love with illusion pt2-4

{"messages":[{"id":513033705,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"if you guys r confused cox of tae’s good morning in last chap , so it was jk’s imagination"},{"id":513008123,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"guk.. cheer up baby ,, we will go to meet doctor chan"},{"id":513008124,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":".... i don’t want to"},{"id":513008125,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"after taking those medicine I can’t remember anything"},{"id":513008126,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"but guk its for you... if you won’t take it then you would always remember your nightmare.."},{"id":513008127,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"but mom... this time its not--- a nightmare ..."},{"id":513008128,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"that person i saw... mom i know him..."},{"id":513008129,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"i really feel mom.. i know he loves me.. i love him too"},{"id":513008130,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"guk... its just a dream.."},{"id":513008131,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"mom please..."},{"id":513008132,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk came back to his room and started to think some moments that happened between them in *dream*"},{"id":513008133,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"guk... i wanna talk to you about something"},{"id":513008134,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"hmm.?"},{"id":513008135,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"its just ,, i don’t how should i say..(nervous)"},{"id":513008136,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"(seriously looking at tae) don’t be nervousu263aufe0f..."},{"id":513008137,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"(inhale exhale) ok... what i wanted to say is i l-like you.."},{"id":513008138,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"you.. you aren’t joking right.?"},{"id":513008139,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"i really like you.."},{"id":513008140,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"---"},{"id":513008141,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"while watching tv"},{"id":513008142,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"you should stare on tv not on me..(pout)"},{"id":513008143,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"should i..? but i just want to look at you"},{"id":513008144,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"are you trying to flirt with me.? ud83eudd28"},{"id":513008145,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"what’s wrong with flirting with my bf..u263aufe0f"},{"id":513008146,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"tae side hugged jk , while jk tried to remove his hands"},{"id":513008147,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"wahh , i am watching movie"},{"id":513008148,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"then watch na.. am i stopping you...ud83dude01"},{"id":513008149,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"------"},{"id":513008150,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"hahaha...( laughed while crying)"},{"id":513008151,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"why am i even watching these dreams and believing in them.."},{"id":513008152,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"its been a month jk still dream about taehyung and in his dream he thinks that everything is real but not after waking up"},{"id":513008153,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he knows about his illness , and everything he dream about that all his some baseless stuff"},{"id":513008154,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"guk..."},{"id":513008155,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"yes mom... coming after my assignment"},{"id":513008156,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"ohk.."},{"id":513008157,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk came down after a while"},{"id":513008158,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"someone had a good dream..?"},{"id":513008159,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"hmm.. yeah..ud83dude01"},{"id":513008160,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"him.? again..? taehyung right.?"},{"id":513008161,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"(nodded with smile) yes... we went on date and he buy me some clothes too..ud83dude01"},{"id":513008162,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"(smile and ruffle his hair) guk... listen to mom.. I can’t see you living in your dreams.."},{"id":513008163,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"he isn’t a person.. let’s go to the dr. please"},{"id":513008164,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk’s mom asked him with calm voice while jk didn’t like it"},{"id":513008165,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"coz it always happened and jk always say no to her..."},{"id":513008166,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he was happy with that dream boy , he value that love he was receiving from tae"},{"id":513008167,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"mom.. please i don’t want to go"},{"id":513008168,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"but guk..."},{"id":513008169,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"i said NO (shout) everytime you say that how many years i have to take those medicine , i barely remember anything coz of it"},{"id":513008170,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"i don’t want to forget him.. even if he isn’t real"},{"id":513008171,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"i--- i like him...no..mom"},{"id":513008172,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"i love him.."},{"id":513008173,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"(hold jk’s hand) guk.. relax"},{"id":513008174,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"no.. i..."},{"id":513008175,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk feel anxious and pressure was too much for his mind ..."},{"id":513008176,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and he collapsed on floor..."},{"id":513016268,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he opened his eyes and found himself in hospital"},{"id":513016269,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"m---"},{"id":513016270,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"before jk could speak he heard her mom talking to dr."},{"id":513016271,"character_id":10485831,"type":2,"content":"you sure wanna give him this medicine"},{"id":513016272,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"yes dr. I can’t see my kid like this.. even tho he is happy but its not real"},{"id":513016273,"character_id":10482198,"type":2,"content":"what if something bad happened to him... I won’t be able to bear it"},{"id":513016274,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"* but ,, mom i just wanted to be like this forever...*"},{"id":513016275,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"*and i know he will always come in my dreams *"},{"id":513016276,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"*why can’t you understand i love him*"},{"id":513016277,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"with those thoughts.. jk decided to run from hospital"},{"id":513016278,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he doesn’t want to have that med. he run and run"},{"id":513016279,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he was tired and huffing"},{"id":513016280,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"then his eyes widened to see a person.."},{"id":513016281,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk stopped at his place and heart beat started to increase"},{"id":513016282,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"am I again in this dream..."},{"id":513016283,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"b-but...was it all dream again but from when"},{"id":513016284,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"how can i see taehyung if its real"},{"id":513016285,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk was questioning himself .."},{"id":513016286,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he saw taehyung on other hand of road while he was on other side"},{"id":513016287,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"hyung..(shout)"},{"id":513016288,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk shout and tae stopped at a moment"},{"id":513016289,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"tae face was widened to see jk infront of him"},{"id":513016290,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"k---kook..."},{"id":513016291,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"its you...its really you.. i am dreaming.."},{"id":513016292,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk mumbled to himself , while tae was still dumbfounded"},{"id":513016293,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk ran towards tae forgetting about traffic signal and vehicles"},{"id":513016294,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"stop.... gguk ..stop..(shout)"},{"id":513016295,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jk stop when he heard his name.."},{"id":513016296,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"tae was about to run towards jk , but it was already late and jk was hit by a car"},{"id":513016297,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"kook... no.no wake up"},{"id":513016298,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"h-hyu--ng.. haa... its-- really.. you..."},{"id":513016299,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"it--s no--t dre--am.."},{"id":513016300,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"tae was crying while holding jk in his arm"},{"id":513016301,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"its...its me.. taehyung.. guk please don’t leave me ... again"},{"id":513016302,"character_id":10325213,"type":2,"content":"please"},{"id":513016303,"character_id":10309109,"type":2,"content":"(smile and touched tae’s face) i...mis-s.."},{"id":513016304,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"and jk’s hand fell on ground , he was lying lifeless in tae’s hand"}]}