Want to Die!

{"messages":[{"id":952239217,"character_id":14381981,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"u26a0ufe0ftalks about inflicting pain, sensitive topics etc."},{"id":952239218,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":". . ."},{"id":952239219,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The pain is indescribable."},{"id":952239220,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae knows the pain."},{"id":952239221,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He has experienced it almost all his life. But nothing compares to the amount of pain he is experiencing right now."},{"id":952239222,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009353244.jpg","image_width":626,"image_height":319},{"id":952239223,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He feels like his soul has been ripped apart from him. He is screaming but he could not even hear himself. It is as if the world is suddenly too big, too open, too scary."},{"id":952239224,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Just kill me, Hobi. Just kill me!ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":952239225,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m so sorry, Tae. I’m sorry.ud83dude30ud83dude22"},{"id":952239226,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hobi is holding Tae now. But there is no comfort that will make him feel better than that of Kook’s."},{"id":952239227,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009355821.jpg","image_width":320,"image_height":186},{"id":952239228,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae does not know what is happening."},{"id":952239229,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He has no idea, not even the slightest one."},{"id":952239230,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"All he knows is Kook is in a lot of pain, a lot that his mate’s life is in danger and hanging by a thin thread."},{"id":952239231,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":952239232,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Why, Hobi? Hobi, just let me die. Please. Please. Too much. This is too much already.ud83dude2dud83dudc94"},{"id":952239233,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The bond is severing and Tae feels so helpless."},{"id":952239234,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Koo.ud83dude2dud83dudc94"},{"id":952239235,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Vincent is also in a lot of pain and Tae knows this is much more for his wolf than him."},{"id":952239236,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m so sorry, Tae. I’m sorry.ud83dude30ud83dude22"},{"id":952239237,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Get me out of here, Hobi. I just want my mate.ud83dude2dud83dude21ud83dudc94"},{"id":952239238,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae screamed right after when another strong wave of pain hit him."},{"id":952239239,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"AAAHHH!"},{"id":952239240,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I just want to die! I just want to die!ud83dude2dud83dudc94"},{"id":952239241,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Shhh~ you’ll be fine.ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":952239242,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae held his neck when it burned."},{"id":952239243,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, Hobi, what is happening to my mark?ud83dude30ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239244,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Nothing is happening, Tae. Nothing.ud83dude30ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":952239245,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, it is burning. What is happening? Tell me!ud83dude30ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239246,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae bared his neck. He wailed loudly."},{"id":952239247,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It is almost embarrassing if he still cares. But there is nothing left in him."},{"id":952239248,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009356906.jpg","image_width":320,"image_height":392},{"id":952239249,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dude28I’m sorry, Tae. I’m sorry.ud83dude22"},{"id":952239250,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae was sobbing hard from all the pain until there was nothing."},{"id":952239251,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The bond snapped."},{"id":952239252,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009358918.jpg","image_width":149,"image_height":266},{"id":952239253,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Nothing."},{"id":952239254,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Koo... My love...)ud83dude2dud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":952239255,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Is he-)"},{"id":952239256,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae pushed Hobi away. He frantically looked for an exit."},{"id":952239257,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, I need to get out of here. Where is the button and stairs. I need to go up. Mew needs me. My mate needs me.ud83dude28ud83dude30"},{"id":952239258,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009360237.jpg","image_width":299,"image_height":115},{"id":952239259,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry. There is nothing we could do."},{"id":952239260,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi! My mate needs me!ud83dude21ud83dude2dud83dudc94 *cries out loudly*"},{"id":952239261,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009361118.jpg","image_width":237,"image_height":233},{"id":952239262,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Tae, can you please sit and rest for awhile?ud83dude30"},{"id":952239263,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Rest?! You want me to fcking rest and don’t touch me, Hobi. If Koo- if Koo is...ud83dude28ud83dude30ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239264,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009362500.jpg","image_width":170,"image_height":363},{"id":952239265,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae cannot say the exact words. He refused to believe."},{"id":952239266,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I won’t forgive you.ud83dude21"},{"id":952239267,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry, Tae.ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239268,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hobi has been crying along with him."},{"id":952239269,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009363716.jpg","image_width":320,"image_height":477},{"id":952239270,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Why, Hobi? Why is this happening? How could you do this to me? You were my best friend.ud83dude2dud83dudc94"},{"id":952239271,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae’s voice is full of accusation."},{"id":952239272,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I had no idea! I did not know it would reach to this point!ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239273,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What do you mean you have no idea, Hobi?! *tugs his hair in frustration*"},{"id":952239274,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009366441.jpg","image_width":314,"image_height":218},{"id":952239275,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I had no idea. I promise! Come here, Tae. Sit first and let us talk. Calm down first, please.ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239276,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Calm down?"},{"id":952239277,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He has been crying nonstop."},{"id":952239278,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009368054.jpg","image_width":244,"image_height":141},{"id":952239279,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You expect me to calm down when my mate is out there. God knows who knows if he is still alive! I don’t even have the slightest hope that he is but I’m hoping against all hopes! And you’re telling me to calm down?!ud83dude2dud83dudc94"},{"id":952239280,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae crouched in a corner and hugged his knees."},{"id":952239281,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009369082.jpg","image_width":150,"image_height":132},{"id":952239282,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae hopes his babies are fine but they seem to be fine as of the moment. His mind has cleared a bit after several minutes."},{"id":952239283,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Now, all he feels is resentment to everyone."},{"id":952239284,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Tae, I really did not know. I’m sorry. I did not know what Kook was planning. Jisso already has the result of the latest DNA test we ran and so I was running to the palace. I could not connect to Kook’s link that time.ud83dude22"},{"id":952239285,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae’s mind is cluttered."},{"id":952239286,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(What DNA?)"},{"id":952239287,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I-Kook told me to run tests of every household in this pack to look for Bogum’s relative. And the last one’s result just came up earlier. We found one relative of Bogum in this pack. I still do not know the whole narrative. But that was why I was running to warn Kook."},{"id":952239288,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When I got there, you two were fighting and I now understand my cousin why he wanted you to leave. He never wanted you to leave, Tae. But you had to earlier."},{"id":952239289,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Why? Why did I have to leave him?ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239290,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Someone was in Kook’s office."},{"id":952239291,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*gasps* What do you mean?! I did not smell anyone!"},{"id":952239292,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(My Koo. Not him. Not my happiness. Not my life.)ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239293,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You were distracted. You were hysterical! The person obviously hid their smell but I can hear someone, a fourth person breathing in the room and Kook was mindlinking me, panicking, urging me to take you out and hide with you in the basement."},{"id":952239294,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Why?! Why?! Why is he so selfish?! Why does he think of what he wants without thinking of what I would want to do?!ud83dude2d *clutches his chest*"},{"id":952239295,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009370014.jpg","image_width":138,"image_height":234},{"id":952239296,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry, Tae. I was also panicking earlier. You were carrying pups and I did not know what to do. So, I followed Kook’s instructions. I’m sorry.ud83dude22"},{"id":952239297,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, my mate is out there. *points somewhere*"},{"id":952239298,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I need to get out. Please. Allow me to hold him. Please. I’m gonna go mad from too much worry.ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239299,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Tae, this would not open until the eighth hour. I am deeply sorry. I want to check on my cousin too. I am even scared to open my link to the Jeons.ud83dude30"},{"id":952239300,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, you are smart. I’m sure you can figure it out.ud83dude22"},{"id":952239301,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae crawled to where Hobi is standing and knelt."},{"id":952239302,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Please. I’m begging you. Please. Look for ways to open this thing up. Please.ud83dude2d"},{"id":952239303,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hobi sat on the floor and gathered Tae in his arms."},{"id":952239304,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I am sorry. I know you are hurting. I’m sorry, Tae.ud83dude22"},{"id":952239305,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2694548/chatstory/12508410/1642009371146.jpg","image_width":178,"image_height":192},{"id":952239306,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Weakly, Tae cried."},{"id":952239307,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, Koo. I cannot feel Koo. The bond is severed. I am so numb and cold inside.ud83dudc94"},{"id":952239308,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Shhh~ we will figure this out. But we have to wait, Tae. That is all we can do."},{"id":952239309,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hobi is trying to console Tae. But what could comfort him now? Is there a comfort in this world that would help soothe his aching heart?"},{"id":952239310,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae is going mad thinking and worrying about Jungkook. He thinks that what happened earlier was not part of Kook’s plan. Him being caught up in it. That was why Jungkook was angry and full of hatred when they entered the office."},{"id":952239311,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yes, Tae thinks Kook was really jealous of Soobin earlier. But his mate is never the person who would hurt him intentionally. He thinks his love has no choice but to drive him out of the palace harshly."},{"id":952239312,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Was he blackmailed?)"},{"id":952239313,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae cannot know for sure. Right now, all he feels is numbness and pain. Everything inside him feels chaotic."},{"id":952239314,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hobi, look at my mark. What happened to it?ud83dudc94"},{"id":952239315,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Tae already has an idea what happened with the mark but he wants to know for sure."},{"id":952239316,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Oh, Tae. *hugs Tae tightly*"},{"id":952239317,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry.ud83dude22"},{"id":952239318,"character_id":14363458,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Just tell me, Hobi."},{"id":952239319,"character_id":14606454,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It’s gone."},{"id":952239320,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":952239321,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":952239322,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":952239323,"character_id":14381981,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The pictures of the manga I used is: Our Omega Leadernim."},{"id":952239324,"character_id":14381981,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And can you guess the relative of Bogum in Dark Star?"},{"id":952239325,"character_id":14381981,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}