Believe in you

{"messages":[{"id":633693617,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"At namjin’s house, 8:30pm"},{"id":633693618,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"When everyone finished eating except jungkook who still had food left in his plate, was staring at it blankly, resting his cheek on his one palm while he continued to think what happened a while ago."},{"id":633693619,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The others noticed, jin signalled namjoon and hobi to move the dishes into the kitchen while he’ll be handling jungkook and both nodded as they walked away. Jin looked at his younger brother who still wasn’t disturbed at all."},{"id":633693620,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Is there anything you wanna talk about?"},{"id":633693621,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin said snapping jungkook out his trance as he looked up."},{"id":633693622,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ohh you all are finish eating. I’m sorry, I spaced out. I’ll finish it quickly now."},{"id":633693623,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he blabbered as he started to stuff his mouth with the remaining food)"},{"id":633693624,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin looked at him as a soft smile formed on his face."},{"id":633693625,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You seem distracted ever since you came home after seeing taehyung. Did something happened?"},{"id":633693626,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he inquired in a gentle tone)"},{"id":633693627,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook set the chopsticks down as he swallowed the last bite while his mind wandered off to taehyung...."},{"id":633693628,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It’s....you know, he always pushes me away like whenever he is upset or something and I wanna be there for him.... it’s like he just wanna suffer alone and it hurts me to see him that way...."},{"id":633693629,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(jungkook replied, eyes getting numb as he digged the fingers into his palm under the table)"},{"id":633693630,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin understood what was making his bother so restless. He chuckled softly grabbing jungkook’s attention, bambi eyes looking at him questioningly."},{"id":633693631,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Do you really think you’re the only one to whom he has ever told to leave and go away?"},{"id":633693632,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin questioned and jungkook widened his eyes, quickly comprehending the span of years taehyung has lived, it’s impossible that only he has been told to leave by taehyung, infact it’s taehyung’s tendency to push people away from him as much as possible......he never wants them to see his vulnerable side."},{"id":633693633,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He has told that to many people and you know what?"},{"id":633693634,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(jin took a pause as jungkook looked at him with impatient eyes to hear it further)"},{"id":633693635,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When he did, people have actually walked away from his life and gave up on him."},{"id":633693636,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jin said as he smiled softly....... Taehyung has always been lonely and it was no different than jungkook’s childhood....he knows very well how it feels like, it makes you hollow and taehyung has reached the point where he tries cover up all his pain with that one cold look."},{"id":633693637,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Taehyung is like a hard shell, he is really difficult to break, his cold looks decieves his inner darkness and loneliness."},{"id":633693638,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He might push you away, but you have no idea how much relief your words must provide him."},{"id":633693639,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook stared at jin who just chuckled softly."},{"id":633693640,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know, coz I used to be like that before too."},{"id":633693641,"character_id":11223369,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(sighs) So don’t feel downhearted, go back to him tomorrow again."},{"id":633693642,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook smiled softly seeing jin stand up who ruffled his hairs and kissed his head before carrying the empty plate towards the kitchen. Jungkook looked down at the wooden surface of the dinning table, smiling at how true jin’s words were, he still feel hurt but that’s different kind of heart, a hurt you feel when you empathise with someone, and that’s exactly what jungkook did...... taehyung might have sounded cold talking to him like that but his voice sounded somewhat protective.....like he just wants to protect jungkook from himself, and that’s what hurted him more but relieved him at the same time, knowing that he will go to him tomorrow again anyways.... there’s no chance he is one of those people."},{"id":633693643,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"*************************"},{"id":633693644,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Next day At vampire’s house, 1:30pm"},{"id":633693645,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook reached the door step as he sucked a deep breath in before hesitantly pressing the doorbell. He cluched tighly onto the hem of his shirt when the door creaked opened and he looked up, meeting the gaze of taehyung which was unreadable. Taehyung fully opened the door and let the younger in. Jungkook quickly went and sat on the sofa, his footsteps timid as he did."},{"id":633693646,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung came and sat beside him, not so close as he leaned against the sofa and rested his head back, staring at the ceiling. Jungkook slowly shifted his eyes towards him, biting his lower lip and an awkward silence held between them."},{"id":633693647,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Is nobody home?"},{"id":633693648,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he asked as he decided to initiate the conversation somehow)"},{"id":633693649,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No."},{"id":633693650,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he replied without sparing jungkook a glance)"},{"id":633693651,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ohh...."},{"id":633693652,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he said and looked away)"},{"id":633693653,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"They stayed silent for a brief moment and the younger kept looking at taehyung’s side profile, not knowing what exactly he should be saying further."