Admiration

{"messages":[{"id":575794024,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"At namjin’s house, 9:30pm"},{"id":575794027,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Namjoon came out of the bathroom after taking a refreshing warm shower. He threw the towel on the bed and proceeded to the dressing table for drying his hairs off."},{"id":575794028,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(sighs) Joonie, don’t throw the wet towel on the bed. Jesus, when will you learn."},{"id":575794029,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(grumbled jin who was lieing on the bed reading magazine, his head supported on the headboard)"},{"id":575794030,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, believe it or not but his husband is very nosy and a clean freak *sighs* but then also he is a love of his life)"},{"id":575794031,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Will do it after drying my hairs."},{"id":575794032,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Namjoon turned the hair dryer off and picking up a towel he went to the bathroom, hanging it there and returned back to the bed."},{"id":575794033,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Today Jungkook seemed very off."},{"id":575794034,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said as he laid beside jin)"},{"id":575794035,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(jin sighed and kept the magazine on the nightstand on which he wasn’t paying any attention to while reading coz his mind was occupied with the thoughts of his brother, he noticed too, today Jungkook was bit sad, he switched off the lights)"},{"id":575794036,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know....."},{"id":575794037,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Namjoon looked at jin on hearing his low tone as he quickly shifted close to him, engulfing him in his embrace. Jin buried his face in Namjoon’s chest, nuzzling there."},{"id":575794038,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I asked him why he was sad, he told me that he was missing his mother."},{"id":575794039,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he told and his face went more downcast)"},{"id":575794040,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The boy never had love of mother. He never saw his father, I know how must he feel."},{"id":575794041,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(chuckles wryly)"},{"id":575794042,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"After telling me the reason he pulled off a smile like he wasn’t sad at all. Fool, thinks he can hide it from me. (smiles weakly)"},{"id":575794043,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How can you miss someone whom you never met?"},{"id":575794044,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he asked caressing jin’s hairs looking at the wall infront of him)"},{"id":575794045,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he laid straight, resting his head on namjoon’s arm while staring at the ceiling)"},{"id":575794046,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You can namjoon...... you can"},{"id":575794047,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"************************"},{"id":575794048,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Meanwhile in the light of the moon and blanket of stars, a boy was sitting on a rooftop, occasionally eating chocolates from the packet while looking at the photo frame in his hand and running a thumb over it. The breeze was cold, aerilon’s weather is bit different, even in the summers, it gets cold at night."},{"id":575794049,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Jungkook was looking at his mother’s photo frame with a faint smile on his lips)"},{"id":575794050,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He then stared at the moon and blinked his eyes, he didn’t even realised when somebody else came and sat beside him.....it was none other than, taehyung."},{"id":575794051,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Not receiving a text from you whole day was very unusual."},{"id":575794052,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said as he looked at his side profile)"},{"id":575794053,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he looked at taehyung, his eyes already staring at him, hairlocks falling on his forehead, he smiled slightly, moving a pack of chocolates towards him)"},{"id":575794054,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Chocolates?"},{"id":575794055,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(shook his head)"},{"id":575794056,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No thanks. You shouldn’t eat them this much either, you’ll get cavities."},{"id":575794057,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(chuckles) I knew you would refuse and don’t worry about me i’ll be fine. Actually, chocolates makes me happy."},{"id":575794058,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook said and again looked at moon."},{"id":575794059,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Who’s she?"},{"id":575794060,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(taehyung asked observing the lady in the photoframe)"},{"id":575794061,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"She’s my mother."},{"id":575794062,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he said looking at taehyung)"},{"id":575794063,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hmm I guessed, you got her eyes btw."},{"id":575794064,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said, still his eyes fixed on the photo frame)"},{"id":575794065,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You think?"},{"id":575794066,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(nods)"},{"id":575794067,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(chuckles)"},{"id":575794068,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"She’s beautiful. I wish I could meet her."},{"id":575794069,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(taehyung didn’t knew what to say, so he kept quite)"},{"id":575794070,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"When I was little, I didn’t knew what mother is, what it feels like to have a mother, it didn’t affected me much."},{"id":575794071,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Then I went to school, saw the kids with their mothers. They used to come and drop them at school and kiss their foreheads and cheeks. Then I wished, why couldn’t I get it? Why did she had to go and leave me in this world.....alone?"},{"id":575794072,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Did she ever got a chance to kiss me and hold me in her arms? I don’t think so....."