Episode 189

Her eyes are open bigger, her bright eyes suddenly covered by a layer of mist, she can’t say anything to describe her mood for moment, she only can feel touching… touching… She remembered, when two of them met, that time Yao Yao was only 13 years old; when she was celebrating her 15th year old that day, both of them were officially boy and girl friend (dating). That day scenery, Yao Yao won’t ever forget for her entire life… “Luo Yao Yao, come to the sport field for moment.” She suddenly received Feng Chen Yi phone called. “Senior Feng, what is matter?” “I ask you to come, just come.” “Oh.” She was so curiously when arrived at the empty sport field, she had waited for such long time but she didn’t see Feng Chen Yi’s shadow. After that… There were neon lights which flashing from the high building facing to the sport field, at the above is written something. But thing wasn’t ended yet, there was a helicopter flying circling above the sport field with banner. The banner was written her birthday greeting messages. When the helicopter was landed in the sport field, she could see Feng Chen Yi getting down from the Helicopter with a bouquet red rose in his hands. She would never forget that moment forever, that day Feng Chen Yi was so similar alike Prince who she ever dreamt before, he was so good looking and also so dreamy which no one would look away from him. “Happy Birthday” 99 roses were put into her hands. Yao Yao took a glance, she was dumbstruck: “Senior Feng, why is rose…” “Not understand?” Feng Chen Yi smiled was so charming, bend down his body, he used intoxicating voice whispered at her: “Date me, Yao Yao.” That moment, her heart felt as if exploded, simply to say it was thumping faster. She never thought Feng Chen Yi would fall for someone like her, someone so stupid, and could not do anything, little girl. But she had already secretly loved him for half year before… “What is your answer? Yao Yao? Are you willing or not?” “I…” her small face was blushing while the neon lights were illuminating her face gave such indiscernible feeling. With shy face, she nodded: “mm” Hence, both of them were sitting in the helicopter and heading toward Bei Hai (North Sea) to ice skating, and then later on it became school legend. It was one romantic and also dreamy love story! After that, when she was at her 16 years old, she got surprised and felt touching, but before she reached her 17 years old, she had already ended her relationship with Feng Chen Yi. While her 17th years old birthday, 18th years old birthday all was celebrated by Gong Xiao Man, but occasionally she would remember about Feng Chen Yi, so that when she was celebrating two times of her birthday, she felt pain and tortured. Two years after is today, once again she feels surprised from Feng Chen Yi, the unforgettable feeling at same time filed with sweets memories and yet tears. “Happy Birthday, Yao Yao.” Feng Chen Yi intoxicating voice is flowing to her ears, and then he gave her a necklace which he puts to her neck by himself. “I am sorry, I have late for two years and give it to you.” Late two years and then give you? Impossible is… Her heart is tightened, she lowers her head to take look at the necklace, just expected it is really daisy necklace. “What is this?” “Of course it is your 15th birthday present, take look.” “Ugh, is this daisy bracelet?” “Like it?” “En.” “I have made a whole set, but I just give you a bracelet first.” “What will you give me as present at my 16th years old birthday?” “Earrings.” “How about my 17th years old?” “Necklace.” “18th years old?” “Brooch.” “19th years old?” When Yao Yao asking about this matter, Feng Chen Yi faintly smiled: “You say?” His charming eyes were gleaming deeply which was so intoxicating. Yao Yao shyly bowed down her head: “Huh, I still not sure whether I will marry to you or not. Moreover that times me only 19 years old.” “In Japan 18 years old is legal age to marry. The most important… I don’t say whether I will marry you or not.” “Feng Chen Yi! What do you mean?” “Hahahaha…” Unforgettable memories about something relating to someone, suddenly gives her devastating feeling, there was a time she hates herself who has bad memory but also hates herself when her memory being sharpen. At this moment, she really hates herself because she recalling many of her memories, many memories regarding her past with Feng Chen Yi. Long time ago she also hated herself to recall Feng Chen Yi kindness, and also she has derailment (Thought disorder) of Feng Chen Yi, recalled the memory when he cheated at her? If not because his betrayal, perhaps this year, would they get marry? Perhaps… “Thank you, Feng Chen Yi. But…” she is putting her effort to stop her glistening tears, slowly turned her head, she realized his good Looking face actually is so close to her. “Things has passed, just let it passes. Things that happened two years ago it does not mean you can make up now and changes everything.” She raises her hands, when she wanted to take off the necklace. At sudden Feng Chen Yi stopped her: “What do you mean?” She is frozen, she slowly lowers her head: “There was a time, I really wanted to forget everything between you and Li Ruo Ting, but this matter has tortured me for two years.” She lifts her head up: “Do you know how I passed these days within two years? Perhaps, you Feng Chen Yi could think it as game. But for me, that thing is not more than nightmare, a nightmare which I wanted to forget but I couldn’t do it!” There was countless night when Yao Yao wakes up from her dreams, every times she wakes up her eyes always wet with tears. Sometimes there is sort of feeling perhaps in few days will be forgotten; but there is also sort of feeling which unforgettable for the entire life…