Whiskey

{"messages":[{"id":718659299,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"its been about 3 weeks now since I have given birth to my baby boy . I am tired, my body is aching and my b***sts are sore . I smell like puke and baby poop but that just me as much Liam wasn’t the one that gave birth he looks worst than I do . He now has a beard and looks scary as hell his eyes bloodshot showing evidence of lack of sleep and I got to say I love him even more"},{"id":718659300,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"just so you know we are never having s*x again i don’t want one more kid"},{"id":718659301,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"go and get some sleep I got him"},{"id":718659302,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you don’t get it do you .... he is perfectly fine right now but as soon as you close your eyes he open his big mouth"},{"id":718659303,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I wrap my hands around his waist pulling him close to me , he rest his head on my forehead before giving me a light kiss"},{"id":718659304,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"can’t we just give him away and go back for him when he is 18"},{"id":718659305,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"if only we could do that and then we would be bad parents"},{"id":718659306,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you are tired go take a nice long warm shower and lock yourself in one of the rooms and get some sleep I’ll be fine until you are awake"},{"id":718659307,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t want to leave you alone"},{"id":718659308,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"if I need help I’ll call you"},{"id":718659309,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"are you sure"},{"id":718659310,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"positive"},{"id":718659311,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I love you but him I am not so sure about I feel like they are punishments for all the wrongs I did in my life"},{"id":718659312,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"go get some rest let me take care of your punishment"},{"id":718659313,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"now I feel like you are my saviour"},{"id":718659314,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I run my hands through his hair and gave him a lingering kiss he goes to the shower while I take up the baby and feed him soon as he is full I burp him and he is asleep in no time"},{"id":718659315,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"its been a while since Liam had something nice home cooked meal to eat so I thought I’ll cook him.dinner something that can be cooked fast so that I have some time to sleep"},{"id":718659316,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"making shrimp pasta I then took a shower and lucky for me he decided to sleep for a long nap today"},{"id":718659317,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I lie in the bed in his nursery and God knows how long I have passed out its like I am dreaming that he woke up I can hear his voice but he is not crying it more sounds like cooing i quickly jump up giving myself an instant headache"},{"id":718659318,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"f**k"},{"id":718659319,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"go back to sleep"},{"id":718659320,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"where is the baby"},{"id":718659321,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he is fine thank you cherrie for dinner"},{"id":718659322,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"how long have I been out"},{"id":718659323,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I have been up for 2 hours so I guess a little longer"},{"id":718659324,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"you need help"},{"id":718659325,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no go back to sleep"},{"id":718659326,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I closed my eyes and I am out like light .....After sleeping for so long I feel like I got some well deserved rest i wake up and find that the house his strangely quiet ....."},{"id":718659327,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I walk around until I find Liam sitting in front of baby straing at him with his pacifier in his mouth"},{"id":718659328,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Liam everything okay"},{"id":718659329,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he quickly jumps up turning around to me with a shock look on his face"},{"id":718659330,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes everything is fine"},{"id":718659331,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"what did you do to him to make him so quiet"},{"id":718659332,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"nothing"},{"id":718659333,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"liam"},{"id":718659334,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"he is full and he likes his pacifier plus his diper is clean"},{"id":718659335,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"everything is perfect"},{"id":718659336,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"something is wrong"},{"id":718659337,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"what did you do"},{"id":718659338,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"nothing"},{"id":718659339,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I look over to Ashton (baby) and his eyes are starting to get droppy as if he is going to sleep"},{"id":718659340,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"see he is fine he just needs to sleep now"},{"id":718659341,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"let me put him in the nursery"},{"id":718659342,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"no"},{"id":718659343,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I mean let him stay here you don’t want to disturb besides he is already comfortable"},{"id":718659344,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I take up his bottle to get it clean and as soon as I open it I smell a light smell of whiskey , I drain what was left in my hand and taste it and just what I thought its whiskey"},{"id":718659345,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"LIAM"},{"id":718659346,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he runs to the kitchen and stops when he sees the bottle in my hands"},{"id":718659347,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was going to wash them"},{"id":718659348,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"the dirty bottle is not the problem its what inside is did you give the baby a f****ing whiskey to drink"},{"id":718659349,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"let me explain"},{"id":718659350,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"oh my god"},{"id":718659351,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ge was making a lot of noise and wouldn’t shut up for me sometimes when I am not able to sleep I take a shot of whiskey and it puts me to sleep"},{"id":718659352,"character_id":5827240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I just gave him a little"},{"id":718659353,"character_id":5827239,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I am going to kill you"},{"id":718659354,"character_id":5829591,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"gasp* don’t know if our Liam will survive now"},{"id":718659355,"character_id":5829591,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83cuddeeud83cuddf3 Happy Independence Day ud83cuddeeud83cuddf3"},{"id":718659356,"character_id":5829591,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jai Hind"},{"id":718659357,"character_id":5829591,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"love you all take care ud83dudc9cu2764"}]}