one shot

{"messages":[{"id":913445200,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"it’s one shot"},{"id":913445201,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"let’s ready for a sad story"},{"id":913445202,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"well -- i don’t know if I will be able to make you feel sad ud83dude05"},{"id":913445203,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but i hope it will be good"},{"id":913445204,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Hyy i am jk and I am a college student , you will be wondering what’s special about being college Student , well i can see many things around me , i can party , i can hangout with my friends , i see couples around me almost everywhere I wanna fall in love too but i don’t think I would be able to coz love isn’t made for me ---- that’s what I thought but after seeing a sunbae in my college i fell so hard that I lost my sleep and heart too .. i always admired him from far away I like to stare at him he is handsome and such a lovely guy , he is always surrounded by girls as a popular guy he should be.."},{"id":913445205,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"my close people know that about my sexuality , i don’t need to tell others about it.. and why should I -- i love him coz he is just my type"},{"id":913445206,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I never greeted him and follow him with my gaze i think i made it so obvious that my friends got my feelings.. they asked me to greet him and then I did it wasn’t that bad , he wasn’t that bad he replied me with a smile that’s when I couldn’t get a sleep a wink .."},{"id":913445207,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Slowly slowly he started to talk me and showed me that I can be depend on him , i was madly in love with him from head to toe...he makes me feel being different isn’t bad , he makes me feel falling in love with same gender is acceptable. It was getting hard to control my feelings that’s when I decided to confess after keeping it by myself for almost 1 and half years.."},{"id":913445208,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I got my hair done my mackup and make over , so I could atleast leave a good impact..i went to his dorm and rang the bell with crazy heart .."},{"id":913445209,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He opened the door and i think he knows why I went there---hyu-- I mean sunbae I have something to say i-- I love you.."},{"id":913445210,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s when he pulled me inside the room and said -- really.?? I don’t know what happened after that I felt like I was in dreamland , he kissed me and his touch was the only thing I have ever crave for like a crazy.. we did everything till the end .. i fainted in the end.."},{"id":913445211,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Then next morning when I woke up he wasn’t there , i found a note on table that he had some morning classes that’s why he left.. i was smiling like crazy and I was on cloud.."},{"id":913445212,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I went back to my room and skipped the class.. i hadn’t talk to hyung that day then tomorrow i went to college."},{"id":913445213,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I found everyone looking at me strangely and with disgust face some laugh at me and some pushed me some called me ***** ,, i Wasn’t happy i was hurting my image that I have Been keeping safe is ruin ... My life is ruin.."},{"id":913445214,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s when my friend ran to me and said that -- kook you alright..?? I just asked with my shaky voice -- what’s happening..?? He showed me a video-- a video that torn me apart .. in that video only my face was visible and hyung’s was blurry.. so everyone knows that it’s me .... He ruin me .."},{"id":913445215,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I ran from there i was disgusted by myself i never thought that i would hate him but my hatred for him was less i dispise myself more i hate myself ,, i found myself disgust by ownslef that it’s make me puke i started vomit... And those people who was looking at me with disgust i can’t ever forget.."},{"id":913445216,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I wish that I wouldn’t have fell in love with that person.. he is so much bad i hate him.. my vision got blurry and when I woke up i was in hospital.."},{"id":913445217,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My friends were there , my hyung were there for me but my soul was killed by my love..."},{"id":913445218,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I threw my mobile away but the hatred for myself i couldn’t , i didn’t talk to anyone after that incident my words couldn’t come out ... What’s the use of speaking when people will cut your tongue and kill your soul ..."},{"id":913445219,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"After a week when I couldn’t restraint my hate for myself , i decided to end all of this.. all of this -- i can’t live anymore -- and what’s here to live for ..."},{"id":913445220,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s when my hyung came , brought me some snacks i smiled at him he felt at ease and hugged me asked me if I am ok-- i said yes , i am and will be more don’t worry..."},{"id":913445221,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He said your medicine have finished I will go and buy some so take some sleep.. when he left the door and walk in gallery i shout and stopped went to him -- hyung bring me some candy too i hadn’t took any from long time .. he smile and said that ok"},{"id":913445222,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s when I new that it’s the time he left from there and i went back to the room and went to the window.. i enjoyed the view for last time , i know it will hurt when I will smashed on floor it will bleed enough that my body will be empty without any drop of blood but the pain that I am getting is much worst i jumped from there... everything went blank-- I wish I could stop myself for falling such a worst person.."