disgust/I’m sorry

{"messages":[{"id":501147831,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"days were passing like that and tae is still in coma... it’s exactly been 10 days he’s in coma.... jin is not leaving tae for a single second.... and taking care of tae...."},{"id":501147832,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin did not care for his health and did not eat properly in these days.... all tried to convince jin that they will take care of tae but jin refused to believe them...."},{"id":501147833,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but one day..."},{"id":501147834,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin fainted due to weakness in kitchen while preparing some soup to tae....."},{"id":501147835,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"maid saw it and helped jin to room and later went to inform namjoon...."},{"id":501147836,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"master..."},{"id":501147837,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"what...??"},{"id":501147838,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"I came here to inform you that.... master jin’s health is not good...."},{"id":501147839,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"why... what happened to jin.. (worried)"},{"id":501147840,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"master jin fainted in kitchen... and he’s too weak master... he’s not eating properly and always taking care of young master taehyung...."},{"id":501147841,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"if this continues... I’m afraid that master jin’s health will be spoiled too....ud83dude1fud83dude1fud83dude1f"},{"id":501147842,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"(worried af...but act cold out side)"},{"id":501147843,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"why are you saying this to me... just feed him something and medicine...."},{"id":501147844,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"he’s not ready to take any of them master... he’s saying that... he has to take care of his tae...ud83dude1fud83dude1f"},{"id":501147845,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"please come and convince him master.... ud83dude1f"},{"id":501147846,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"hmm... you can go now.... I will pay a visit to him..... (cold)"},{"id":501147847,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"ok master..."},{"id":501147848,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"maid bowed to namjoon and left...."},{"id":501147849,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"what should I talk to him....ud83eudd14ud83eudd14"},{"id":501147850,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"I never tried to console or convince anyone...."},{"id":501147851,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"should talk with him softly.... or should I order him....???ud83eudd14"},{"id":501147852,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"aahh... it’s really confusing... ud83dude29ud83dude29"},{"id":501147853,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"whatever.... I will just go on with flow.... yehh.. It’s best....."},{"id":501147854,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"thinking like that namjoon went to jin and saw jin sleeping...."},{"id":501147855,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"what maid said was absolutely correct...jin Became so pale and weakness was written on his face..... he looked so pathetic that which made namjoon feel bad....."},{"id":501147856,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"then namjoon called jin with loud but soft voice..."},{"id":501147857,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"jin...."},{"id":501147858,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"with that jin opened his eyes and saw his alpha there.... the he got up and sit straight on bed and said...."},{"id":501147859,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"Al.. alpha...??!!"},{"id":501147860,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I’m sorry alpha.... no one informed me that you are coming here....ud83dude1fud83dude1f"},{"id":501147861,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I.. I will go and get ready... ca.. can you wait for few minutes.... I will take bath and serve you on bed...ud83dude1fud83dude1fud83dude1f"},{"id":501147862,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin thought that namjoon was there for s*x.... and it’s not his fault to think like that tho.... because namjoon only visited jin when he’s needy...."},{"id":501147863,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but namjoon got a tight pang on his heart for what jin said... but he can’t blame jin..."},{"id":501147864,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"because it’s his fault... his expressions turned sad... but again covered with coldness... he was soo tensed at that moment and did not get what to say... so he allowed his cold self to take over him again...."},{"id":501147865,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"what jin.. do you want to serve me like this... did you look at yourself how you became....ud83eudd28"},{"id":501147866,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude14ud83dude14"},{"id":501147867,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"you are looking so disgusting that I don’t even want to touch you.... (cold voice)"},{"id":501147868,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"(ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94)"},{"id":501147869,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"you are even making me disgusted to look at you..."},{"id":501147870,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"ud83eudd7aud83eudd7aud83eudd7a"},{"id":501147871,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin’s heart was aching at each and every word of namjoon... his eyes were tearing up but trying hard to stop them... because he don’t want to cry in front of namjoon...."},{"id":501147872,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"why don’t you maintain your body and health jin... you want my attention so badly... don’t you....??ud83eudd28ud83eudd28"},{"id":501147873,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"that’s why you are using those cheap tricks...ud83eudd28ud83eudd28"},{"id":501147874,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"(ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94)"},{"id":501147875,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"just stop doing these types of things jin... these only makes me irritating and disgusted more...ud83eudd28ud83eudd28"},{"id":501147876,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"namjoon just blabbered something without even thinking for what he came.... but... those words already affected jin....."