Brother’s talk/ Forbidden path

{"messages":[{"id":602729312,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"At namjin’s house, 8:45 pm"},{"id":602729313,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Felix was there at the sleepover and right now he was lazily sitting on sofa with hoseok while their eyes were fixed on the TV screen, he was munching on the chocolate that jungkook gave him a while ago after the dinner, or he took it by himself from the fridge, that’s more correct to say it this way."},{"id":602729314,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook was in the kitchen, helping jin to finish doing the dishes. The brothers weren’t talking but rather working, jin was somehow trying to initiate the conversation that he has been wanting to about something specific from two days now. As soon as they were done with the cleaning, jungkook washed his hand while humming a music and soaked them dry with a towel hanging in the kitchen. "He seemed happy, is it okay to bombard him with the questions that has been going on in my mind", jin thought."},{"id":602729315,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Hyung, I’m going upstairs. Good night. Love you."},{"id":602729316,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he said smiling through his eyes and took a few steps further)"},{"id":602729317,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"Wait, I need to talk to you."},{"id":602729318,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(jin stopped him, saying the words from behind)"},{"id":602729319,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook turned his heels around and came forward, resting his palms on the kitchen slap."},{"id":602729320,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Yes, what is it? Is it something serious?"},{"id":602729321,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he asked being oblivious and tilted his head)"},{"id":602729322,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(he took a deep breath while looking at the younger and exhaled heavily)"},{"id":602729323,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"What is going on between you and taehyung?"},{"id":602729324,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It came to jungkook’s suprise and he flinched a bit at the words, standing straight not being as relaxed as before but anyways this has to come sooner or later, jungkook knew it and tbh he was himself planning onto telling jin about it."},{"id":602729325,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It’s clear that both taehyung and jungkook have feelings for each other but they haven’t said it out in words yet, have they? But also it doesn’t change a fact that how intimate and close they’ve gotten. Jungkook was bewildered about what exactly he should be telling jin about, his feelings? Taehyung’s feelings? Or the wonderful yet beautiful relationship and time they were having these days? Its all cannot be concluded in words. Jungkook looked down, scratching the back of his neck before looking up at jin again."},{"id":602729326,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Umm, we...have a thing going on."},{"id":602729327,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"Jungkook, you do know what you’re getting yourself into. Right?"},{"id":602729328,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(he asked rather being concerned, the lines on his forehead were evident)"},{"id":602729329,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Wh-what do you mean? (he asked brows furrowing)"},{"id":602729330,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"The path you’re going on, is forbidden. You shouldn’t let yourself drawn towards the feeling of affection and mistook it as love."},{"id":602729331,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"You and taehyung, are just not.....(sighs) I don’t know how to say this."},{"id":602729332,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(touching the bridge of his nose, he sighed)"},{"id":602729333,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"You need to understand this. There’s still a time when you can back off and choose what’s wise otherwise you’ll end up hurting yourself."},{"id":602729334,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"What are you talking about?"},{"id":602729335,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he said, putting more emphasis on the words this time)"},{"id":602729336,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"What I am saying is, that you shouldn’t involve yourself with taehyung."},{"id":602729337,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(he clarified)"},{"id":602729338,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"You know what he is and what you’re. I don’t need to explain it further. Do I?"},{"id":602729339,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(After hearing those words he looked down, a second passed and tears were already brimming in his eyes)"},{"id":602729340,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"What’s the problem with it?"},{"id":602729341,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he murmured clenching his fist, looking down at his feets, starting to feel completely perplexed with his own feelings...he felt angry, sad, tears in his eyes seemed to tell him that he wanted to cry too)"},{"id":602729342,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"You know it very well jungkook. Why do you want me to say it out loud?!"},{"id":602729343,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(he raised his voice a bit being tired of younger acting reckless)"},{"id":602729344,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"WHY!!! Why am I not allowed to do anything according to my will?"},{"id":602729345,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he yelled finally looking up as the tears splattered on the sideways of his face, the fist clenching more due to the anger)"},{"id":602729346,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The other’s outside exchanged a look and rushed towards the kitchen, standing on the entrance, witnessing jin and jungkook opposite to each other, only a kitchen slap was between them."},{"id":602729347,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"BECAUSE YOU STILL DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE A DECISION. DO YOU? (rasps)"},{"id":602729348,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"Jungkook you don’t understand what I’m trying to say here, you don’t know how painful the future can be for you!."},{"id":602729349,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(he said emphasising, the voice still filled with concern)"},{"id":602729350,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Jungkook this, jungkook that."},{"id":602729351,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"GOD DAMMIT!"},{"id":602729352,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(clenches his fist and rasps)"},{"id":602729353,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Why....why you must think that I can’t do anything on my own!"