Cold gazer and a Clown

{"messages":[{"id":595719822,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"At Felix’s house, 9:30pm"},{"id":595719823,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix and hyunjin were seated on the sofa while the movie was running on the TV. As his mom won’t be home tonight, so he has ordered a pizza for today’s dinner, hyunjin wasn’t eating though. Something happened on the screen which made Felix laugh and hyunjin looked at the boy who had pizza slice in his hand and was laughing so hard that he rested his head on hyunjin’s chest."},{"id":595719824,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin looked at him but didn’t said anything, the realisation hit felix as he sat straight and met his gaze with the other still laughing slightly."},{"id":595719825,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Sorry for that. (snorts)"},{"id":595719826,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Didn’t that made you laugh?"},{"id":595719827,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he asked rather shocked about how can someone not laugh at the scene he just witnessed)"},{"id":595719828,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin just shook his head looking down on his thighs, how could he tell felix that he wasn’t paying attention to what was going on the TV coz he was was busy looking at him."},{"id":595719829,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(sighing he kept the pizza slice down in the box on the table, he lowered the TV volume and shifted close to hyunjin)"},{"id":595719830,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What is it? You’re not eating anything, neither you’re watching the movie."},{"id":595719831,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Do you want me to turn off the TV?"},{"id":595719832,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said to hyunjin making him look at oneself)"},{"id":595719833,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You don’t need to do that."},{"id":595719834,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Okay, then atleast eat. Is there something else that you wanna eat?"},{"id":595719835,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I wanna drink the blood. Do you have it?"},{"id":595719836,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin saying that with an intense gaze made Felix scared a bit as his facial expressions went stiff until hyunjin looked away and felix let out a breath that he was holding in."},{"id":595719837,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"For a moment i thought you were serious and will suck the life out of me.(snorts)"},{"id":595719838,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I said I wanted blood, I never said that I wanted yours and I wasn’t serious anyways."},{"id":595719839,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(furrows his brows)"},{"id":595719840,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What do you mean? Are you saying that my blood is not good?"},{"id":595719841,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said bringing his face closer to him)"},{"id":595719842,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin didn’t bothered to look at him."},{"id":595719843,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I have a freaking best blood type, O positive. The most demanded one, whenever I go for blood donation, I feel like a fcking celebrity."},{"id":595719844,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you seriously arguing with me on such thing?"},{"id":595719845,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hell yes I am coz you were being a du00edck."},{"id":595719846,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(furrows his brows) What did you say?"},{"id":595719847,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix flinched retreating his face back and cleared his throat."},{"id":595719848,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry, I got carried away."},{"id":595719849,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin looked away from the boy and stared at the screen blankly."},{"id":595719850,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(sighs) Since you’re not interested in the movie then let’s talk."},{"id":595719851,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said grinning)"},{"id":595719852,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Talk about what?"},{"id":595719853,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix went silent giving it a thought for few seconds."},{"id":595719854,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How did you became a vampire? (he asked not knowing what else he could talk about, that seemed like a most highlighted topic in hyunjin’s case)"},{"id":595719855,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin went silent and looked down on his lap, felix kept looking at him waiting for him to speak, he didn’t knew that he had touched a sensitive topic. He sighed when hyunjin didn’t said anything and looked at the TV screen on which movie was still running but with low volume now."},{"id":595719856,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I had a tuberculosis."},{"id":595719857,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said making felix look at him)"},{"id":595719858,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When taehyung hyung came to seoul 70 years ago, he needed a shelter. So I allowed him to stay at my place."},{"id":595719859,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"At that time, tuberculosis didn’t had a cure and even if it had its not like I could afford it, I was poor."},{"id":595719860,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"One night I was dying coughing the blood then taehyung hyung saved me by turning me into a vampire."},{"id":595719861,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyunjin said it all in such a monotonous tone, whereas felix looked like he would cry if hyunjin kept going for few more seconds. Felix wasn’t a serious type of guy, but he did had a way of empathy and understanding emotions."},{"id":595719862,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Oh, that... must have sucked."},{"id":595719863,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t know, I had nothing but suffering and I thought it would be better if I die but this life is not bad either, as long as I get blood, I’m fine."},{"id":595719864,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(says and looks away)"},{"id":595719865,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix looked down biting his lower lip, lost in the thoughts. The silence made hyunjin look at the boy."},{"id":595719866,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"My father, he has an affair with another women in the city where he works. He stays there with an excuse of work and he doesn’t even visit us in holidays. It has been one year since he didn’t came home."},{"id":595719867,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Felix told looking at hyunjin)"},{"id":595719868,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He thinks we have no clue about it but we know everything. My mom accidentally checked his phone once. I think he has an illegitimate child too."},{"id":595719869,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Felix added looking down on his lap and then met his gaze with hyunjin)"},{"id":595719870,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why are you telling me this?"},{"id":595719871,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What!? I thought we were sharing things. (squeaks)"},{"id":595719872,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(groans) I have never told this to anyone but jungkook. You should atleast consider that and show me some warmth."},{"id":595719873,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Geez how cold can you be?"},{"id":595719874,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix rolled his eyes and sat straight, folding his legs comfortably, he fixed his eyes on the TV again."},{"id":595719875,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What else was I expecting from you? (he slightly scoffed, shaking his head without looking at hyunjin and sighed)"},{"id":595719876,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What do you want then?"},{"id":595719877,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix grinned at hyunjin and rolled his eyes again, looking back at the television screen."},{"id":595719878,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"A kiss on the forehead or a hug would have been so much better."},{"id":595719879,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix joked and laughed to himself but his smile disappeared when hyunjin actually turned his face towards himself and pecked his forehead. Felix turning red by every second, felt his heart skipping a beat. Hyunjin pulled back and sat back looking at the flustered boy."},{"id":595719880,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You have been asking it from a long time."},{"id":595719881,"character_id":11395344,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(He said, his expressions usual)"},{"id":595719882,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(gulps and releases the breath he was holding in)"},{"id":595719883,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(laughs slightly) If I knew that you would actually give me what I say, I would have asked for something better."},{"id":595719884,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix being felix joked again, and hyunjin averted his gaze but that day they both understood one thing that they can be much different to what they show to the world or how the world see’s them to be."},{"id":595719885,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"***********************"},{"id":595719886,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dudcf1Liar! If you would have asked me for a sleepover, I would have came. I can never say no to you."},{"id":595719887,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Jungkook squeaked and laughed mockingly)"},{"id":595719888,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudcf1And I didn’t wanted that, I rather wanted hyunjin to come and atleast spend sometime with me. So, I lied that you can’t make it and asked him to come."},{"id":595719889,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(grins)"},{"id":595719890,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(snorts)"},{"id":595719891,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dudcf1 I get it, where’s hyunjin?"},{"id":595719892,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudcf1He’s here, still sleeping."},{"id":595719893,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dudcf1You know that he can hear you right?"},{"id":595719894,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudcf1Shitt!"},{"id":595719895,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Felix’s mouth parted as he looked back on the bed at hyunjin who was seated straight and was looking at him with an intense gaze."},{"id":595719896,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":595719897,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":595719898,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}