},{"id":501147877,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I’m... I’m... sorry Alpha.... from.... now onwards... I will maintain.. my body.... (ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dude22)"},{"id":501147878,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"but... I never.. did this.. to gain.. your... attention.... (ud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dude22)"},{"id":501147879,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I’m.. sorry for... making you.. feel disgusted.... (ud83dude22ud83dude22)"},{"id":501147880,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin was suppressing his sobs by biting his lips and said those words with a cracked voice...."},{"id":501147881,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"a tear escaped from jin’s eye but jin quickly wiped it off... and then namjoon Understood that he hurted jin instead of consoling.... he regreted immediately for talking like that to jin...."},{"id":501147882,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"jin i----"},{"id":501147883,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but his words are cut by jin...."},{"id":501147884,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"alpha... I want to take rest...."},{"id":501147885,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin Said while not making eye contact with namjoon....."},{"id":501147886,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"namjoon sighed and left from there... and immediately jin burst out of tears...."},{"id":501147887,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1908215/chatstory/9585689/1614357233340.jpg","image_width":381,"image_height":523},{"id":501147888,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"sob... sob...ud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":501147889,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I know alpha.... I’m just a s*x toy and slave in your eyes....ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":501147890,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"but... it’s not necessary to make me remaind it again and again.....ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":501147891,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"it’s hurting me....ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":501147892,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/1908215/chatstory/9585689/1614357242831.jpg","image_width":237,"image_height":295},{"id":501147893,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"it’s hurting me very badly.... I never did that to get your attention alphaud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":501147894,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I thought that... you just don’t like me... but today I understood that... you hate meud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dudc94"},{"id":501147895,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"my presence just making you disgusted... I’m sorry for that...ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":501147896,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"if my presence is making you that disgusted.. I will maintain my distance with you alpha....ud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":501147897,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I’m sorry for everything...ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":501147898,"character_id":9060041,"type":2,"content":"I’m really sorry..ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":501147899,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"jin kept on mumbling sorry for the things which he’s not responsible.... but he can’t blame anyone for his unlucky fate... he can’t even blame namjoon too... so he’s just blaming himself for being born......"},{"id":501147900,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"what he can do other than that.... expect for crying himself and being heart broken..."},{"id":501147901,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but maid stood outside and listen to every word of Jin...."},{"id":501147902,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"I’m sorry master... I thought that presence of master namjoon will make you calm... but he’s the one who hurted you the mostud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":501147903,"character_id":9093583,"type":2,"content":"I shouldn’t have called master here...ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":501147904,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"while at namjoon.."},{"id":501147905,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"AAHH... I did that again...."},{"id":501147906,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"I made him cry again... aren’t I went to console him... but why the hell I said those words to him....ud83dude29ud83dude29"},{"id":501147907,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"I can see that he’s hurt... his eyes are tearing up... but why I did not console him...."},{"id":501147908,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"just what’s stopping me to be good to him....."},{"id":501147909,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"I not only scolded him... but also sounded like I’m only interested in his body...."},{"id":501147910,"character_id":9060040,"type":2,"content":"now what he will think about me... why the hell I said those mean words to him....ud83dude1eud83dude1eud83dude1e"},{"id":501147911,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"now rm was regreting so much for hurting jin... but what’s the use of it... he already damaged jin’s heart to a extent that it was burnt completely...."},{"id":501147912,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"but... what happened to namjoon... why he talked that mean to jin... why he’s not able to treat jin nicely even if he wants too...??."},{"id":501147913,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"may be... it’s because he still blames jin for jisoo’s death... may be that’s stopping namjoon to be good to jin...."},{"id":501147914,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"whatever mey be the reason... namjoon was hurting a pure soul... but when he came to know the truth... he will regret like hell for hurting jin..."},{"id":501147915,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"let’s see..."},{"id":501147916,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"what’s gonna happen...ud83eudd37ud83cudffbu200du2640ufe0f"},{"id":501147917,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"continue"},{"id":501147918,"character_id":9060049,"type":2,"content":"please like comment and subscribe guys ud83dude18ud83dude18"}]}