heart- selfish love -2( dead)

{"messages":[{"id":579226669,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"hobi went unconscious.... and nurse took him to operation ward...."},{"id":579226670,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack was so in confusion after looking at innocent yet sad smile of hobi... he felt in daze...."},{"id":579226671,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"why hell I’m feeling like this... am I... am I pitying him...??? ud83dude1f"},{"id":579226672,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"no.. it’s not time to pity him.. my somi is important to me that him..."},{"id":579226673,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"but.. if I’m here.. I will definitely do something.. I need to leave from here..."},{"id":579226674,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"namjoon... I will leave from here buddy..."},{"id":579226675,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"wae...?? I think you should be here.... in this time..."},{"id":579226676,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"no namjoon... I don’t want to be here... I will go to another place... call me when it’s over..."},{"id":579226677,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"hmm..."},{"id":579226678,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack left from there..."},{"id":579226679,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he hopped into car and driving where his mind takes him... and finally reached beach... and sat on sand while looking at that Peaceful beach...."},{"id":579226680,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but.. he’s continuously thinking about hobi..."},{"id":579226681,"character_id":12246976,"type":2,"content":"Jackie.... ud83dude01ud83dude01ud83dude01 (Sunshine smile)"},{"id":579226682,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226683,"character_id":12246976,"type":2,"content":"baby... I cooked for us today...u263aufe0f"},{"id":579226684,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226685,"character_id":12246976,"type":2,"content":"jack... wae are you staying up late... it’s not good for your health....ud83dude17"},{"id":579226686,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226687,"character_id":12246976,"type":2,"content":"Jackie yaaaa.... saranghae... (sad smile) ud83dude42"},{"id":579226688,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226689,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"AAHHH..."},{"id":579226690,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"why the hell I’m thinking about him..."},{"id":579226691,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"shouldn’t I be happy that.. somi was being cured..."},{"id":579226692,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"but.. why.. am I.. feeling pain here... (touching his cheast)"},{"id":579226693,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"it’s been 4 hours..."},{"id":579226694,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and jack was debating over his feelings... and his thoughts got disturbed by s phone call...."},{"id":579226695,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and it’s namjoon...."},{"id":579226696,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack immediately lift the call..."},{"id":579226697,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudcf1namjoon..... how’s---"},{"id":579226698,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"somi is fine now... operation is successful..."},{"id":579226699,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"really.... (happy)"},{"id":579226700,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"I’m so happy.. finally.. she’s safe... ud83dude00"},{"id":579226701,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but suddenly... he hobi cane to his mind.."},{"id":579226702,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"how.. is.. ho..bi..."},{"id":579226703,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"(sigh) his body is shifted to marchary.... we took his life... atleast we should send off him properly.. right... do come fast.... (sad voice)"},{"id":579226704,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"call end"},{"id":579226705,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack did not know what to say after listening to hobi’s death news...."},{"id":579226706,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"a tear escaped from his eye but soon turned as flood..."},{"id":579226707,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1620666369763.jpg","image_width":342,"image_height":457},{"id":579226708,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"(touch his cheek and felt and realised thst he’s crying) ud83dude22"},{"id":579226709,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"why am I crying...?? isn’t it what I thought to do to him... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226710,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"now.. why am I crying...?? why these tears aren’t stopping...ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226711,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"WAE.... ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":579226712,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"HOBI..... ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":579226713,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack fell on his knees and started crying like a 5 year old...."},{"id":579226714,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but soon... he started from there to see hobi...."},{"id":579226715,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226716,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack reached hospital and they already took hobi’s body out... and covered with white cloth..."},{"id":579226717,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"namjoon was there with a sad face...."},{"id":579226718,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack started to walk to there... but for step he’s taking... his heart was becoming heavy..."},{"id":579226719,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"(looking at the boby covered with cloth...)"},{"id":579226720,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"see him for the last time jack... we need to do the rituals....ud83dude14"},{"id":579226721,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jack took the cloth from hobi’s face with shaking hands... and eyes are becoming blurry with tears...."},{"id":579226722,"character_id":12246976,"type":2,"content":"......."},{"id":579226723,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1620666372541.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":461},{"id":579226724,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"namjoon... isn’t he looking so pure and innocent... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226725,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"yes... (heavy heart)"},{"id":579226726,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"I am a monster namjoon... I took his life for my selfishness... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226727,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"I finally got what I want... but.. why aren’t I happy... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226728,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"why my heart is aching like hell... why am I not reading to accept he’s dead.. namjoon... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226729,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"why... AAHHHHud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":579226730,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"why is it hurting... WAE....???"},{"id":579226731,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"calm down jack.. I already warned you about it... but.. you did not care....ud83dude14ud83dude14"},{"id":579226732,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"and... now... it’s too late.... he already left this world ud83dude14"},{"id":579226733,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"hobi... I’m sorry... I’m sorry... ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":579226734,"character_id":12246976,"type":2,"content":"....."},{"id":579226735,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jackson cried out a loud and regreting his doings... but.. there is no use of it now..."