Your existence, My relief

{"messages":[{"id":659274652,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Taehyung, you’re not hitting me hard enough."},{"id":659274653,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook complained while they were training. The afternoon had already left, nobody was their in the training grounds except them. Jungkook not being satisfied with his morning training, insisted taehyung on having a hand to hand combat with him."},{"id":659274654,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I can’t, I don’t wanna hurt you. That’s why I didn’t agreed for it on the very first day."},{"id":659274655,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(taehyung replied looking at the boy all distressed)"},{"id":659274656,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(groans) You are going easy on me!"},{"id":659274657,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook wailed, squatting down onto the ground and scratching his hairs."},{"id":659274658,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What pisses me off is even when you’re too easy with me, I can’t even take a single hit on you."},{"id":659274659,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"And I think that day yoongi hyung also went easy on me. What am I suppose to do I don’t know!"},{"id":659274660,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook ranted, ruffling his hairs and making them dishevelled."},{"id":659274661,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t think this way I’ll be able to defeat kaguyam."},{"id":659274662,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung who was silently hearing him till now, leaned down to jungkook’s level, the younger looked up at him, finally meeting elder’s gaze, bambi eyes all glistened."},{"id":659274663,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Kaguyam? You wanna fight with him on your own?"},{"id":659274664,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(taehyung asked rather in a serious yet gentle tone)"},{"id":659274665,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ofcourse I do, he called me weak, I wanna prove him wrong and I want to take revenge from him for almost killing jimin hyung.I have my own scores to settle with him."},{"id":659274666,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(jungkook replied in one breath, sighing in the end and going back to scratch his hairs)"},{"id":659274667,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"But how would that be possible when I’m actually this weak. I’ll lose and will be dead on the spot."},{"id":659274668,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung’s expressions went softened as he stretched his hand to grab younger’s chin and made him look at oneself. Jungkook went quiet, nose red as he sniffled."},{"id":659274669,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I won’t let that happen."},{"id":659274670,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said, gently caressing younger’s chin with his thumb while looking into his bambi eyes)"},{"id":659274671,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tears brimmed into jungkook’s said eyes as he bited his lower lip."},{"id":659274672,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hey, now why are you crying?"},{"id":659274673,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sniffles) I don’t know, I don’t wanna cry but-"},{"id":659274674,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook is a person who doesn’t like to accept defeat, he is really sensitive and competitive at the same time. He has emotional outbursts when he wants something but can’t get it or achieve it."},{"id":659274675,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung sighed as he stoop up and gave his hand to jungkook motioning him to stand up, jungkook looked at him confused with shiny eyes due to the tears."},{"id":659274676,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You need to lighten up a bit."},{"id":659274677,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Come with me."},{"id":659274678,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said grabbing jungkook’s hand and pulling him up to stand."},{"id":659274679,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"But I’m all sweaty, where are you taking me?"},{"id":659274680,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(jungkook questioned wiping his remaining tears with the back of his hand)"},{"id":659274681,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That doesn’t matter, you’re still smelling sweet as fck. Makes me wanna eat you."},{"id":659274682,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung inaudibly muttered under his breath while moving forward hand in hand with jungkook who couldn’t figure out elder’s words."},{"id":659274683,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What was that?"},{"id":659274684,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he asked brows furrowed)"},{"id":659274685,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Nothing, I said it’s not very far. You’ll be just fine."},{"id":659274686,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung replied changing his statement as they got out of the castle. Helzmere was situated between the hills, greenery was all their to see. Taehyung took him to the nearby field. The cold breeze in air, brushed jungkook’s cheeks, drying off all his sweat and a smile appeared on his face. They walked in seeing the sun which was about to set, the sky sprawling into the shades of orange and yellows. Jungkook climbed up on a heap like rock, inhaling a deep breath and then exhaling it, releasing all his stress. He then looked at taehyung who softly smiled at him."},{"id":659274687,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It’s good here, you were right I really needed to lighten up afterall."},{"id":659274688,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook giggled to which taehyung softly chuckled moving forward."},{"id":659274689,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Taehyung I’m gonna be okay, right?"},{"id":659274690,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook said, following the elder who had his hands shoved in his pockets and was looking down at the ground while walking. At his wise silence, jungkook furrowed brows staring at his face, waiting for him to say something."},{"id":659274691,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ofcourse, you’ll be."},{"id":659274692,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung finally replied making the younger smile who happily moved further, the elders words provided him relief."