"..look so beautiful and cute when she cries???.." chap 42

He was informed that she was returning back to her home and thought to watch her from distance. But then he saw her frightened as a cat ran through the bush making some sound. Now that he came into his senses he was now thinking that why on the Earth did he went towards her?! "Why does she look so beautiful and cute when she cries???..(widens his eyes) Did I just said she is beautiful? Bullshit!!!...I think...I think.. I’m possessed by something!!! I’m going mad