Guilt and pain

{"messages":[{"id":944543851,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"In a dark basement"},{"id":944543852,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616046742.jpg","image_width":533,"image_height":559},{"id":944543853,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Those lonely rooms with fear and pain, the room was filled with darkness but it was nothing compared to the darkness she is in"},{"id":944543854,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Her hair was in a mess with all of it approaching her face, dried tears which made her entire face look swelled. Her trembling body which was curled up like a ball afraid of everything around, the dark surroundings frightened her more"},{"id":944543855,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616048062.jpg","image_width":315,"image_height":177},{"id":944543856,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"She sat on the floor looking around the dark bedroom with those dried tears swelling upon her eyes"},{"id":944543857,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616048538.jpg","image_width":126,"image_height":157},{"id":944543858,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616048910.jpg","image_width":461,"image_height":307},{"id":944543859,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"It was so dark that it even turned pale the light that was getting inside the room"},{"id":944543860,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Suddenly someone was pushed inside the room with a loud bang"},{"id":944543861,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Unknown - Stay here until boss orders you to leave, what a fuu00a9ker (laughing)"},{"id":944543862,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(got inside the room)(looked around the dark dusty room)"},{"id":944543863,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(scared)(hugged the stand of the bed)(trying to say something)"},{"id":944543864,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(eyes fell on a girl)(sat on the floor beside her) Hello"},{"id":944543865,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(moving away from him)(frightened)(sobbing)"},{"id":944543866,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Don’t be afraid of me, I will never harm you, you’re like my daughter"},{"id":944543867,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(looked at him)(sobbing)"},{"id":944543868,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why are you not speaking anything, don’t you understand English"},{"id":944543869,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Kia was trying to speak, use her voice but couldn’t, she felt like she had no voice nor any sound, not a single word was uttering out of her mouth even after her trying it for a dozen of times"},{"id":944543870,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ummm... humm... mmmm.... (trying to say something)"},{"id":944543871,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Can’t you speak?"},{"id":944543872,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(looked down)"},{"id":944543873,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"She knew it was vain for her to try to speak"},{"id":944543874,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It’s okay I understand, I want to get you out of this place, but I will need your help for that, do you want to get out"},{"id":944543875,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(hurriedly nods)"},{"id":944543876,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(unbuttoned his coat)(removed it)"},{"id":944543877,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(moved away from him)"},{"id":944543878,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(smiles) Calm down, I am honest, I won’t do anything (wraps the coat over her)Your clothes are all torn, this coat will keep you warm"},{"id":944543879,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(small smile formed in her face)"},{"id":944543880,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":944543881,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":944543882,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":944543883,"character_id":15814033,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(smirks)(smiling) Come on stop wasting my time, get it done as soon as possible"},{"id":944543884,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(blood flowing down from all over his skin and head) What are you waiting for, shoot me now"},{"id":944543885,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(shook as no)(hands trembling while holding the gun)"},{"id":944543886,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"We are strangers girl, don’t risk your life for a man like me, shoot me and get out of this hell forever...."},{"id":944543887,"character_id":15814033,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Get it done before I change my mind and shoot both of you"},{"id":944543888,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You won’t get any better opportunity to save your life, just press the trigger"},{"id":944543889,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Mmmm.... (whimpering)(sobbing hard)"},{"id":944543890,"character_id":21689037,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"you think of me as your father right? then listen to your father, shoot me...... I SAID SHOOT"},{"id":944543891,"character_id":23734834,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(closed her eyes)"},{"id":944543892,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"BANG"},{"id":944543893,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"NOOOO (panting fast)"},{"id":944543894,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Was it all a dream.... (touched her forehead) Cool down.... nothing happened, everything is fine"},{"id":944543895,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I don’t want the past to repeat itself.... nooo.... (got down of the bed)(looked around)"},{"id":944543896,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Where am I?