},{"id":913445223,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"(jk died)"},{"id":913445224,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"When jk jumped jin was actually about to enter from gate and met Jimin jk’s friend ,, everyone started shouting he saw it was his brother... How painful it must be for him... Those candies he was holding for his brother fell on floor.. those prayer he was doing for his brother to get soon was in vain.. he was like a body without soul...."},{"id":913445225,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"There was also a person who was standing in that crowd while looking at that body... Tae--- who was more miserable than jk.. Jimin saw tae and lost himself beating his sht out , tae didn’t even fight back and how could he , when he knows it was his fault not reaching soon , it was his fault from the start , it was his fault to leave jk alone that morning and it was his fault left his mobile with his friends.."},{"id":913445226,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He cried it was my fault.. and cried till his jk’s body was taken away , cried till his tears drop ended and heart couldn’t find peace..."},{"id":913445227,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"What should he do now ,, how can he bring someone who is already dead.. he couldn’t forgive himself.."},{"id":913445228,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae was a popular and an arrogant student in college , he always have people around him , but why -- coz they used him to get popularity , while walking with him they were also popular.."},{"id":913445229,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae hide something very important things from them , that he is into guys.. his friends didn’t know about that.."},{"id":913445230,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"when jk showed it clearly his friends wanted tae to tease jk and make fun of him.. tae didn’t wanted to ruin his image"},{"id":913445231,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he also thought why not having some fun ... but that fun when it converted into true feelings he didn’t know.."},{"id":913445232,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after having a good night with jk , when he went college he met his friends and just told them to stay away from jk .. his friends started to tease him -- why ? did you fall in love with him.? are you also a freak..??"},{"id":913445233,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tae shake it off with laugh and said it’s nothing like that , but he didn’t know that his friends are nothing but his enemy.. they will everything he has"},{"id":913445234,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they need some pictures of assignment and ask tae , when tae was sharing the pictures teacher called him , he left his mobile with them.."},{"id":913445235,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"as cruel and shameless people they started to look into his mobile they saw that there was cctv footage folder , they got curious and wanted to know what inside and there were many footage coz cctv camera was connected with tae’s mobile.."},{"id":913445236,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they got surprised when they saw jk and tae together (ofcourse it was just some intense kisses at door and some passionate touch it doesn’t include bedroom scene coz he didn’t have CCtv in there)"},{"id":913445237,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"when tae came back they act like nothing happened they took him to a class which was an abandoned floor so no one came there and when played that video , tae was so shocked , they took his mobile and some hold tae , he was unable to do anything.."},{"id":913445238,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"they locked him there and took his Mobile..he was there and couldn’t come outside , that day passed and he didn’t have any idea what was happening outside"},{"id":913445239,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he came out second day when whole college know about that video"},{"id":913445240,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but when he went to those basturd and asked them for his mobile they showed him that they share that video by tae’s mobile on social media , they said that he should be grateful that they blur his face,, tae hadn’t any words.. he was too angry and had a fight with them"},{"id":913445241,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"after that he was just looking for jk , he hadn’t any where he was , coz jk hadn’t any friends in college or if there were no one wants to talk about him"},{"id":913445242,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"he was being crazy and looking for jk all over the place and one day when he heard from someone that jk is in hospital , he ran to check on him..."},{"id":913445243,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"but what he saw , jk without any breath , laying on floor with blood..."},{"id":913445244,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"now nothing was left in his life.."},{"id":913445245,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He left the college and started to wonder around to look for peace , he tried to go and look everywhere but he couldn’t find anything , one night when he also lost himself completely , he took his life.."}]}