},{"id":659274693,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ofcourse, I’m gonna be alright and if I won’t then I have you. There’s no chance I’m gonna lose."},{"id":659274694,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he giggled, turning his head back to look at taehyung)"},{"id":659274695,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung met the gaze with younger, a small smile etching on his lips."},{"id":659274696,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m not that great you think I’m you know."},{"id":659274697,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said and took a pause and went on)"},{"id":659274698,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t know why but you make me seem so noble even when I have done unacceptable things too."},{"id":659274699,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung took a glance at him before setting his eyes on the front again."},{"id":659274700,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"At some point everybody do things which they later realise and consider unacceptable."},{"id":659274701,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"All the things you’ve done and the things you currently do and will do in future are just mere details of your life, they aren’t your existence itself, they exist along with you."},{"id":659274702,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Whatever happens, for me taehyung is taehyung and taehyung is a good man."},{"id":659274703,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook stated maintaining an eye contact with the elder and smiled in the end. Taehyung remained quiet, and continued to look at the ground. Jungkook moving along with him got startled when the elder swiftly came and stood behind him as if he had teleported himself, giving a kiss on younger’s crook, he made his breath hitched as jungkook slightly turned his head enough to meet taehyung’s gaze."},{"id":659274704,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Thank you."},{"id":659274705,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he said as he smiled)"},{"id":659274706,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(chuckles) Geez, haven’t you gotten faster?"},{"id":659274707,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(jungkook said letting out a breath that he was holding in)"},{"id":659274708,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung hummed, coming to stand beside him."},{"id":659274709,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yeah, ever since I started to consume human blood again. My body has improved a lot and it’s all thanks to you once again."},{"id":659274710,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said as now they were standing still. Jungkook gave him a cheeky smile."},{"id":659274711,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m so glad to hear it."},{"id":659274712,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung smiled softly before looking at the sun which will be setting anytime soon now. Jungkook followed his gaze and settled his eyes on the beautiful view too."},{"id":659274713,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You can sit if you want."},{"id":659274714,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said, sitting on the grass himself as jungkook too sat next to him, hugging his knees close. A calm silence withheld between them and none among the two tried to break it for a while as savouring the peace they kept staring at the view, hearing the birds chirping."},{"id":659274715,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You know..."},{"id":659274716,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung muttered grabbing younger’s attention who looked at him."},{"id":659274717,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"In all these years that I’ve lived, I have seen a lot of blood and carnage, wars, conflicts and what not. People kill people to satisfy the urge of overpowering the other and believe me it wasn’t a joyful sight. It has never been and it’ll never be."},{"id":659274718,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Taehyung said, looking at the boy whose bambi eyes went wider with mouth a bit agape)"},{"id":659274719,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Having a fire inside you in order to defeat someone is good but never let it destroy your true self."},{"id":659274720,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Do you understand?"},{"id":659274721,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said snapping the younger to the real world who was busy to realise his words and the true meaning of them. He rapidly nodded his head at the elder."},{"id":659274722,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yes I understand."},{"id":659274723,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung gave a slight nod before breaking the gaze with him. A smile appeared on jungkook’s lips, if he wasn’t feeling better before than he sure do now. He felt all the unnecessary rage and frustration washing away as he looked at the sun."},{"id":659274724,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Taehyung."},{"id":659274725,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hmm?"},{"id":659274726,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Thank you."},{"id":659274727,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"They both looked at each other at the same time as jungkook watched the elder to lean closer and a place a kiss on his lips. He closed his eyes, feeling the soft lips before they were gone and along with it he opened his bambi eyes just to see taehyung staring at the sun again. He looked in the front too, slowly extending his hand towards the elder as taking taehyung’s hand he interwined their fingers, seeing the sun going down between the hills."},{"id":659274728,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Their activity was halted when a butterfly came and sat on their interwined hands on the ground. They both looked at her as jungkook giggled touching the wings of it and it flied away."},{"id":659274729,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook’s eyes then trailed towards the elder who stared back at him, cocking his brow questioningly. Jungkook shook his head in response."},{"id":659274730,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung smiled before holding younger’s chin and pressing their lips together.. Jungkook quickly responded, returning back the soft kisses, keeping his non-interwined hand on taehyung’s face. The sun set down between the hills as they kissed under the light of it."},{"id":659274731,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":659274732,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":659274733,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}