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{"messages":[{"id":833199248,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hyung ..."},{"id":833199249,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"r u awake ?"},{"id":833199250,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I can’t sleep rn.."},{"id":833199251,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"N also I have classes in the mrn n this is gonna svck"},{"id":833199252,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ah, u r asleep"},{"id":833199253,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Sry for bothering u"},{"id":833199254,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m awake I’m awake"},{"id":833199255,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No need for apologies, I told you already that no matter the time if you need to talk I’m here"},{"id":833199256,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What’s up?"},{"id":833199257,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m tired of being a human bean :("},{"id":833199258,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi Hyung is typing...."},{"id":833199259,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Don’t worry, you’ll rise against this feeling"},{"id":833199260,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’ll beat these feelings"},{"id":833199261,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You just have to give it a theme"},{"id":833199262,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Peas tell me what’s going throuh your mind"},{"id":833199263,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"That genuinly made me laugh"},{"id":833199264,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I feel a little better about things"},{"id":833199265,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"......but things are still bothering me"},{"id":833199266,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Okay, time for me to be serious"},{"id":833199267,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Tell me what’s wrong"},{"id":833199268,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"So I hv a couple of things on my mind"},{"id":833199269,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"N I don’t know I just feel weird lately"},{"id":833199270,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"But I don’t want to talk about it"},{"id":833199271,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ik it’s stupid to say since I woke u up n now won’t tell u whats bothering me"},{"id":833199272,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin is typing...."},{"id":833199273,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"it’s fine, it’s not stupid at all"},{"id":833199274,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’re not obligated to tell me anything if you’re not comfortable to"},{"id":833199275,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Sometimes comfort is all a person is looking for when they voice that they have problems they don’t want to /can’t talk about"},{"id":833199276,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"If comfort is what you’re looking for I’m right here, even though I can not be there physically I hope I can atleast make you feel better"},{"id":833199277,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I....."},{"id":833199278,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Thank you Hyung..."},{"id":833199279,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin is typing...."},{"id":833199280,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Can I....facetime u?"},{"id":833199281,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"U don’t hv to say yes if u rlly don’t want to"},{"id":833199282,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"But I just want to feel as if another person is present with me"},{"id":833199283,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Sry, it’s dumb ik"},{"id":833199284,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"forget about it"},{"id":833199285,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi Hyungud83dudc7cud83dudc99"},{"id":833199286,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Would Like To FaceTime"},{"id":833199287,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199288,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Accept || Decline"},{"id":833199289,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199290,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin’s breath comes to a short stop before he exhales through his nose, he couldn’t believe the guy that had given him a hard time in past just for a selfie was currently requesting to facetime him. Yeah, Jimin did ask, but knowing Yoongi he would’ve told him no if he really didn’t want to. Knkwing he called just because Jimin said he needed someone made his stomach feel weird and his heart squeeze."},{"id":833199291,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin started rubbing his chest area, exactly where his heart is supposed to be"},{"id":833199292,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"What the hell have been going on with me lately?"},{"id":833199293,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Realising his phone has been ringing for a while he quickly clicks ’accept’ before the call could end, letibg out a short breath as it reads on the screen that it’s connecting. Once it connects his breath halts all together when he’s met with a dimly lit room, the male he recognised as his internet friend Yoongi laying on what looks like his bed, his eyes droopy as his timid breathing is heard through the phone."},{"id":833199294,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"After a few seconds of silence Yoongi is the one first to speak."},{"id":833199295,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hey"},{"id":833199296,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin was admittedly a bit startled at the voice, having been observing yoongi’s face for those few seconds there was silence. Yoongi wasn’t wearing his glasses like in that one picture he had sent Jimin, he looked a little different without them. . He looked Hott---"},{"id":833199298,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin swallows thickly at his own thouhts as he cuts them off, what the hell was he even thinking? Noticing how silent things were Jimin realised he hadn’t saud anything since Yoongi had spoken. So he speaks"},{"id":833199299,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hi (mumbles)"},{"id":833199300,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin mumbles, suddenly feeling shy. He didn’t understand why he felt so at all."},{"id":833199301,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I didn’t expect you to actually call,..."},{"id":833199302,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And why not? Am I that rude to you that you think I don’t care about your feelings?"},{"id":833199303,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(shaking his head immediately)"},{"id":833199304,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin shakes his head almost immediately, not wanting Yoongi to get ang wrong idea. He didn’t think Yoongi as rude at all, well atleast not anymore."},{"id":833199305,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"No, that’s not how I meant it. I just mean----"},{"id":833199306,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know, Jimin, I’m just pulling your leg"},{"id":833199307,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi mutters, rolling onto his side and resting the side of his face onto his arms"},{"id":833199308,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin felt his heart beat even faster at the sound of Yoongi saying his name, his stomach even started to feel weird even more."},{"id":833199309,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m pretty tired so I’m apologizing in advance if I fall asleep on you."},{"id":833199310,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It’s okay if you do, I disturbed you."