},{"id":575794073,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he bited his lower lip, caressing the photo frame and smiling faintly)"},{"id":575794074,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(chuckles wryly)"},{"id":575794075,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I got bullied for it too, that I killed my parents when I was born and that i’m a bad luck."},{"id":575794076,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung kept silent, his eyes never leaving jungkook, the words of the boy didn’t matched his expressions at all, he had this smile on his face."},{"id":575794077,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Taehyung, is there any moment in your life where you felt proud and happy about yourself?"},{"id":575794078,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he asked staring into his eyes)"},{"id":575794079,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(taehyung looked down, trying to recall something likely to the question, when was the last time he was happy about himself? When?.......he almost rewind his whole life but nothing like that came to his mind, his eyes widened a bit)"},{"id":575794080,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t...know"},{"id":575794081,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(said taehyung and looking up at Jungkook)"},{"id":575794082,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(groans)"},{"id":575794083,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ohh come on, you don’t always have to sound so suicidal and dark all the time."},{"id":575794084,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It kinda looks cool but you can open up with me you know."},{"id":575794085,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(furrows his brows)"},{"id":575794086,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No honestly..... I don’t know, perhaps I never felt like that."},{"id":575794087,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sighs rolling his eyes)"},{"id":575794088,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"One day I had enough of the world and its bullying. I was alone but not totally, I had hyung with me and that made it better. I finally decided to stand up for myself and prove those people wrong."},{"id":575794089,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I always try to do good in everything.... no matter how scary it is....no matter how tough it is...I just do it."},{"id":575794090,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook said looking at the moon and smiling once again. The moon light shining bright on his face, enlightening his features, his bambi eyes blinking. Taehyung stared at him like the time had stopped, he had no idea why the boy was talking about it so suddenly...... that too with him but he listened, every word of him held amount of emotions which taehyung hadn’t seen in eternity....or probably haven’t felt emotions for years."},{"id":575794091,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Then one day, I got to know that hyung has powers....that he is a witch."},{"id":575794092,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(laughs a bit)"},{"id":575794093,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I thought why am I so different than everybody else around me. Why always me? Why didn’t I got no powers of witch? Was I not worthy of it? It actually affected me a lot...."},{"id":575794094,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he said and his eyes blinking slowly)"},{"id":575794095,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung squinted his eyes....he understood something which Jungkook doesn’t know, has no idea of it. It wasn’t very hard for taehyung to figure out that why Jungkook doesn’t posses powers but now was not the time to say it, his focus was the bambi eyes boy right now. He kept listening to him, his words made taehyung wonder so many things about himself too."},{"id":575794096,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Then I thought, maybe i’m born to be different, that’s what makes me....."me"."},{"id":575794097,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(smiles)"},{"id":575794098,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I want nothing else but I just wanna be somebody, somebody admirable.......I never met my mother but I hope she’s watching me and I want her to be proud of me."},{"id":575794099,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That day taehyung’s eyes held something else for Jungkook.......it wasn’t lust, it wasn’t love either, nor it was a liking for the Jungkook’s smell.....it was admiration."},{"id":575794100,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"A smile crept on taehyung’s lips as he stared at jungkook who’s eyes were shinning bright while he was staring at the moon. The boy had nothing, no powers, no super abilities but what he had was.....that he believed in himself, most importantly in every situation he never forget to smile."},{"id":575794101,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You know what, I might have one chocolate."},{"id":575794102,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said grabbing Jungkook’s attention)"},{"id":575794103,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he quickly looked at taehyung and chuckled showing his bunny teeth)"},{"id":575794104,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Sure, open you mouth."},{"id":575794105,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Aaahhhhhhh (he said holding a piece of chocolate at tae’s mouth)"},{"id":575794106,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung smiled widely fluttering Jungkook’s heart, beautiful.....beautiful, Jungkook thought. Taehyung opened his mouth, popping the chocolate in and chewing on it."},{"id":575794107,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It tastes extra sweet."},{"id":575794108,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Because I fed you. (bunny teeth smile)"},{"id":575794109,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You always want to flirt somehow. Don’t you?"},{"id":575794110,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said looking at the moon)"},{"id":575794111,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(blushes)"},{"id":575794112,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"No! I never flirt with you!"},{"id":575794113,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung laughed and Jungkook pouted, slowly chuckling along with him too."},{"id":575794114,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":575794115,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":575794116,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}