Chapter 265 - I’m A Mess

{"messages":[{"id":785864642,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"This is Walt’s POV."},{"id":785864643,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What have I done..."},{"id":785864644,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Falling into my bed after leaving Laryssa back at her apartment, I covered my eyes in shame."},{"id":785864645,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I asked so pitifully for an extension for our temporary relationship..."},{"id":785864646,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Why am I doing this to myself?"},{"id":785864647,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"In the end, I won’t be able to be with her. Someone as bright and shiny as Laryssa doesn’t belong in the world that Daniel Gallow wants me to go into."},{"id":785864648,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I made a deal with him."},{"id":785864649,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Either I keep a teaching job here until I retire or I come and take over his large empire."},{"id":785864650,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"An empire filled with nothing but pain."},{"id":785864651,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I wouldn’t mind either way. I was confused why he suggested teaching at the university."},{"id":785864652,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I’m not a teacher figure, and I had to go through some quick training to be qualified."},{"id":785864653,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"However, now that I’ve met Laryssa, things are different."},{"id":785864654,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I want to keep my teaching job so that I can be with her."},{"id":785864655,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But if I get discovered dating a student, they’ll fire me and I’ll be forced to inherit Daniel’s empire."},{"id":785864656,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"In the process, even if I did cut off ties with Laryssa, someone would find out my weakness and she truly would be in danger."},{"id":785864657,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Urgh..."},{"id":785864658,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I fell back down onto my pillow before looking at my ceiling."},{"id":785864659,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yet I can’t help but cling onto her..."},{"id":785864660,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I want more of her."},{"id":785864661,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I blushed, covering my eyes."},{"id":785864662,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"More... of... her..."},{"id":785864663,"character_id":17045769,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ahhh... W-Walt..."},{"id":785864664,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I sat up on my bed, her moans haunting my mind."},{"id":785864665,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The way that she cowered beneath me, allowing me to do all sorts of things to her..."},{"id":785864666,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The feeling was so addicting."},{"id":785864667,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"What if... what if we got married?"},{"id":785864668,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"We’d be living in the same house and she’d tell me "Welcome back, honey!"."},{"id":785864669,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"She’d prepare me food and then, at night, I’d tease her and satisfy her until I had nothing left in me."},{"id":785864670,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That dream... I want it."},{"id":785864671,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I want it as badly as I want her."},{"id":785864672,"character_id":17045769,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Walt..."},{"id":785864673,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I can also hear her."},{"id":785864674,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I can feel her presence..."},{"id":785864675,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I ended up taking a cold shower, trying to calm my lower limb down a bit."},{"id":785864676,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"However, it just gave me time to sort out my thoughts."},{"id":785864677,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"At first, I saw Laryssa and thought that she was cute enough."},{"id":785864678,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But I realise now that I’ve fallen in love with her..."},{"id":785864679,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I’ve fallen in love with her, just like a train with only one destination."},{"id":785864680,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Once you put it in motion, it won’t stop until it’s at its destination."},{"id":785864681,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I marked her..."},{"id":785864682,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I kissed her."},{"id":785864683,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I made lxve to her..."},{"id":785864684,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I covered my mouth, looking up at the shower head, my eyes out of it."},{"id":785864685,"character_id":17048680,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I love her..."},{"id":785864686,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"-End of Chapter 265-"},{"id":785864687,"character_id":11078108,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Thank you for reading my book! 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