(switched on the lights)(looked around the entire room)"},{"id":944543897,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"This is not my room, how did I end up being here ( breathing heavily)(rushed towards the balcony)(opened the door)(walked in there)"},{"id":944543898,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"She walked to the balcony and saw a beautiful view in front of her"},{"id":944543899,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616050057.jpg","image_width":400,"image_height":267},{"id":944543900,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"She trembled when the cold air touched her skin but this gave her an unknown sensation of relief in her body"},{"id":944543901,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(looked at the other side of the balcony)"},{"id":944543902,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616050615.jpg","image_width":163,"image_height":240},{"id":944543903,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(smiles lightly)(hugged herself)"},{"id":944543904,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(suddenly felt someone standing behind her)(tensed up)"},{"id":944543905,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(slowly turned back)(gasped)(about to hit the railing)"},{"id":944543906,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(holds her hands)(pulled her towards him)"},{"id":944543907,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(hits his hard muscular chest) Ayyy.... (rubs her head)(looked up at his face)"},{"id":944543908,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you feeling better now?(touched her head)"},{"id":944543909,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(looking at him)(got up to her senses)(pushed him away) (turned around to look out)"},{"id":944543910,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Here you go (passed her a candy)"},{"id":944543911,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(took the candy from his hand)(puts it in her mouth)(sucking it)"},{"id":944543912,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(leaned on the railing)"},{"id":944543913,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"H - How many hours I’ve been asleep for"},{"id":944543914,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"4 or 5 hours approximately"},{"id":944543915,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You got me here?"},{"id":944543916,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Who else do you expect ? you so called boyfriend is out of the city afterall"},{"id":944543917,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Who’s my boyfriend?"},{"id":944543918,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What? you forgot that you had a boyfriend"},{"id":944543919,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(frowned) Oh yeah... my boyfriend Daniel... my boyfriend...."},{"id":944543920,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Stupid how could you forget about your boyfriend(mumbled) ( smacked her head)"},{"id":944543921,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(smiles) So would you like to stay here for a little more while"},{"id":944543922,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yeah why shouldn’t I? it’s so beautiful out here, if you want to go then you can leave, you’re unwanted here, let me be alone"},{"id":944543923,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I get it... (felt hurt) I’ll leave , you can proceed"},{"id":944543924,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Even though she asked him to leave but that’s not what she wanted, she felt safe, secured and warm around him but ofcourse she couldn’t say it out to him, and him agreeing to it angered her more, wasn’t she not even a little important to him?"},{"id":944543925,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(about to go)"},{"id":944543926,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"yeah yeah sure, ofcourse you’re in a hurry to leave because your dear s!ut is waiting for you"},{"id":944543927,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(stops)(turns back) What?"},{"id":944543928,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"No.... I mean you look in a hurry, any hottie waiting for you to warm your bed.... your first passion is afterall su20acx"},{"id":944543929,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’re getting overboard.... what do you mean by I’m in a hurry, you were the one telling me to get out"},{"id":944543930,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"And you agreed"},{"id":944543931,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What do you expect me to do? sit on the floor and cry"},{"id":944543932,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(scoffs) Do people like you even cry, you just know to hurt the weak, crying and guilt is not what humans like you do"},{"id":944543933,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ENOUGH, YOU’RE CROSSING YOUR LIMITS NOW"},{"id":944543934,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You think you yelling on me would make me quiet"},{"id":944543935,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(holds her shoulders) oh come on what’s wrong with you, can’t you stop arguing you’re already sick (bitter face)(controlling his anger)"},{"id":944543936,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I am tired of being sympathesized by you, I am not vulnerable to hardships and pain, stop pitying me"},{"id":944543937,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why do you think that I am sympathesizing you"},{"id":944543938,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Isn’t it obvious, that’s why you’ve brought me here, to prove your superiority, fame, power and wealth, since now that you’ve known that I am sick you might be so happy and glad she again lose to me"},{"id":944543939,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"She’s nothing but some loser as always (voice cracking)"},{"id":944543940,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You were never a loser to me, not even back then, not even now...."