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{"messages":[{"id":923991009,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was the mistake of a one night stand"},{"id":923991010,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"After the one night stand my father left my mom like that"},{"id":923991011,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after I was born mom had lots of troubles raising me alone"},{"id":923991012,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"that’s why one day she met my grandfather left me in his hands"},{"id":923991013,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"even though I was taken to that family but I was never accepted by my biological father"},{"id":923991014,"character_id":23066181,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Father ( smiles )"},{"id":923991015,"character_id":23066495,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Tsk , disgusting ( dark eyes )"},{"id":923991016,"character_id":23066181,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( flinch )"},{"id":923991017,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"that time I was too young to understand why my father hates me so much"},{"id":923991018,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But I still tried my all to make him love me"},{"id":923991019,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but everything was useless"},{"id":923991020,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after some days news came that my mother died of too much tension"},{"id":923991021,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Then one day we went to Carter’s house"},{"id":923991022,"character_id":18437240,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Carter do you want to eat cake ?"},{"id":923991023,"character_id":18814822,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"yes father ( smile )"},{"id":923991024,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I saw him being cherished by his parents"},{"id":923991025,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"NOTE : IF ANYONE FORGOT OR HAVE A DOUBT JUST CLEARING IT THAT CARTER’S PARENTS DIDN’T YSE TO HATE HIM WHEN HE WAS A KID THEY STARTED HATING HIM WHEN HE WAS 15 RIGHT NOW HE IS THE SAME AGE AS ELLIOTT"},{"id":923991026,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was jealous , I too wanted the feeling of love"},{"id":923991027,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I wanted to feel my parents warmth too"},{"id":923991028,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but .........."},{"id":923991029,"character_id":23066495,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( slaps him )"},{"id":923991030,"character_id":23066181,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"aaahh ( falls on the ground )"},{"id":923991031,"character_id":23066495,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"why did you born ? being my bad luck . I was going to marry Rosie my love"},{"id":923991032,"character_id":23066495,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"this is all because of you and your sl*t mom that Rosie broke up with me"},{"id":923991033,"character_id":23066181,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( clenches fist ) my mom isn’t a sl*t"},{"id":923991034,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I ran away from there crying , because I was helpless I couldn’t do anything"},{"id":923991035,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":923991036,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":923991037,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":923991038,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after 4 years"},{"id":923991039,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"( ignore the fact that I used the same pic )"},{"id":923991040,"character_id":23066495,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You....( coming to slap Elliott )"},{"id":923991041,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"When I was 10 years old I was a little than before .I could reach my father’s head"},{"id":923991042,"character_id":23067052,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( picks up the flower pot )"},{"id":923991043,"character_id":23067052,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( hits Ross with it )"},{"id":923991044,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I hit my father and ran away from there"},{"id":923991045,"character_id":23066495,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"aah aah"},{"id":923991046,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he lied there while screaming in pain"},{"id":923991047,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"........"},{"id":923991048,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after that incident grandfather decided that I’ll be staying with carter and his family"},{"id":923991049,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but I wasn’t still happy"},{"id":923991050,"character_id":23067052,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"( dark face )"},{"id":923991051,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"even though Carter’s family cared for me a lot I still wanted the whole warmth only and only for myself"},{"id":923991052,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"God listen to me and finally my turn came , everyone found out that carter is gay"},{"id":923991053,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"his family started to shower me with love instead of him"},{"id":923991054,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and then I decided that everything carter has will be mine and only mine"},{"id":923991055,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I’ll do anything to destroy him"},{"id":923991056,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"hahahaha"},{"id":924022371,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"........."},{"id":924022372,"character_id":18055667,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"just if anyone is confused this episode is the POV of Elliott"},{"id":924077821,"character_id":18055667,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And I haven’t given any shout outs from a long time because I was busy now I’m free"},{"id":924077822,"character_id":18055667,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"so feel free to ask for shout outs today ud83dude18ud83dude18ud83eudd73ud83eudd73"}]}