Episode 35

{"messages":[{"id":843498646,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"(. u275b u1d17 u275b.)"},{"id":843498647,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3041479/chatstory/22835106/1635858337313.jpg","image_width":110,"image_height":61},{"id":843498648,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":843498649,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Continuation"},{"id":843498650,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":843498651,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":843498652,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Zane was sitting on a sofa, lost in his many thoughts, all about Avery."},{"id":843498653,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"His eyes were fixed at Avery, who was lying down on the bed, completely covered up by a blanket."},{"id":843498654,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":843498655,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"u30fbu30fbZane’s POVu30fbu30fb"},{"id":843498656,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was sitting here on the sofa since like half an hour, thinking about this boy lying on my bed."},{"id":843498657,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Of course him, he’s the only one who’s worth my time."},{"id":843498658,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I know he is lying on the bed, but he isn’t sleeping, I can see his shivering body, I can hear his little sobs, and the fact that I’m the reason of it just pu012bsses me off, that’s not what I want for fu016bcks sake!"},{"id":843498659,"character_id":16847384,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(slides hair up)"},{"id":843498660,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I took a new cigarettu00e8 and lit it up, the more I think about it, the more it stresses me out."},{"id":843498661,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3041479/chatstory/22835106/1635858338256.jpg","image_width":339,"image_height":160},{"id":843498662,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I know I’m the one to be blamed for his this condition, but I can’t help it."},{"id":843498663,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"This is just how I am."},{"id":843498664,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I can’t help but get annoyed thinking about him smiling at others but not me, him being happy with others but not me, it fking pu012bsses me off."},{"id":843498665,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jealousy is what they call it, this feeling is very .. frustrating, I’ve never felt this way ever before for anyone, anyone but him."},{"id":843498666,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I can get rid of this feeling easily though, all I have to do is, remove the cause of it and it won’t take much time, he’s so fragile his neck would break even if I hold it a bit tight."},{"id":843498667,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But no, I know I can never do that, just thinking about not seeing his face everyday now that I’ve finally found him after these years, scares me, another stupid feeling I’ve never felt."},{"id":843498668,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I want him to smile at me too, I want him to talk to me freely, I want him to want me as much as I want him, but once again I’ve messed up everything."},{"id":843498669,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I always do, I always mess up everything."},{"id":843498670,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Today as well, my heart felt heavy seeing him break down so much but as soon as he called out for his mother again, I snapped."},{"id":843498671,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Looking at him crying so desperately for someone else was more than enough for me to be mad."},{"id":843498672,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I don’t care if it’s his mother, the only person he should be wanting is me."},{"id":843498673,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I don’t want anyone else and nor should he."},{"id":843498674,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"u30fbu30fbEnd of Zane’s POVu30fbu30fb"},{"id":843498675,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":843498676,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":""},{"id":843498677,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"that’s it ud83eudd20"},{"id":843498678,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and yea one thing that I wanna say is-"},{"id":843498679,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I said Zane is the ML but I never said the plot will be "I’ll treat you like sht but you’ll love me anyways coz I’m the ML" no-"},{"id":843498680,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"u01aa(u02d8u2323u02d8)u0283 that ain’t gonna happen"},{"id":843520795,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"if Avery’s suffering then so will the others"},{"id":843520796,"character_id":16847384,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudc48 others"},{"id":843520797,"character_id":16847384,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudca2ud83dudca2"},{"id":843498681,"character_id":16848746,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so bye bye ud83dudc4bud83dudc40u2764ufe0fu2764ufe0f"}]}