},{"id":944543941,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Stop it already.... you were so desperate to prove your superiority that you even slept with the woman I hate the most"},{"id":944543942,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"This rose his anger immediately, not anymore was his thoughts, he couldn’t bear that mock anymore"},{"id":944543943,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He grabbed her shoulders tightly and turned her around hitting her back to her walls and blocking her path"},{"id":944543944,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I WON’T HEAR YOUR SH!TS ANY LONGER, YOU’VE SPOKEN ENOUGH (comes very close to her)(leaned his head opon her)"},{"id":944543945,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(looking at his eyes angrily)(tears forming in her eyes)"},{"id":944543946,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2757918/chatstory/22654801/1641616051178.jpg","image_width":189,"image_height":252},{"id":944543947,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Did you ever tried to know what happened that day, how did I end up there, how much I was hurt, how I hated myself for betraying you"},{"id":944543948,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The guilt in me is slowly killing me, my soul, everyday I feel like dying of that slow poison, every single pain that you felt hurted me"},{"id":944543949,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"My words might sound fake to you but I just want you to know that there’s only one girl my heart beats for, and that’s you"},{"id":944543950,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(looking at him silently) But we ended up being destructed"},{"id":944543951,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I wasn’t a mafia back then, I wouldn’t have been able to rescue any of us if I would be reckless"},{"id":944543952,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What about my life James, I lose everything in a day"},{"id":944543953,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You think you were the only one losing that day, I lose my family that very day, I lose to trust since that day and most importantly I lose my love"},{"id":944543954,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Even I was betrayed by someone I loved"},{"id":944543955,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"By whom"},{"id":944543956,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I can’t reveal it to you, no matter what I wouldn’t want anyone to raise any accusations on that person... (released her arms)"},{"id":944543957,"character_id":21687475,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Excuse me (left the room)"},{"id":944543958,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(looking at his dissapearing figure)(tears rolled down her cheeks)(whips them off)(walks inside the room)"},{"id":944543959,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(took her belongings)(walked out)"},{"id":944543960,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(passing through the hallway)"},{"id":944543961,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Miss Kia"},{"id":944543962,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(stops)(turns back)(ran to him hurriedly)"},{"id":944543963,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(confused)"},{"id":944543964,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(placed her index finger on her lips)Shhhhh.... in front of people my name is Rose.... what is my name?"},{"id":944543965,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Rose"},{"id":944543966,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sighs in relief)Good"},{"id":944543967,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you feeling better?"},{"id":944543968,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yes thanks for asking"},{"id":944543969,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Umm.... actually I had a favour to ask from you"},{"id":944543970,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(crossed her arms) Me? Alright go on"},{"id":944543971,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(passed her two beautiful cards)"},{"id":944543972,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(holds it) What are these (checking it out)"},{"id":944543973,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"These two cards, one is for you and the other is for... (breathes out heavily) for Anna"},{"id":944543974,"character_id":21687340,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Anna.... what are these cards about"},{"id":944543975,"character_id":21687606,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m gonna get married in 12 days so I wanted to invite the two of you on my wedding, I won’t have time to invite her personally so I just thought if you meet her then please convey my wedding invitation to her (smiles)"},{"id":944543976,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"End for now"},{"id":944543977,"character_id":14892951,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Alright guys I thought of writing longer but it’s already midnight and I can’t keep my eyes open any longer"},{"id":944543978,"character_id":14892951,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Good night ud83eudd71ud83dude2a"},{"id":944543979,"character_id":14892951,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Please smash that like button nd comment on your opinion about how you feel about the chapter"},{"id":944543980,"character_id":14892951,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I currently feel tired of updating, I am out of inspiration and I don’t know what would make you guys excited to read further"},{"id":944543981,"character_id":14892951,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Can you suggest me something?"}]}