Dear Diary.....

{"messages":[{"id":621826173,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Next day"},{"id":621826174,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"While driving off to the college namjoon looked at jungkook who was sitting on the passenger’s seat and was looking out of the window, his expressions as dull as ever, he seemed like he didn’t even had a sleep last night but then again neither did jin has been having a proper sleep since these two days of catastrophe, namjoon knows coz he has seen it."},{"id":621826175,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"Jungkook."},{"id":621826176,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"(he called with his gaze fixed on the road)"},{"id":621826177,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"What is it hyung?"},{"id":621826178,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook answered as he turned his face towards the elder. Namjoon without saying anything parked the car on the side of a road and unbuckled his seat belt in order to turn slightly towards jungkook."},{"id":621826179,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"Talk to me, what is going on in your mind?"},{"id":621826180,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Namjoon asked resulting in jungkook to look down on his lap, anxiety taking place in his mind as he played with his fingers not answering the question and how could he when he himself didn’t knew what was wrong with him."},{"id":621826181,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"(sighs) Look, I know how you feel. We all know."},{"id":621826182,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"Jin is in the same pain as you are."},{"id":621826183,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"I don’t know what you’re thinking but let me tell you this one thing that your brother has never hated you, he had always loved you and he always will."},{"id":621826184,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"He didn’t told you about the truth coz he had his own reasons for it. I’m sorry for what you guys have been through but not talking it out isn’t gonna help you either."},{"id":621826185,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Namjoon stated in one breath not being able to see jungkook nor jin being so distraught anymore. Jungkook could feel the tears brimming into his eyes but kept silent coz he didn’t knew what to say, he didn’t had a answer for it, his mind and heart were nill these days......"},{"id":621826186,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"I.... don’t..know"},{"id":621826187,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"content":"(he said while his head still down with a crack in his voice but held back the tears)"},{"id":621826188,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Namjoon not wanting to push the kid to his brink of an outburst went silent for few seconds as he stretched his hand towards the backseat and picked up his laptop bag. Jungkook with his peripheral vision could see namjoon taking something out of the bag, trying to figure out what it was shifted his eyes towards the side and just then namjoon handed him a diary"},{"id":621826189,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"Here, I think you should read it."},{"id":621826190,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"(he said waving the black leather covered diary simultaneously infront of jungkook)"},{"id":621826191,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook looked at namjoon as he timidly took the diary from his hand and opened the first page."},{"id":621826192,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"Now is not the time. Take a look at it later when you’re alone and free."},{"id":621826193,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"(Namjoon said as he smiled through his pursed lips)"},{"id":621826194,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"It’s jin’s journal, I sneaked it out for you coz he himself would have never showed it you."},{"id":621826195,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"(namjoon said with his eyes fixed on the road before he looked back at jungkook again, he couldn’t help but pat his head)"},{"id":621826196,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"content":"And if you wanna talk then just know that I’m here."},{"id":621826197,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook nodded and smiled a bit at namjoon before sliding the diary into his backpack."},{"id":621826198,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"**********************************"},{"id":621826199,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Jungkook came home after the college as he threw his bagpack on the chair of his study table, being exhausted he took a shower and exchanged into some comfy clothes. He just threw himself on the bed, laying flat on his back as he stared at the ceiling blankly for a moment, his eyes automatically trailed at his backpack as he turned his head towards the side. He got up and took out a diary, it wasn’t a fancy one but rather it was simple yet pretty due to the black shiny leather covering it with a clothed shiny white bookmark attached to it. Jungkook took a look at it as he moved towards the bed and crawled, sitting comfortably on the centre. He didn’t knew why but he felt nervous, as he opened the very first page of the diary."},{"id":621826200,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":""Dear Diary, I’m sad coz my parents are not with me anymore" Jungkook read the first page with only two sentences occupying it, he anticipated that jin must have written it in a very young age that’s why he couldn’t really wrote down his feelings forming words. He glided his fingers over a bit sandy textured page turning it up."