},{"id":633693654,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jungkook...."},{"id":633693655,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he called and jungkook shifted in his place)"},{"id":633693656,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I told you, you shouldn’t get close to me. It will save a lot of trouble for both of us. Didn’t I?"},{"id":633693657,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook remembered as his brows got furrowed."},{"id":633693658,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yeah, and where exactly you’re getting with this?"},{"id":633693659,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"As long as you stay with me, I’m gonna hurt you, coz that’s how i am and I hate it."},{"id":633693660,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said as he sat straight and finally looked dead in the eyes at jungkook)"},{"id":633693661,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The look which jungkook hated most, those dead eyes is what he can’t stand, they shred his heart and provide him so much pain.....nobody....nobody should be allowed to feel that way about themselves."},{"id":633693662,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"So what are you suggesting, that I should go back home again and leave you here alone?"},{"id":633693663,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he said clenching his fist as tears brimmed into his eyes)"},{"id":633693664,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Coz if that’s what it is then quit on this thought of yours coz I’m going nowhere."},{"id":633693665,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The younger sniffled as he wiped his teary eyes and sat facing straight, avoiding taehyung’s gaze."},{"id":633693666,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Shitt, you always say that I’m a crybaby but you don’t know you’re the reason for it. I can’t control my emotions when it comes to you."},{"id":633693667,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook stated as he stared at the floor, and exhaled calming himself down before his eyes trailed towards taehyung again."},{"id":633693668,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yesterday, you simply said that you’ll sacrifice yourself. What does that even mean?"},{"id":633693669,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What about the people who loves you? Yoongi hyung who consider you as his everything and can go to any extent for you and what about Jiminie to whom you’re a bestfriend? Hyunjin who looks at you like you’re his elder brother?"},{"id":633693670,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Jin hyun, namjoon hyung and hobi hyung, who have started to see you as a family?"},{"id":633693671,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What about them?"},{"id":633693672,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(his voice got raised as he bombarded taehyung with questions taking a pause and his eyes again went teary)"},{"id":633693673,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"And....what about me?"},{"id":633693674,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook said, his voice trailing off as he gulped a lump in his throat and tears dropped down his cheeks no matter how hard he was trying not to cry, he quickly wiped them off as he sat straight again and taehyung looked at him stunned, being at lost of the words."},{"id":633693675,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sniffles) There’s no way, I’m letting you starve yourself anymore."},{"id":633693676,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You have to overcome your fear and start feeding yourself. If there’s something that needs to leave then it’s fear of your past and wrong conviction about yourself."},{"id":633693677,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook claimed staring right into taehyung’s eyes. Taehyung let out a sigh as he leaned back against the sofa, feeling defeated infront of the boy.....by all means, his heart, body, emotions, mind everything that he possess at the moment, he felt drowning into the pool of vulnerability."},{"id":633693678,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m here to help you. You can drink my blood at first. I’m more than happy to do that for you."},{"id":633693679,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(He said not hesitating even a bit as he cluched onto his chest confidently)"},{"id":633693680,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why?..."},{"id":633693681,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he questioned as his eyes were blankly fixed at the ceiling, unlikely to his thoughts)"},{"id":633693682,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why and how can you make such an offer even when I have told you about my past, knowing what risk it contains. How can you be so confident?"},{"id":633693683,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Taehyung said as he sat straight again, looking at jungkook for an answer)"},{"id":633693684,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"That’s because I believe in you."},{"id":633693685,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook said and he smiled till his eyes at taehyung."},{"id":633693686,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I believe in you more than anybody ever will."},{"id":633693687,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The younger smiled and taehyung felt himself getting caught fully off guarded, feeling his heart filled up to the brim, he clenched his fist being overwhelmed and gritted his teeths as his eyes dropped down....."},{"id":633693688,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’re so highly stupid jungkook......"},{"id":633693689,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said through his gritted teeths clenching his fist more)"},{"id":633693690,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook’s mouth opened in bewilderment as he looked at taehyung who in the meantime happen to look up at him with tears collected in the corner of his eyes. Jungkook’s face went to normal as his lips curved up in a soft smile, seeing taehyung gulped up all the tears."},{"id":633693691,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’re so stupid that makes me wanna...."},{"id":633693692,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook shrieked when the elder suddenly pulled him by his wrist and he found himself being engulfed into a hug. Taehyung with deep breaths hugged him tighter, burying his face into younger’s neck founding an indefinable comfort. Jungkook smiled softly as he brought his hands up to caress taehyung’s back and hairs....."},{"id":633693693,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":633693694,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":633693695,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}