair.."},{"id":527820878,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The doctor cleared his throat and began to speak.."},{"id":527820879,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"So I have found a new development in Kookieu2019s brain.."},{"id":527820880,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"How should I explain it.."},{"id":527820881,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Okay.. there are chances that your wife will wake up.. itu2019s my assumption and we will be able to confirm it when master jungkook wakes up.."},{"id":527820882,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"But isnu2019t it unusual time period for him to wake up in his normal senses.. generally it takes between one to two months."},{"id":527820883,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Yes thatu2019s correct but his sub conscious mind has now started to perform virally.. for instance.. if you see a fire infront of you and your mindu2019s understanding is that it is dangerous.. so you would keep a distance from the fire"},{"id":527820884,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"But in your wifeu2019s case the sub conscious mind can react to any piece of information or situation.. itu2019s like an alarm clock.. which will scream in his brain danger and Kookie will react into jk and vice versa"},{"id":527820885,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"But to understand whether Kookie will react into jk every time he feels he is in danger and vice versa.. we need to keep a constant evaluation of his health.. and when he wakes if my prediction is correct that jk will return that means.. possibilities are that Kookie who returned few hours ago can go back to his normal senses jk if he feels danger.. and the same will happen with jk"},{"id":527820886,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Danger can be anything.. like for instance now when Kookie felt a pressure on his brain that he is anxious.."},{"id":527820887,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Anxiousness.. sadness.. fear.. all sorts can be danger for your wife"},{"id":527820888,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"What are the pros and cons?"},{"id":527820889,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"The pros are simple your wife can return any time to you."},{"id":527820890,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"The cons are dangerous.. pressure on the brain eventually leads up to higher emotions and it can be harmful.."},{"id":527820891,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"What can we do?"},{"id":527820892,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Just ensure no matter who returns.. positivity stays at its highest level.. you must maintain peace and calm with your wife.."},{"id":527820893,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yes I would ensure that.."},{"id":527820894,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t worry... you have been doing great.. remember how we used to practice calming our own self when we began your treatment.. (says with a warm smile)"},{"id":527820895,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yes.. (says sadly)"},{"id":527820896,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"My friend.. your father would be very proud on you right now .. who knew.. the boy who was a patient of traumatic disorder would one day fight with all his anxieties to share the love and peace with someone else.."},{"id":527820897,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"You should be confident because you have been able to do that.."},{"id":527820898,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Nods with a sad smile)"},{"id":527820899,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Can I see him now?"},{"id":527820900,"character_id":6941853,"type":2,"content":"Yes sure.."},{"id":527820901,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V went to Kookieu2019s ward.. hyungs were already there taking care of his wife.. they all looked sad but at least they were at peace that Kookie is going to be alright.."},{"id":527820902,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V stayed with his wife.. sharing his all the love he has for him.. talking about promises and anxieties that he feels.. jk is vu2019s best friend and not just lover or husband.. so v can only truly be himself with jk.."},{"id":527820903,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"So in this moment.. v shares everything.."},{"id":527820904,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Later that night.. Kookie opened his eyes but as jk.."},{"id":527820905,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V was dozing near Jku2019s waist holding his one hand.."},{"id":527820906,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk smiled and gently squeezed vu2019s hand which was holding his.. v immediately got up and looked at his little one with teary eyes.."},{"id":527820907,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Why am I here my tiger? (Says in a little voice)"},{"id":527820908,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Ssssh.. donu2019t talk much.."},{"id":527820909,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"You need to rest my soul.."},{"id":527820910,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I will tell you everything once you recover.."},{"id":527820911,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"(Nods)"},{"id":527820912,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Lay beside me na.. (says innocently)"},{"id":527820913,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yes please"},{"id":527820914,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Lays beside jk carefully)"},{"id":527820915,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"And sing me a song.. (blinks cutely with his innocent doe eyes)"},{"id":527820916,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"As much as you want.. I will sing it to you.."},{"id":527820917,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb6 Now I wish we would smile more It will be okay, because today’s me is doing fine Yesterday’s you, now it’s all clear I want to hug the many thorns in the budding roseud83cudfb6"},{"id":527820918,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"ud83cudfb6 The smiling kid, the child who was always laughing brightly When I see you like that, I can’t help smilingud83cudfb6"},{"id":527820919,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V was singing softly and caressing his wifeu2019s body gently.."