},{"id":579226736,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"after that... they did the rituals to hobi...."},{"id":579226737,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and as days going on.. jackson found out how hard he fell for that sunshine...."},{"id":579226738,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he missed Hobi’s smile, warmth, love, presence and every thing... everything thst realated to hobi...."},{"id":579226739,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"guilty was eating him from inside... he spent his days in room he used to be with hobi... and did not met anyone.. except namjoon..."},{"id":579226740,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he did not even meet somi after the operation..."},{"id":579226741,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226742,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"like that 3 month’s passed..."},{"id":579226743,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"somi came to jack’s house with another person...."},{"id":579226744,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"oppa.. what happened to you.. why you did not meet me after my operation...??"},{"id":579226745,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"it’s just.. I’m busy somi... how is your health...ud83dude42"},{"id":579226746,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"I’m fine oppa.. I just missed you..so I came here to meet you..."},{"id":579226747,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"ohh... ud83dude42"},{"id":579226748,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"this...??"},{"id":579226749,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"ohh.. sorry oppa.. I forgot to introduce.. he’s yugyeom... my boyfriend....u263aufe0f"},{"id":579226750,"character_id":12387380,"type":2,"content":"hello...u263aufe0f"},{"id":579226751,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"boyfriend...?? (shocked)"},{"id":579226752,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"yes oppa... we met before 2 years... and fell in love instantly..."},{"id":579226753,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"but... I broke up with him after knowing that I won’t live for long.. Because... I have a heart problem...ud83dude14"},{"id":579226754,"character_id":12387380,"type":2,"content":"I tried talking with her.. but she never told me her problem.. because she felt that I will get hurt..."},{"id":579226755,"character_id":12387380,"type":2,"content":"but.. thanks to you mr jackson.. thankyou you for saving her...ud83dude42"},{"id":579226756,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"oppa.. thankyou so much... you really struggled a lot for me... we owe you.."},{"id":579226757,"character_id":12387381,"type":2,"content":"I hope.. you will get your True love too oppa...ud83dude03"},{"id":579226758,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"somi hugged jack and they both bid farewell to him..."},{"id":579226759,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and then..."},{"id":579226760,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":579226761,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"true love... ??"},{"id":579226762,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"yes.. I got my true love... but... I killed him with my son hands.... ud83dude22ud83dude2d"},{"id":579226763,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"I killed him... ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":579226764,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"actually... somi having boyfriend did not hurt jack Even one percent.. but loosing hobi for a person who did not love him.. making jack hurt...."},{"id":579226765,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and somi is not a bad women too... jack and somi used to love but they broke up because somi Understood that jack is not her true love.."},{"id":579226766,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"soon she moved on.. but jack did not... he waited for her..."},{"id":579226767,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"when he came to know abou her disease.. he thought to cure her at any cost..."},{"id":579226768,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but somi don’t know that heart was taken from a alive person.. if she know that.. she never have agreed to it.."},{"id":579226769,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"."},{"id":579226770,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"like that..."},{"id":579226771,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"another 6 months passed... and now jack is a total mess..."},{"id":579226772,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"sometimes used to cry and scream for hobi... and guilt is burning him alive...."},{"id":579226773,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"namjoon worried about jack and came to talk with him."},{"id":579226774,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"Jackson... why are you behaving like this... what happened in past was mistake... you definitely did wrong.. but..."},{"id":579226775,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"but that doesn’t mean you have to punish yourself like this..."},{"id":579226776,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"if you behave like this.. what will happen to your health..."},{"id":579226777,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"I don’t care namjoonaah... I just want to go fast toy hobi and apologize to him...ud83eudd7aud83eudd7a"},{"id":579226778,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"jack--+"},{"id":579226779,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ding dong"},{"id":579226780,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"I will see who’s it..."},{"id":579226781,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"namjoon went and opened the door... then found a woman holding a small baby..."},{"id":579226782,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"whom do you want..??"},{"id":579226783,"character_id":12387768,"type":2,"content":"is this mr Jackson Wang’s house...??"},{"id":579226784,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"yes... he’s inside..."},{"id":579226785,"character_id":12387768,"type":2,"content":"ohh.. can you let me in.. I need to talk with him.."},{"id":579226786,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"content":"ok.."},{"id":579226787,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"namjoon and mary walked into house"},{"id":579226788,"character_id":12387768,"type":2,"content":"Hello mr Wang..."},{"id":579226789,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"you...??"},{"id":579226790,"character_id":12387768,"type":2,"content":"you don’t know me... but. . I know you mr Wang.."},{"id":579226791,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"ohh.. can I knew the reason why you came here..."},{"id":579226792,"character_id":12387768,"type":2,"content":"I can here to give you something which belongs to you mr Wang..."},{"id":579226793,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"belongs to me...?? what is it...?"},{"id":579226794,"character_id":12387768,"type":2,"content":"this baby... he’s your son mr Wang..."},{"id":579226795,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"after listening to Mary’s words Jackson got angry.. Because.. he never had s*x with anyone except hobi.. but hobi is not alive.. how did this baby come from..."},{"id":579226796,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"what the hell...ud83dude20ud83dude20"},{"id":579226797,"character_id":12006864,"type":2,"content":"how can he be my baby... lady... are you thinking to make me as a father to your kid... you fliffty women...ud83dude20ud83dude20"},{"id":579226798,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"continue"},{"id":579226799,"character_id":12016879,"type":2,"content":"I thought to continue guys... guys.. I’m tired.. I will write jack’s regret in next chapter...ud83dude29ud83dude29ud83dude29"},{"id":579226800,"character_id":12016879,"type":2,"content":"I did not even review it again... I’m sorry sleepyud83dude2aud83dude2a"},{"id":579226801,"character_id":12016879,"type":2,"content":"please like comment and subscribe guys ud83dude18ud83dude18"}]}