},{"id":621826201,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":""Dear Diary Today i got a brother, he is really cute, he isn’t my real one but still I find him cute....is it bad?" "Dear, Diary Today my brother called me hyung, I felt very much loved after so long" "Dear Diary My brother has started to walk today, grandma said that he was taking baby steps and i’ll have to teach him how to walk" "Dear Diary, I know it has been a long time since I have written anything, I got really busy, I have to take care of the house and my brother while granny is gone for a work. She works in a flower shop, we don’t have much money with us. She said I can’t work right now as I’m young too but one day I’ll work very hard and give my brother all the happiness in the world. I’m 14 now and he is 9 years old. I can’t wait to grow big and take my brother to anywhere he wants" "Dear Diary, Today I got into a fight with one of my classmates coz he called jungkook a cursed child, I told him the "f" word and punched him across the face and got detention. Granny said that I shouldn’t say bad words but I couldn’t hold myself back when he was bullying jungkook""},{"id":621826202,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tears started to flow down from jungkook’s eyes as he kept wiping them to keep his vision still and clear to read, with heavy puffs of breaths he was gulping the lumps in his throat as proceeded to read further, the pages containing similar events.....he kept reading until he reached to specific pages with a decent handwriting, jin must have written it recently."},{"id":621826203,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"" I was 6 years old when my father(kim man seok) told us that he had an affair with another women, who was now seven months pregnant with his illegitimate child. My mother(kim jenji) and he used to have lot of fights and arguments. Their relationship wasn’t good even before he came up with his affair. I know....atleast now I do, I could hear them in my room. Then he got married with her. My mother was a witch and his second wife(jeon ahnjong) was a human. My mother never accepted her but my father gave her all the facilities while her last months of pregnancy and kept her in the outhouse as she wasn’t allowed in our main house coz it would mean another dispute. After 2 months my parents died in a car crash, when they were returning from seoul. From long ages we have served royals of kim dynasty, being a witch it’s our responsibility, my parents were coming back from one of those tasks. Meanwhile on the same night, Jungkook’s mother passed away too while giving him birth. The night was dark, rainy and stormy, within few minutes we both became orphans.""},{"id":621826204,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":""I was very young to understand death. My grandmother took us both in. All our property was confiscated by the bank as my father left nothing for us, he had high amounts of debts My grandmother taught me everything, from how to use my power to how to control them. Meanwhile Jungkook was born as a human. We tried to manifest his abilities thinking that he might be a half witch but no.....he wasn’t one, he was a simple human being. We decided to keep this all hidden from him for his best. My grandmother left us too when I turned 18 and Jungkook was 13. I was suppose to tell him everything when he grows up but I never did.......i never got guts to do so. I did many part time jobs and paid our fees and between all of this, one day I found namjoon who became a great support for us, he even helped me to take a loan and open my cafe Jungkook still doesn’t know that I had a different mother, he thinks that i’m the son of Ahnjong too and he goes by mother’s name coz she loved him a lot and that, it was her last wish to name him jeon Jungkook. All these years I have suppressed my powers and tried to live like a normal person for the sake of my brother. I don’t want him to get hurt. All the secrets I have piled up seems to get unfolded and i’m scared of losing him coz the truth is that I love him.......I love him more than anything, he was the only one person who made me feel like that I had a family when I was alone, only both of us were there for each other.....""},{"id":621826205,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":""I don’t know why am I writting all of it......maybe just to lighten up my heart or perhaps I want my brother to find this diary and know the thruth which I couldn’t tell him due to my cowardice and I doubt if I ever will....maybe I couldn’t be that of a great brother that I used to think I’ll become......""},{"id":621826206,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It was the last page being followed by empty diary further, jungkook took a shaky breath in as the sobs left his mouth, wetting the lemon yellow page when the tears dropped down on it.....his heart shattered as his voice croaked due to the cries, he hugged the the diary closer to his chest taking small sniffles feeling overwhelmed by the emotions..........just when he was colliding into the puddle of tears, his door knocked as he swiftly looked at the door, setting the diary aside and wiping his tears off, making him look presentable before he uttered a small "come in"."},{"id":621826207,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"content":"Hey you okay?"},{"id":621826208,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taehyung asked with worried expressions on his face, still holding the door open behind him as he entered the room."},{"id":621826209,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":621826210,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":621826211,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}