},{"id":527820920,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"He didnu2019t realise for how long he sang.. because the next thing he knows is his little one sleeping peacefully and soft snores could be heard.. v smiled and again sang more.. he sang until his voice couldnu2019t be heard as he drifted to sleep as well.."},{"id":527820921,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After two days!"},{"id":527820922,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V was sitting in a bathtub.. between jku2019s legs.. the younger rested his back on the tubu2019s one side edges.. jk was gently massaging vu2019s head while applying some shampoo.."},{"id":527820923,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"In these two days.. v was internally very sad because he hurt his wife and he blames himself for it.."},{"id":527820924,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk obviously sees right through his husband so he is right now trying to cheer up v.. and yes v told everything about that night when Kookie fainted and the new development in his condition"},{"id":527820925,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V is sitting like a child and swirls his hands back and forth in the water making a swish sound and small waves with the bubbles.."},{"id":527820926,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk smiled fondly watching his husbandu2019s action.. v can also be very cute sometime and this was one of those moments for jk.."},{"id":527820927,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"After few minutes.. jk gently spoke.."},{"id":527820928,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"My tiger.. listen.."},{"id":527820929,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Take all those frames down from our room.."},{"id":527820930,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"What no.. (frowns and sits upright and turns his head to stare at jk)"},{"id":527820931,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Aissh.. come here first.. I need to wash your hair.. (says softly)"},{"id":527820932,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Lays back on jk..)"},{"id":527820933,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I am sorry.. you had to go through it.. I know how important everything is for you which is related to me.."},{"id":527820934,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Thank you for being so loving and honest with our relationship.. I really canu2019t ask for more... this is perfect"},{"id":527820935,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I am loved even when I am not in my normal senses.. I call it my blessing.."},{"id":527820936,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"And I really donu2019t want my other half to suffer.. i am okay with it.. if you want to express Kookie your love.. just do it.."},{"id":527820937,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Keep me beside you always.. thatu2019s all I pray for.."},{"id":527820938,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"We can make new memories and cherish them in future.."},{"id":527820939,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Because frames on the wall donu2019t define our love.."},{"id":527820940,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I have every memory with you engraved in my soul and I can always pick a memory and relive it in my heart and mind.."},{"id":527820941,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I mean it.."},{"id":527820942,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I donu2019t want to.."},{"id":527820943,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"They are so beautiful and you decorated with so much enthusiasm and love.. I have no courage to take away what you captured.."},{"id":527820944,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Then donu2019t.."},{"id":527820945,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Just let me take you to those memories.."},{"id":527820946,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"(Looks at jk with emotional eyes)"},{"id":527820947,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I learned how to love and how to live in love from you.."},{"id":527820948,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"So it doesnu2019t matter to me.."},{"id":527820949,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I already see every memory of us in your eyes vividly right now in this exact moment"},{"id":527820950,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Thatu2019s how strongly engraved they are.."},{"id":527820951,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"V took a deep breath.. he pulled jku2019s both arms and made them gently wrapped around his neck.. v kept on caressing jku2019s arms.. they both are smiling.."},{"id":527820952,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I will restore them all.."},{"id":527820953,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I will do whatever you want my soul.."},{"id":527820954,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Thank you so much my light.. I love you very much.."},{"id":527820955,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I know.."},{"id":527820956,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"I love you too very much.."},{"id":527820957,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"Does my other half make you feel the same love.."},{"id":527820958,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Either you be my wife or Kookie.. you have always loved me with the same love.."},{"id":527820959,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Donu2019t worry my soul.. you have ensured to give me love even when you were away.."},{"id":527820960,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Because you stayed and loved me still the same by being Kookie.."},{"id":527820961,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"This makes me feel much better.."},{"id":527820962,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I always worried about this.. whether.. you are receiving proper love or not when I am away.."},{"id":527820963,"character_id":4158245,"type":2,"content":"I really feel much better.. I am grateful to god that at least even in sickness I can love you properly.."},{"id":527820964,"character_id":4158246,"type":2,"content":"Yes you do.. you always do.."},{"id":527820965,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"They smiled with teary eyes.."},{"id":527820966,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jk started to wash vu2019s hair again and the elder started to caress the youngeru2019s legs which were wrapped around vu2019s waist.."},{"id":527821962,"character_id":4158434,"type":2,"content":"Lol my eyes were blurry while writing last bit of this chapter.. hehe.. itu2019s just yeah.."}]}