what’s my fault..?-8

{"messages":[{"id":643838639,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon was in cabin and regreting how he messed up his relationship with his own hands...."},{"id":643838640,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he mistook jisoo’s friendship as love and tried to get rid if his caring wife, who did nothing wrong but loving him whole heartedly...."},{"id":643838641,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"his heart was filled with regret and guiltiness for hurting jin...."},{"id":643838642,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry jinnie... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":643838643,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I hurt you a lot... just because of my foolishness.. you suffered the most... I’m sorryud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dude2d"},{"id":643838644,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon cried for sometime and thought to go to his home..."},{"id":643838645,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":643838646,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon entered in house... but he’s felt it’s not warm anymore... he’s feeling empty..."},{"id":643838647,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he’s missing jin’s presence everywhere... he’s missed that warm smile jin used to give him when he came back from office... which he did not cherish..."},{"id":643838648,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but now... he can’t see that warm smile now... it’s gone... that person is gone...."},{"id":643838649,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"then namjoon slowly took his steps towards jin’s room where jin used to live...."},{"id":643838650,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon opened the door and saw just a pillow and a blanket... which jin used..."},{"id":643838651,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"did he.. he used to sleep here... ud83eudd7a(ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94)"},{"id":643838652,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"yehh.. namjoon don’t that jin is sleeping in that room..."},{"id":643838653,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"why...??"},{"id":643838654,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"because he never cared to know what jin is doing... dod not care to see where jin is sleeping..."},{"id":643838655,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon went there calmly... sat and Started to cry while remembering jin..."},{"id":643838656,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but then he found some reports below the pillow....."},{"id":643838657,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon opened and saw those reports and got shocked to hell...."},{"id":643838658,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"those were reports confirming jin’s pregnancy, and scanning reports of baby in his belly...."},{"id":643838659,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1624727428028.jpg","image_width":325,"image_height":228},{"id":643838660,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he saw the baby in developing stage... and also some other reports about jin’s health..."},{"id":643838661,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"this... this... ud83dude28ud83dude28"},{"id":643838662,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"is.. jin.. pregnant...??? ud83dude28ud83dude28"},{"id":643838663,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then.. why... he did not tell me.... ud83dude28"},{"id":643838664,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon was so shocked and started to think about it.. the reality hit him...."},{"id":643838665,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"actually..."},{"id":643838666,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jin tried to tell that to him so many times, but namjoon did not listen to it... he always said that he’s busy or not interested...."},{"id":643838667,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"then... it’s not... hobi pregnant.. it’s jin... he told it was hobi, so that he can leave...?! (tears flowing on cheek)"},{"id":643838668,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon started to remember the days when he saw jin being weak and dizzy... he also saw jin vomiting few times.. but he did not went and ask him... he just thought it’s because jin is over eating junk food..."},{"id":643838669,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon remember how he made fun of Jin on gaining weight, while Jin was suffering alone and bearing his child..."},{"id":643838670,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":643838671,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1624727445028.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":430},{"id":643838672,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1624727445894.jpg","image_width":393,"image_height":262},{"id":643838673,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":643838674,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why am I do dumb...ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838675,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how can I make fun of my wife who is carrying my child....ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838676,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"even jisoo came to know that jin is pregnant... but why me... why I did not notice him...ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838677,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they he remembered how jin struggled to tell namjoon that he’s pregnant... how he cried pathetically as he can’t say namjoon about his pregnancy..."},{"id":643838678,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1624727446614.jpg","image_width":392,"image_height":485},{"id":643838679,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you wanted to tell me about your pregnancy jin... how dumb of me...ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838680,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why I didn’t understand your pain... i loved you so much back then right.. then why I started to ignore you...ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838681,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why did I do this to you.... ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838682,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1624727447619.jpg","image_width":296,"image_height":305},{"id":643838683,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon was crying a lot... guilt and regret were eating him alive..."