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Then I tell them, I don’t have a reason It’s cause it’s hip-hop Nothing special, Epik High Just like others Jay-Z, Nas And of course the classic Illmatic and Doggystyle In my mind, KRS-ONE And Ready To Die, Eminem And The Chronic and the next classic 2001 Gang Starr, Black Star, Eric B Rakim, Pete Rock and CL smooth They juss keep poppin That’s all I listened to I was like an old lady I had so much to say that it Wasn’t enough with what other people told me First, I forced it Layer after layer, calling it lyrics And that was it! uh that was it When I became me On the white paper in between my textbooks I put myself And I erased it, emptied it I was free on top of the beat Seven years ago or now It’s the same, this is the most me I’ll be down for your rap I’ll be down for your rhythm It still makes my heart pound It makes me be the real me Yeah I love this (Hip! Hop!) Has the scent of humans (Hip! Hop!) Writing down my life (Hip! Hop!) Is now part of my life (Hip! Hop!) Yeah this ma (Hip! Hop!) Yo ma hip-hop enrollment? I felt it with my body as I entered Boogaloo, King Tut, old school rhythms Entrusting the beat with rhyme and my tongue It shows its prominence, it’s rap dance time Yeah ma role model Dynamic Duo, Verbal with Epik High I’m still inexperienced as I write my resume Breaking down my namelessness, flying on stage They helped me get up when I didn’t know anything The artist, ring that rang through my heart Expressing it with their bodies, Biggie, Tupac, Nas I found out more about myself Hope hope world Before I made my own world, Cole world Ever since he shone on Friday nights I got inspiration and wrote my songs Mac Miller, Kanye, Kendrick Their music hits my ears The best musicians that affixed My life’s borders that went crazy every day Endless diction, all right, my instincts choose Whatever rap it is, whatever dance it is My response is sensual Now my life melts with hip hop Today, I’m wild for the night, my body Feel like A$AP A$AP I’ll be down for your rap I’ll be down for your rhythm It still makes my heart pound It makes me be the real me Yeah I love this (Hip! Hop!) Has the scent of humans (Hip! Hop!) Writing down my life (Hip! Hop!) Is now part of my life (Hip! Hop!) Yeah this ma (Hip! Hop!) Hip hop has found me Just like a child looks for his mother It came into my life naturally I was just an elementary student back then I set up my dream then I want a rapstar, as others I hated living the same, the prematurity of a little kid Even if people hold me"},{"id":945869501,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":945869502,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}