},{"id":602729354,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(the tears fell down but eyes were boiling with anger, it looked like all the anger was converting itself into the water and coming out from the eyes)"},{"id":602729355,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"And now....I’m not even free to feel how I feel towards anyone out there!"},{"id":602729356,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"WHY!? Tell me! (sniffles)"},{"id":602729357,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"And in case I haven’t mentioned I like du00eecks!!! What do you want me to do? Date girls?"},{"id":602729358,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"( he snapped)"},{"id":602729359,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Felix gasped, hobi stood stunned while namjoon widened his eyes, scowling at the younger."},{"id":602729360,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"JUNGKOOK!"},{"id":602729361,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"(he scolded)"},{"id":602729362,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook looked at namjoon with tears filled eyes and fierceness within them....he has never seen boy being like this before.....he must be really hurt this time. Jungkook’s attention halted when jin spoke......"},{"id":602729363,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"That’s not it!!"},{"id":602729364,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"Why would I question your su00e8xuality when I myself have a husband?"},{"id":602729365,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"It’s about taehyung’s identity. What he is, none of us can change it. And with the identity like that comes a great grieve to oneself and to their close one’s!"},{"id":602729366,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook just stood there, his expressions unreadable, looking down on his feets, his fingers digging into his palms he knew what jin was referring to but didn’t wanted to accept it.....he didn’t wanted to accept the difference that mortality and immortality beholds. But who was to blame?"},{"id":602729367,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Yes I have feelings for taehyung....so what about it? So what...if we are not alike....so what if he’s immortal......so what IF I DIE ONE DAY, LIEING IN THE GRAVE AND HE’LL BE STILL OUT THERE WALKING AS YOUNG AS HE IS NOW....SO WHAT!??"},{"id":602729368,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he rasped looking up once again on the last statement, voice cracking as now the tears were dripping down more, feeling a pang in his heart with every word he said)"},{"id":602729369,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jin stood there shooked and felt his eyes go numb too, he saw the way jungkook’s chest was heaving up and down due to the amount of painful words he had just used showing himself and realising himself about the reality."},{"id":602729370,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"I have never felt like this before...... for anyone."},{"id":602729371,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"I don’t know what this is and where it will take me. Perhaps it’ll be painful as you say but perhaps it might be beautiful if I make it to be."},{"id":602729372,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Perhaps is the reality that we create!"},{"id":602729373,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he said slamming a hand on his own chest)"},{"id":602729374,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"It’s not just about me, it’s about taehyung too. You just haven’t seen that guy talk. God dammit, it wasn’t even his choice to be this way. (sniffles, he couldn’t help but whimpered as he let out the words and taehyung’s face came into his mind, nobody..nobody should feel this unwanted, tears leaving his eyes more that he had to wipe them up to make his vision clear)"},{"id":602729375,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Why can’t he love or deserve to be loved? Why? Coz he’s immortal? Who make these rules?"},{"id":602729376,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Is there any place in this world where you can live without a sorrow? Whether a human, an animal, a vamp or a witch like you.... everyone has sorrows and pain is the part of our life. So don’t worry if I have to deal with it in my remaining life."},{"id":602729377,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"Affection and love can change anybody. We all feel, no matter how dead we are from the inside....feeling dead is also a feeling....and that’s what makes me and taehyung alike....we both feel something towards each other."},{"id":602729378,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook sniffled, previous tears already dried up on his cheeks while his nose was red and eyes were too. He wiped the remaining tears from his wet eyelashes before taking a one last look at jin and walking away, as soon as he did he was followed by felix."},{"id":602729379,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jin stood there, looking down at the kitchen slap as soon the tears dropped down on it, making a way through eyes towards his chin and then to the slap marble. Namjoon came and embraced him into a hug from the side."},{"id":602729380,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"I told you not to overdo it. (he said caressing his hairs)"},{"id":602729381,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"content":"(sniffling he turned around and hided his face into namjoon’s chest for sobbing hard)"},{"id":602729382,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Hobi just decided to walk away and give them all sometime coz at some situations sympathetic words do nothing but hurt your feelings more."},{"id":602729383,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Meanwhile jungkook sat down on the edge of his bed with a thud sound, felix came and sat beside him. The room was dark and jungkook found it good coz he didn’t wanted to be seen at the moment. Felix looked at him not knowing what to say for few seconds...."},{"id":602729384,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"content":"I mean...it was savage and all but..."},{"id":602729385,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"content":"(he gasped when sudden weight fell on his chest making him almost lose his balance, until he realised that jungkook had just hugged him, so tightly that he couldn’t even breath for a second)"},{"id":602729386,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"content":"Jung-jungkookah....."},{"id":602729387,"character_id":11255736,"type":2,"content":"(he slightly turned to the side before hugging jungkook back as felt his t-shirt getting wet on the shoulder)"},{"id":602729388,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(sniffles) Please don’t talk felix......"},{"id":602729389,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he said hugging him more tight)"},{"id":602729390,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Felix breathed out and nodded, caressing the other’s back."},{"id":602729391,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":602729392,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":602729393,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}