inner feelings

{"messages":[{"id":955676044,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"junggukieud83dude03"},{"id":955676045,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you’re home...*stood up excitedly from his bed and walked towards him with trembling legs*"},{"id":955676046,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yeah I’m home honey....*smiled slightly*"},{"id":955676047,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook out of his habit called honey but it made another person before him totally flushed"},{"id":955676048,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*stuck on his place*"},{"id":955676049,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"uh....*cheeks heated up*"},{"id":955676050,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*realized what he said*"},{"id":955676051,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why was your doctor here? are you fine?...*suddenly changed the topic to escape from awkwardness*"},{"id":955676052,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"that~"},{"id":955676053,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"YEs I’m fine...i’m totally fine...leave that tell me how are you?"},{"id":955676054,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae with very slow steps reached jungkook and so carefully with little hesitation held his hands in his owns..he was playing with the fingers of his lovers pleasantly..he was just so happy to see him here again."},{"id":955676055,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m happy you returned back."},{"id":955676056,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you didn’t ask why i came back."},{"id":955676057,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"the only matter is that you came..you came to me...*said dreamily*"},{"id":955676058,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae further starched his hand and placed it on the side cheek of the beta boy caging his half neck with his long fingers while his thumb was now caressing that cheek."},{"id":955676059,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook closed his eyes on alpha’s touch..tae’s long hands were covering his face while he was feeling relaxed..his heart beat was raising unevenly...he again opened his eyes and looked up at the alpha latter’s eyes were still just on him that almond eyes were looking slightly sunken and bloodshot, but still the gaze was intense and full of love."},{"id":955676060,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook was yet admiring his face when his breath hitched as he felt his body suddenly got pulled in and the next moment he was in the embrace of the alpha..tae was hugging him preciously so did jungkook hugged back him without denying that affection."},{"id":955676061,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i did really missed you."},{"id":955676062,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"can’t we sleep along for tonight?....*pulled back while looking at him innocently*"},{"id":955676063,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"humm...*nodded*"},{"id":955676064,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"as tae received jungkook’s approval he directly carried him in his arms and rested him down on his bed and he himself laid beside him too..they were cuddling as like tae was hugging him like a child while caging his waist and even jungkook got no problem holding the man he thought himself the culprit of."},{"id":955676065,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i was so restless without you...*said like whispered*"},{"id":955676066,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why tho? not like we sleep together every day."},{"id":955676067,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"we can if you permit me...*raised his head to look up*"},{"id":955676068,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m seriously asking"},{"id":955676069,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why were you restless?"},{"id":955676070,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook was actually expecting an answer containing the reason of being like that weak mentally...why?...why he is like that?..too strong yet so weak."},{"id":955676071,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Should i tell?..you don’t even love me...*pout*"},{"id":955676072,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"still i care for you"},{"id":955676073,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"humm...that’s true..that’s why you’re here right?"},{"id":955676074,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"maybe"},{"id":955676075,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"well.."},{"id":955676076,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It’s the darkest secret of mine."},{"id":955676077,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"what if you took advantage of it humm?"},{"id":955676078,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ok don’t tell me"},{"id":955676079,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"um..I’m serious..will you take my advantage?...*ask innocently*"},{"id":955676080,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t you trust me?"},{"id":955676081,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"it’s you..you don’t trust me."},{"id":955676082,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i trust you ok..now what about you?"},{"id":955676083,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i~ trust"},{"id":955676084,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"no one"},{"id":955676085,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i trusted someone~"},{"id":955676086,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s ok..i’m not asking anything let’s sleep.."},{"id":955676087,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"pretty"},{"id":955676088,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae placed his hand on jungkook’s cheek as he called him pretty in asking tone."},{"id":955676089,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"humm...*slightly blushed*"},{"id":955676090,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"can i trust you now?..you won’t break it right?"},{"id":955676091,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you can trust me with your every secret, but i won’t say you to trust me actually"},{"id":955676092,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you mean i should continue with my trait."},{"id":955676093,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"trusting no one"},{"id":955676094,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes"},{"id":955676095,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"so~"},{"id":955676096,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i look like i don’t care about anyone, right?"},{"id":955676097,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no..i think you just don’t compromise on yourself,"},{"id":955676098,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"but its a half truth"},{"id":955676099,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so what’s the whole truth?"},{"id":955676100,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i look strong, but when someone connected to me left it made me break."},{"id":955676101,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i actually love people around me sincerely and when it seems like they are walking away..it made me alone..it made my soul shattered."},{"id":955676102,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t like it alone."},{"id":955676103,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"even though we don’t sleep together, but when you left the house it felt like the same as you left me..just like~ *voice cracked*"},{"id":955676104,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"tae are you ok?ud83dude1f"},{"id":955676105,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"just like father did...*tear left him eye*"},{"id":955676106,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"he ran away with another woman, leaving me alone...*smile with little tears*"},{"id":955676107,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i didn’t like it you know"},{"id":955676108,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"and...*went silent as his soul left his body*"},{"id":955676109,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and?....*feeling pity*"},{"id":955676110,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"and then eomma...she died...*said like zoned out*"},{"id":955676111,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"tae..its alright now..ok"},{"id":955676112,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jungkook cupped the alpha’s face..he kept wiping his tears off..he was looking so fragile so to calm him down, to make him realise his own presence that he is here for him..he put his lips on those dry parted lips..he kissed the alpha softly for sometime just to make him relaxed."},{"id":955676113,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"see I’m here"},{"id":955676114,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"yeah you’re here...