heart out

{"messages":[{"id":376021819,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"the letter"},{"id":376021820,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"lily.... i don’t know how to say this....i don’t think you would understand this or forgive me....i don’t deserve your forgiveness anyway..... but i have to say this.. i love you lily...i have been missing you for a long time...since you left 3 years ago, i realized that how much you are important to me... since then i have been waiting for you to come, so that i could apologize and confess my feeling... i know i have made many mistakes.... i am guilty of that... but i have no choice now..except to win you back, because i can’t live without you... i want you back lily... my heart is breaking... i am yearning for your presence and sometimes i cry thinking of my stupid, cruel mistakes i have done to....your surprise visits..... your gifts... i miss everything of yours...don’t you want to see how i look when i wear those shirts you gifted me?? i wear it all the time now... lily please come back. come back to me okay.. i will make it up to you. please give me a chance. actually, i came here to ask your forgiveness and to make everything up to you. i wanted to make you love me again.... but now i have to return back... but lily... i will never leave you again.. i am going today.. but i am keeping my heart here... with you... otherwise i will wither away soon....without getting your warmth...see you again lily... i am waiting for you...i love you..always... yours only shine"},{"id":376021821,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"end"},{"id":376021822,"character_id":5143101,"type":2,"content":"(closees her eye. a tear falls down through her cheek)"},{"id":376021823,"character_id":5143101,"type":2,"content":"you love me now...."},{"id":376021824,"character_id":5143101,"type":2,"content":"you yearn for me....."}]}