"never hurt you" chap 188!

But to why he covered her eyes was still a Mystery. She felt the space near her sink that made her realise Zachary was sitting beside her now. She slowly pulled the cloth away from her eyes and was shocked to see it. The room is not the room they used to be in. The candles and blue light had made the room look best for romance. She felt a pressure on her shoulders and soo she was made to lay down. She was about to protest but then her eyes stared at the night sky which they could see through the glass. It was just like she was lying on the seashore. She could also see the sea through the windows. This was the best moment Esther liked. How she wished to stay here all her life. She completely forgot about the person who’s been keenly waiting for her to say something. Still he didn’t showed his emotions on his face. He didn’t want her to know how bad he wants to hear it from her. But seems like she’s not going to say anything. She’s been staring at the sky for long. "Ahem...Esther..." *Silence* "I may not be a person who would say good and sweet things to you. It’s not completely my thing. But I’m sure I love you... I’m not good with words but I’m not likewise in action. I will express my love through actions. I have never been this close to any women. Because I never trust them. The only women with whom I mingled well in my lifetime would be your mom and you. She was a good person...And I do miss her as well as Edwin. So I hope you know how I will behave with you. I may show my anger on you... May say words which would hurt you in future but would never hurt you physically. I know sometimes words hurts more than actions. But when I say hurtful things it would only because of the heat of the moment. I’ll try to behave with you , how I do to my dad and Edwin... But I guess it takes time. Hope you loved the surprise I have made for you." Zachary said with his emotionless face. But his face did reddened. He have never said those words to anyone so indeed he would feel awkward. He have never said sorry unless the latter is either William or Edwin . Esther didn’t knew what to give as a reply. Her heart was in a turmoil. She battered her lashes blinking at him. After contemplating what he actually said just now , blood rushed to her cheeks and she turned her head away to the side. Her breathing rate increased all of a sudden. Scrutinizing her expressions Zackary thought to continue and come to the point. "Actually... I have never regretted making love with you. Even though for you it wasn’t one , for me it was. Because... I realised my feelings for you... Author:- The names are under review in the previous chapter. don’t know why it takes long!.