Die or live

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Their back will be covered in honey or sweet syrup and many ants will be released (their hands are tied) .The ants will bite their backs. then the wound created by ants is treated by adding salt water with chilly powder ud83dude08"},{"id":876569340,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"So... Johan will die after 10 years due to kidney failure."},{"id":876569341,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He doesn’t have any regrets for hurting Juvel. He thinks that what he did was not wrong."},{"id":876569342,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"......"},{"id":876569343,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Before calling Juvel.... Jude read the note that she left on her table for him."},{"id":876569344,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"....."},{"id":876569345,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"one day Jude entered Juvel’s room"},{"id":876569346,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"hmm.. it’s the first time I have seen this room opened. *looks around * .{He saw a broken framed photo of him. } Ha.. does she hate me that much? She even breaked my childhood photo. [it was actually broked by Johan. she kept it safely in her room ] .(He said that mom ju didn’t want to see me after I left her) . why do I have a mother like her? A mother that doesn’t care about others... How can she even think about me if she’s mentally ill ud83dude44? Father told that she was a mental patient ....He didn’t allow me to enter this room. He warned me that she will even try to kill me . Oh! this room is sound proof. Hmm.... I don’t visit this house much... I came here once in 5 months. This room was always locked. ... I don’t even have a slight memory of me with her. Was she kind to me? Did she cared for me?"},{"id":876569347,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"....."},{"id":876569348,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Whenever Jude visited she would call out his name but nobody hears it."},{"id":876569349,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"......"},{"id":876569350,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"There was a wooden shelf inside her room"},{"id":876569351,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Novels?..... when did she buy these?"},{"id":876569352,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He searches everywhere in her room .He finally found a diary under her bed which was kept inside a large box."},{"id":876569353,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That box had his clothes when he was a baby to when he was 5 years old, All the birthday gifts that she brough for him (she collected them which was thrown out by him and also the ones that she wasn’t able to give him) and a family photo of him, Johan and Juvel."},{"id":876569354,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"my.... old belongings?....."},{"id":876569355,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He started reading that diary...."},{"id":876569356,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"it only had one page written on it.....and that single page made Jude burst into tears."},{"id":876569357,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""Today was Jude’s 17th birthday. I didn’t see him around here.it’s been a few months after he last opened this room. I immediately went out to buy a gift like every year. I brought a shirt this time and as always he didn’t come today " I love and care the most about you...my only baby Jude.I wish you will have a happy life without me. I wanted to see you but he doesn’t allow me.When did I last hug you? old memories are always sweet.. I won’t blame you for not caring about me but Atleast don’t hate this mother."},{"id":876569358,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Father.....how did you manage to hide her these many years? *falls on his knees * you told me that she hated seeing me..... why did I even believe you father?.... I’m an idiot... always... I’m pathetic"},{"id":876569359,"character_id":21309357,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3480323/chatstory/23520576/1637812883235.jpg","image_width":109,"image_height":164},{"id":876569360,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I clearly remember that day when I left her..... I left her alone ....*crying * ...... I didn’t came back to her. I will make up with her when she comes ba- *notices a note on the table *"},{"id":876569361,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Huh? *reads it *"},{"id":876569362,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3480323/chatstory/23520576/1637812883925.jpg","image_width":277,"image_height":94},{"id":876569363,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*badum * *badum *"},{"id":876569364,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"don’t.... cry..... even......if... 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The door is opened?"},{"id":876569396,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jude..... did you open Her room?"},{"id":876569397,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*slient *"},{"id":876569398,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I told you not to open this room. She is crazy... she might attack other people. she might do something dangerous *cough *"},{"id":876569399,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"how Many times I have to tell you?"},{"id":876569400,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*falls on his knees *"},{"id":876569401,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She isn’t a mental patient....."},{"id":876569402,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"what?!"},{"id":876569403,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you were lying father...."},{"id":876569404,"character_id":21309357,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3480323/chatstory/23520576/1637812885464.jpg","image_width":114,"image_height":64},{"id":876569405,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Did.. did she tell you something? (fu*k I should have killed her yesterday....nobody was going to notice it but... wait... 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Atleast you will have had a good life..."},{"id":876569426,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Her body was taken away..."},{"id":876569427,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"it started raining..."},{"id":876569428,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(please.... if you have a second life... live happily... mother..)"},{"id":876569429,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"leave my hands.... leave me!"},{"id":876569430,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The police arrested him....as he was the only one in that house"},{"id":876569431,"character_id":21250931,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*shouts * That’s her punishment for killing my dear Diana and my child... leave me!"},{"id":876569432,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"....."},{"id":876569433,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*goes back *"},{"id":876569434,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I should have cared for her instead of him.... *rubs his tears *"},{"id":876569435,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*rushes to her house in the heavy rain *"},{"id":876569436,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"......."},{"id":876569437,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*breathes in * Her scent..... this sweet warm scent.... it’s hers."},{"id":876569438,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*touches her wooden shelf full of books *"},{"id":876569439,"character_id":21309357,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3480323/chatstory/23520576/1637812889135.jpg","image_width":114,"image_height":182},{"id":876569440,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How many times did she touched you.... with her soft warm hands..."},{"id":876569441,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"....."