},{"id":643838684,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"the way he treated his pregnant wife, and words he used on jin, making his heart clench..."},{"id":643838685,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he’s angry... angry on himself...."},{"id":643838686,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"because..."},{"id":643838687,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he let a simple attraction took over him..."},{"id":643838688,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he took jin’s love for granted and started to ignore him..."},{"id":643838689,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but jin never said anything back... he just ached for some love and attention from namjoon...."},{"id":643838690,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"even after knowing that namjoon going to leave him... he accepted it silently and left from there with tears..."},{"id":643838691,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but never blamed namjoon.... even though namjoon treated him coldly, jin only wished for namjoon’s happiness...."},{"id":643838692,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and yehhh.. that’s what making namjoon more guilty...."},{"id":643838693,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"if Jin talked back or slapped him, namjoon would have not been in this much pain... but jin did not do anything like that... he just accepted it as his fate and left from there...."},{"id":643838694,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2351793/chatstory/9585689/1624727448443.jpg","image_width":353,"image_height":383},{"id":643838695,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you should have told me... jinnie...ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":643838696,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you should have slapped me and knocked some sense in to me... but why you did not do it....ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":643838697,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wae you left me... silently....ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":643838698,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wae you did not tell me about our baby.... ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":643838699,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"finally I came to know my mistake... I came to know I only had attraction for jisoo... and I love you...ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":643838700,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"finally I came to know it.... but... you are not beside me... ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838701,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry jinnie.... I should have seen your love before you go...ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838702,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I should have atleast stopped you... but.... I behaved like a coward.... I’m sorry... ud83dude2d"},{"id":643838703,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon hugged jin’s pillow tightly and started to cry again...."},{"id":643838704,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and now..."},{"id":643838705,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he wants his wife... he wants to snuggle in his wife’s embrace and feel warm... he wants that caring hug from jin..."},{"id":643838706,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"while kids also started to cry in their room...."},{"id":643838707,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and then he heard sobbing sounds from kids room... namjoon got worried and went to taechim’s room and saw they crying by hugging each other...."},{"id":643838708,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"that made namjoon more hurt... he went to them and took them in his embrace...."},{"id":643838709,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wae are you crying babies...."},{"id":643838710,"character_id":13777419,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"a.. appa... "sob* ud83dude2d"},{"id":643838711,"character_id":13777418,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"we want *sob* eomma....ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838712,"character_id":13777419,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"eomma...ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":643838713,"character_id":12006869,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(ud83dudc94ud83dudc94)"},{"id":643838714,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"kids were crying pathetically for their eomma.... what ever they say out, or behave arrogantly.. they are still kids... they need their eomma’s love and care...."},{"id":643838715,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"how did namjoon miss this logic... he can bring someone in the name of their eomma, but that person can never be real eomma...."},{"id":643838716,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"namjoon cursed himself for spoiling the kids heart, and giving them bad hopes for new eomma... actually, he knows.. that will create more space between jin and kids... he know that kids are mistreating their eomma.. but thought to ignore it as he will leave him soon... and get a new wife...."},{"id":643838717,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but how cruel karma is... right..."},{"id":643838718,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they got little bit taste of their own medicine... but can’t even handle it for few hours... then how did they think jin is handling it for years...."},{"id":643838719,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they are crying and begging jin to come back..."},{"id":643838720,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but.."},{"id":643838721,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"aren’t they the one who wants him to leave..."},{"id":643838722,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"finally jin left... and they are feeling like their life turned upside down...."},{"id":643838723,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"karma is really a BITCH.... right...."},{"id":643838724,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"continue"},{"id":643838725,"character_id":12016879,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"this not the end of their regret... I won’t let them get jin that easily...ud83dude08ud83dude08"},{"id":643838726,"character_id":12016879,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hope you like this episode..."},{"id":643838727,"character_id":12016879,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"please like comment and subscribe guys ud83dude18ud83dude1aud83dude18"}]}