*start smiling*"},{"id":955676115,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m feeling dizzy you know, you made me sleep all the time."},{"id":955676116,"character_id":16197905,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"huh?"},{"id":955676117,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"even that day i slept on the floor carelessly..*giggles*"},{"id":955676118,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"i had never slept like that,"},{"id":955676119,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"but just when you were near"},{"id":955676120,"character_id":16197903,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you my peace"},{"id":955676121,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae was talking about the day when he punished jungkook and even rescued him later..that was the first time taehyung slept deeply after so long just while seeing the innocent baby face of the beta and that was the another reason for loving him and wanting him..being around jk really did give his mind a peaceful sleep, forgetting about all his worry...well, by now after so many talks he got completely lost in his dream land and passed out."},{"id":955676122,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"do you think that was tae?..who just now literally told jungkook the most inner feelings of his."},{"id":955676123,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"who was just now crying like a baby in front of someone..he, the one proud alpha, cried out with all his senses on!"},{"id":955676124,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"could it be possible?"},{"id":955676125,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Oh right now it’s a little difficult."},{"id":955676126,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae didn’t even realize what he did..what he said..he was under the effects of so many supplements that he took for sleep, the insomnia patient who didn’t sleep for 3 days..what can you expect for him?..you can’t expect even his memories..that the next morning he could remember a thing he actually lived a night ago."},{"id":955676127,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Oh that restless soul when jungkook arrived..he got his peace what his soul was looking for...he put on sleep immediately after blabbering anything that in his heart came."},{"id":955676128,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":955676129,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hoseokie hyung~"},{"id":955676130,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"humm what is it yoongi?....*lost somewhere else while ago*"},{"id":955676131,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"nothing"},{"id":955676132,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what happened?...*noticed yoongi’s grumpy face now*"},{"id":955676133,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*looked away*"},{"id":955676134,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"listen, be actual with meud83dude44"},{"id":955676135,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*looked at him with sad puppy eyes*"},{"id":955676136,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"where are you?"},{"id":955676137,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what’s the damn matter yoongi?"},{"id":955676138,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"did you notice you’re calling me yoongi for so long now?"},{"id":955676139,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i~...*sighed heavily*"},{"id":955676140,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you’re not giving me any attention."},{"id":955676141,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"are you regretting giving me your month now?....*asked seriously*"},{"id":955676142,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"listen..I’m telling you that last time I’m the man of my words..i’m serious about us..so you better not drag on that topic again...*said annoyingly*"},{"id":955676143,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"fine"},{"id":955676144,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"well, you’re looking frustrated today...i think you need some time alone hyung...*stood up and empty smile at him*"},{"id":955676145,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yoongi wait...*stood up too*"},{"id":955676146,"character_id":16999729,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i mean kitty...*hissed on his own foolish act*"},{"id":955676147,"character_id":16739971,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*already left*"},{"id":955676148,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"hoseok was disturbed by something and it was him, his own self..he was disturbed, so that means he couldn’t focus on others at the same time and might hurt others with his words and temper..that was his personality exactly like but actually he needs time to settle his soul, to be alright again...and about yoongi, what do you think he will pamper hoseok after receiving so many frustrated replies..ok he loves this man, but Man he loves himself first and so like Hell..so that would be better for him to leave rather than facing him and feel humiliated"},{"id":955676149,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":955676150,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyungg hung slow down~"},{"id":955676151,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon tried to kiss back with same passions but that was looking impossible now as jin was so desperate."},{"id":955676152,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"i can’t baby...*cupped his face and deepened the kiss more*"},{"id":955676153,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyung I’m not running anywhere...*pushed him away while huffing*"},{"id":955676154,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"who believe you?...*gave him a angry glare and again pulled him into kiss*"},{"id":955676155,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyung you’re suffocating me...*pushed him hard this time*"},{"id":955676156,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*fell on his bed while giving namjoon dangerous look now*"},{"id":955676157,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"yeah, they were at jin’s house...jk left means namjoon can sleep over at his boyfriend’s place...So evil, no?"},{"id":955676158,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what so hurry alpha...*moved closer to him and directly set on his lap*"},{"id":955676159,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*smirked on his omega’s boldness*"},{"id":955676160,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"keep it slow humm...*said seductively*"},{"id":955676161,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon caged jin neck while giving him wet kisses on his forehead, cheek bones and even so near lips, on that act jin eyes automatically get closed..that was actually too sexy of namjoon."},{"id":955676162,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon finally smooched his alpha’s lips way too harshly, making his heart flipped in excitement."},{"id":955676163,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"baby, you will kill me today with this much hotness~ *trailed his kiss down towards the namjoon’s neck*"},{"id":955676164,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Aaaahhg~"},{"id":955676165,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hyung~ *pulling jin’s head more close*"},{"id":955676166,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Minee~ *groaning while kissing his neck brutally*"},{"id":955676167,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin had lost his all senses by now then suddenly he left the kiss and grabbed the fist full of omega’s hairs pulling his head backward...namjoon was already mess he kept his eyes shut and mouth open like a needy one while enjoying the dominancy of the alpha."},{"id":955676168,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No one can take you away from me, not your dad, not any other man...*said madly*"},{"id":955676169,"character_id":16999730,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Alphaahg~"},{"id":955676170,"character_id":16739972,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*again attacked on his lips*"},{"id":955676171,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"that was now so normal between seokjoon...they are still new in their relation so in exploring su00e9xual life together...so better let them enjoy it and we should end the chapter hereud83dude43"},{"id":955676172,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"in my story, i set everyone personality that how they react like..so don’t be confused with Sope...everything is fine."},{"id":955676173,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"well pami..is it fine now?"},{"id":955676174,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"bye...take careud83dudc9c"},{"id":955676175,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":955676176,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}