realization

{"messages":[{"id":343385187,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"what did you say???? you are living with a man??? ud83dude28ud83dude28"},{"id":343385188,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* what the h*ll*ud83dude33ud83dude28(shock)"},{"id":343385189,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"*is he your boyfriend?? *"},{"id":343385190,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* boyfriend?!!!!no no no.... damn... no.... ud83dude30ud83dude30ud83dude30ud83dude30ud83dude30ud83dude30ud83dude30ud83dude22"},{"id":343385191,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* how can she!!!! *ud83dude25ud83dude25ud83dude25ud83dude28( heart slicing and pain)"},{"id":343385192,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"*she moved on... no...this can’t happen!!! ud83dude14ud83dude23"},{"id":343385193,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"eddy? $@$@$’$@..... you are going to his home for Christmas...."},{"id":343385194,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"what!!!! ud83dude30ud83dude30"},{"id":343385195,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"*Eddy??? who the h*ll is he!!! ud83dude20ud83dude20ud83dude16"},{"id":343385196,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"*she’s spending Christmas with him*ud83dude23ud83dude23 ( bleeding heart)"},{"id":343385197,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"you really moved on..."},{"id":343385198,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* oh... no....damn....thus is not happening..ud83dude14ud83dude14ud83dude14*"},{"id":343385199,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* please let this news be fake..ud83dude4fI have finally understood my feelings for...* ( heart crying out)"},{"id":343385200,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"*please give me chance*ud83dude30ud83dude30"},{"id":343385201,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"(end the phone call)"},{"id":343385202,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"(knock the door) Amy... ud83dude22"},{"id":343385203,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"ohh... shine what are you doing here?? *did he here something *ud83dude27"},{"id":343385204,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"I came here to hand over this file...please pass this to Ron okay??"},{"id":343385205,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"okay... I will ud83dude0a"},{"id":343385206,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"kk... then..... (turn back to leave and then stops)"},{"id":343385207,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"urmmm..... about your call just now....."},{"id":343385208,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"was that lily??? ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":343385209,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"errrr..... yes.. ud83dude05"},{"id":343385210,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"is she coming here for Christmas?? *please let it be a yesss ud83dude4f*ud83dude30ud83dude30"},{"id":343385211,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"no she’s not.... ud83dude14ud83dude14she’s spending it with someone else.....ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":343385212,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"ohhh...is it her friend or classmate???*please say yesss.... please ud83dude4f* ud83dude28ud83dude28"},{"id":343385213,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"urmmm.... I... don’t know.... it’s a guy Elly...or something... she’s living together with him!! ud83dude28ud83dude30"},{"id":343385214,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* haa... Eddy!! that rakeud83dude21*"},{"id":343385215,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"ohhh... hmmm.... I hope she’s fine there... ud83dude11ud83dude16"},{"id":343385216,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* so all this is true.... this is all my fault..ud83dude14ud83dude14ud83dude22(pain)"},{"id":343385217,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"yaaa.... i think so... she seems to by very happy from her voice... u263au263a"},{"id":343385218,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"*shittt.... she completely moved on!!!!!...damn me...ud83dude21ud83dude21 i am such a useless jerk!!!ud83dude2bud83dude2b*"},{"id":343385219,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"okay then.... I am leaving... ud83dude0a(forced smile)"},{"id":343385220,"character_id":5143110,"type":2,"content":"mhhmmm... bye"},{"id":343385221,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"in tge car.."},{"id":343385222,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"* have I completely lost her??? *ud83dude30ud83dude30"},{"id":343385223,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"no no that can’t happen!!!! nooo.... I can’t live without her... I want her back!! ud83dude2dud83dude25ud83dude25ud83dude2b"},{"id":343385224,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"but... she doesn’t want me anymore..... what am i gonna do???!!!!! ud83dude28"},{"id":343385225,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"*ohhh this hurts.... my heart is breaking to pieces... *ud83dude16"},{"id":343385226,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"please come back to me lily... forgive me and give me one more chance please ud83dude4f (pained voice saying to himself)"},{"id":343385227,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"now i realize how you felt everytime I rejected and insulted you... ud83dude25ud83dude14ud83dude14"},{"id":343385228,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"I am such a idiot basta*d....I was so cruel to you... ud83dude14ud83dude23"},{"id":343385229,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"i totally deserve this...."},{"id":343385230,"character_id":5143115,"type":2,"content":"i am unworthy of your love.... but lily.... I want you back ud83dude22ud83dude14( tears flowing)"}]}