},{"id":876569442,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"A few days later"},{"id":876569443,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He was interrogated by the police and he was not found guilty."},{"id":876569444,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"mom.... I will come to you..... soon.."},{"id":876569445,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"before that.... I have to lay down in your bed a few more days. I want to read that diary of yours... even if it’s of a single page ....its warm.... I can feel you.."},{"id":876569446,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I don’t even have a little intrest in living on..."},{"id":876569447,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"its my fault...."},{"id":876569448,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"everyone here hates me now... mother..."},{"id":876569449,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*walking stiffly *"},{"id":876569450,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jude!..... *breathing heavily *"},{"id":876569451,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*turns back * cayu?"},{"id":876569452,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*slaps him *"},{"id":876569453,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dude20"},{"id":876569454,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"......"},{"id":876569455,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*rubs gently where she slapped *"},{"id":876569456,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I heard everything that happened...."},{"id":876569457,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why is your face so pale? ud83dude1f"},{"id":876569458,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"didn’t you eat anythingud83dude22 ...A lot bad things happened.... (did your mother really hated you?)"},{"id":876569459,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(why should I?.... I’m going to die. my death is the only way to get forgiveness from my mother... I want to die)"},{"id":876569460,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jude!"},{"id":876569461,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"cayu.. let’s.....lets. ...Break up"},{"id":876569462,"character_id":21350440,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3480323/chatstory/23520576/1637812891584.jpg","image_width":123,"image_height":200},{"id":876569463,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"wh... what are you telling?"},{"id":876569464,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"please talk to me Jude..... I will listen to all of your worries."},{"id":876569465,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"please."},{"id":876569466,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want to go.... to her room.... where she suffered for me..."},{"id":876569467,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I will take you..."},{"id":876569468,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*holds his hand tightly *"},{"id":876569469,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"......"},{"id":876569470,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"They reached her room"},{"id":876569471,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"is this that hell.. where your father hurted your mother?"},{"id":876569472,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*nods *"},{"id":876569473,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*looks carefully through the shelves *"},{"id":876569474,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Huh?"},{"id":876569475,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"These 15 books doesn’t look like novels... hmm..."},{"id":876569476,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*takes one out *"},{"id":876569477,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dude33"},{"id":876569478,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*laying down on Juvel’s bed *"},{"id":876569479,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ju... Jude.."},{"id":876569480,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Cayu.... it’s my fault"},{"id":876569481,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ehh? what are you telling?"},{"id":876569482,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"because of me.... she had to stay here.."},{"id":876569483,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s because of me..."},{"id":876569484,"character_id":21309357,"type":3,"position":1,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/3480323/chatstory/23520576/1637812893400.jpg","image_width":131,"image_height":131},{"id":876569485,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She’s dead because of me..."},{"id":876569486,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jude... it’s not your fault.... its your father’s."},{"id":876569487,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No.... *trembling *"},{"id":876569488,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dude1f"},{"id":876569489,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jude... look"},{"id":876569490,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*shows a book *"},{"id":876569491,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It’s a diary of your mother..."},{"id":876569492,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"there are 15 of them.."},{"id":876569493,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"read it ....Read all of this. You will understand your mother who you hated so much."},{"id":876569494,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"?....how did you say that without reading it?"},{"id":876569495,"character_id":21350440,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"the 1st sentence is enough to understand that......"},{"id":876569496,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""I wish that my Jude is always smiling... ""},{"id":876569497,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*takes it and starts to read it *"},{"id":876569498,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He and cayu finished reading it.... They read every thing which was written in those 15 diaries."},{"id":876569499,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Everything was about one person.... 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I heard Johan saying something to Jude through his phone today. They were talking about Jude’s ambition. He likes to become a teacher. I don’t know why... it might be because his father and mother wanted to be teachers. teaching is a really great work. I couldn’t become a teacher but I really wanted Jude to be a good teacher who shows his students a new world of knowledge. help them in their path to success but Johan wanted him to be a doctor .Doctors are angels. Jude being an angel is wonderful but I would wish him for what he wants to become. He has the complete right to choose his path of future. Everything... Who he should love ,what he should do, where? how? everything should be a choice made by him. no one else can intefere in that. I will only pray that let him achive what he likes. I pray that all his dreams come true. He should live a happy life. 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Your father said many lies and you believed him.... but the true fact is that I Only thought about you...ha leave it. A mother can’t hate her child. even if he do a crime that mother will be the only one that stands on your side. now you have reached 18. live a happy life dear u2764""},{"id":876569575,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Did you forgive me?"},{"id":876569576,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"What if I say ’No ’ ? will you die?"},{"id":876569577,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it was all because of me..."},{"id":876569578,"character_id":21309357,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so... I will die"},{"id":876569579,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":""idiot ud83dude43..if you die then what was my purpose for living in this hell? 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