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Where is my angel?
Draped over the end of the day?
Someone come and save me, please
Only the sighs of a tiring day
Everyone looks happy
Can you look at me? ’Cause I am blue and grey
The meaning of the tears reflected in the mirror
The colors hidden in my smile, blue and grey
[Verse 1: Suga]
I donu2019t know where it went wrong
A blue question mark in my head since I was a child
Maybe thatu2019s why I lived so fiercely
But once I look back, once I stand still here
That menacing shadow swallows me up
The question mark, still blue
Is it uneasiness, melancholy?
Perhaps we really are animals of regret*
Or perhaps itu2019s that I was born out of loneliness
I still donu2019t know, that menacing blue
I hope I donu2019t get consumed by it, I will find the exit
[Chorus: Jin, Jungkook, Jimin, V]
I just wanna be happier
Melt me, Iu2019m cold
My hand reached out innumerable times
A colourless echo
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
Is even this too much to ask for?
[Post-Chorus: Jungkook & Jin, Jimin & V]
The beating of my quickening heart
That I felt when I walked the cold winter streets
Even now, I still feel it
Donu2019t say itu2019s okay
Because itu2019s not okay
Please donu2019t leave me alone, it hurts too much
[Verse 2: J-hope, RM]
The road that I always walk on, the light that always shines on me
But for some reason, today itu2019s an unfamiliar scene
Did I become too used to it or did it fall apart**
But itu2019s heavy, this piece of metal
A grey rhinoceros*** coming towards me
I stand with unfocused eyes, all alone
This moment doesnu2019t seem like me
Iu2019m just not scared
I donu2019t believe in the god that is certainty****
Colorful words make me nervous
Wide gray areas put me at ease
Here there is the grey of a million faces
When it rains, itu2019s my world
I dance on top of this city
May the bright days have fog
May we be together always on wet days
And to all the dust here,
I raise a toast
[Chorus: Jungkook, Jimin, V, Jin]
I just wanna be happier
Feel the heat from my hands
I need you more because they are not warm
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
Far in the future, if I smile
Iu2019ll say, thatu2019s how it used to be
[Outro: V]
As I secretly take back the words that are floating in the air
I fall asleep at dawn, good night
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* This is a reference to lyrics from u2018Peopleu2019 on D-2, which go u201cub0b4uac00 ubcf4uae30uc5d0ub294 ud6c4ud68cuc758 ub3d9ubb3cuc774 ubd84uba85ud55cub370/In my opinion, weu2019re clearly animals of regretu201d.
** The words u2018ubb34ub38cuc9c4/mu-dyeo-jinu2019, which means u2018getting too used to somethingu2019 and u2018ubb34ub108uc9c4/mu-neo-jinu2019, which means u2018something falling apartu2019 are very similar in"},{"id":943946905,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":943946906,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}