},{"id":833199311,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So how was your day today?"},{"id":833199312,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"it was good....I guess. My mind has been wondering off to places alot lately, but other than that it’s good."},{"id":833199313,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(hums in response)"},{"id":833199314,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You?"},{"id":833199315,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"School, texted you, ate, slept. Pretty good day, everyday life but still good."},{"id":833199316,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin nodes at Yoongi’s words, even though he wasn’t saying much he still hung onto every word."},{"id":833199317,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why is your bedroom light on?"},{"id":833199318,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Like I said, I couldn’t sleep, so I was trying to make myself tired by busying myself."},{"id":833199319,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin explained, Sitting up on his bed."},{"id":833199320,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Didn’t work. I’m physically tired but my brain just won’t let me sleep"},{"id":833199321,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"it goes silent for a few seconds as Jimin walks over to his light switch and flicks it off, sauntering back over to his bed and clicking his lamp, that’s on his bedside table on. Laying back down."},{"id":833199322,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Emancipate yourself from mental fvckery."},{"id":833199323,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi suddenly says, catching Jimin kind of guard off as he settles into bed."},{"id":833199324,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Do u know what I mean by that?"},{"id":833199325,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"No exactly...?"},{"id":833199326,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin wasn’t too sure what Yoongi was getting at."},{"id":833199327,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Emancipate means to free oneself from legal, social or political restrictions."},{"id":833199328,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi starts, still looking as tired as earlier."},{"id":833199329,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You’re battling with a lot of thoughts that’s putting yourself down or anything close to that like doubting yourself. Emancipats urself from that immediately, negative thoughts should never take control."},{"id":833199330,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin chews on his bottom lip in thought, should he just tell Yoongi why he’s actually awake right now? He didn’t actually know why it was bothering him so much, and why it was keeping him awake."},{"id":833199331,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Hyung....(mumbles)"},{"id":833199332,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin mumbled shifting a bit on his bed"},{"id":833199333,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I’m ready to tell u why I’ve been unable to sleep...I don’t know why...but I’ve been feeling a little insecure for the past 3 days. I feel like I’m not attractive enough for some reasons."},{"id":833199334,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"This feeling had started that very same day Yoongi had said that Taehyung was cute, Jimin didnt get why it made him feel so uneasy, but it did and he was hating every second of this feeling"},{"id":833199335,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jimin"},{"id":833199336,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi’s deep voice sounds through the device, causing unwanted shivers to run down in Jimin’s spins. It was cold in his room....had to be."},{"id":833199337,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Yes"},{"id":833199338,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin responds to him, observing how yoongi’s eyes were opened more wider now, seeming to pierce right into Jimin’s soul."},{"id":833199339,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I’m sorry, but I don’t care if you feel uncomfortable with what I’m about to say u"},{"id":833199340,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Yoongi licks his lips, scanning every inch of Jimin’s featured before he said."},{"id":833199341,"character_id":18968471,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You are absolutely fvcking beautiful and I wouldn’t understand why u feel insecure at all. To be honest the first time u sent me ur picture I admittedly stared at it for sometime....Your smile was just so....I don’t even know how to describe it, Gorgeous? Beguiling? I would say tantalizing, because it was truly something tormenting and teasing with the sight or promise of something unobtainable. Really, you’re preposessing. I’ve seen alot of handsome guys, but you’re differnt. Nothing I’ve ever seen before."},{"id":833199342,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"This is when Jimin’s started to feel a lot of things at the same tims, his breath got caught in his throat, his stomach felt like it wsd about barf up every single things he ate, hisbheart was at abnormal rate, and his cheeks...oh how they flared up the brightest shade of red."},{"id":833199343,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"OKAY, THANK YOU, HYUNG. GOODNIGHT, ILL TEXT YOU LATER"},{"id":833199344,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jimin hurriedly ends the call not waiting for a response, flingung his phone to the side of him as he inhales and exhales quickly."},{"id":833199345,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"jimin raises his hands to his heated cheeks, ignoring his heart and stomach at the same time as he stared up at his ceiling in disbelief, mumbling to himself"},{"id":833199346,"character_id":19050286,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"There’s no way that just happened....did I actually just blush.....?"},{"id":833199347,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199348,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199349,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199350,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"That’s it"},{"id":833199351,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"sorry for late update"},{"id":833199352,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was busy actually"},{"id":833199353,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"and"},{"id":833199354,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I will not update for 1 or 2 weeks"},{"id":833199355,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I have exams"},{"id":833199356,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"still....I will try to write new episodes at night..."},{"id":833199357,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"1479 words.......first timeud83dude01"},{"id":833199358,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"my eyes are going to shut anytime"},{"id":833199359,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"so"},{"id":833199360,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"tata"},{"id":833199361,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"bye bye"},{"id":833199362,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199363,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"like"},{"id":833199364,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199365,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"comment"},{"id":833199366,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199367,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"subscribe"},{"id":833199368,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199369,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199370,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199371,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199372,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":833199373,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Scientific Terms ud83dudc8c"}]}