Why?

{"messages":[{"id":785089205,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Sssssshhhh.. (put a index finger on his lips and actioned it to Suzy)"},{"id":785089206,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook stiffened on his position.. his head resting to the concrete wall like a leach.. his ears focused on the whatever was happening on the bed as he closed his eyes and started to cry silently.. so silently.. that the pretty doll that he is was dirtied both physically, mentally and internally"},{"id":785089207,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why? Are you so scared of that little boy.. so scared that he might see the monster inside you.."},{"id":785089208,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Suzy.. babe.. shut the FCK up.."},{"id":785089209,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"We shouldnu2019t be speaking of this (sighed)"},{"id":785089210,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why not?"},{"id":785089211,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Only I know what an addict you areu2026"},{"id":785089212,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That poor boy canu2019t even see the beast inside youu2026"},{"id":785089213,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Stop.. this isnu2019t the right place"},{"id":785089214,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And I am not scared of him.. itu2019s just he becomes like a crybaby and it is kind of a mood spoiler"},{"id":785089215,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why canu2019t you leave him?"},{"id":785089216,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Because he fcking left his home for me.. he pushed me to take responsibility for him (rolled his eyes and took the cigarette from Suzyu2019s hand and started to smoke himself)"},{"id":785089217,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I swear.. I had no idea.. he would cling on to me for so long.."},{"id":785089218,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I just wanted to have some more fun with him when he came out graduated"},{"id":785089219,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You know.. he is still the most prettiest.. I have ever fcked.."},{"id":785089220,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you seriously.. telling me this? (Gave an angry glare)"},{"id":785089221,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Sighs)"},{"id":785089222,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Oh common.. donu2019t tell me.. you donu2019t find the boy very pretty.. he is fcking pretty okay.."},{"id":785089223,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I have this addiction of having every pretty little doll under me.. and thatu2019s how ended up in the mess of dating him for a fcking four years of my university"},{"id":785089224,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yeah.. I know all about it.. (rolled her eyes)"},{"id":785089225,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No one can see through you.. only I know the ugly monster inside you.."},{"id":785089226,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The boy is so naive.. he couldnu2019t even see through you.. such an idiot blinded in love.."},{"id":785089227,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You broke off with me in the first year.. only to have fun with new people.."},{"id":785089228,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Even when the boy was your boyfriend.. you fcked many behind his back.."},{"id":785089229,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When you came back here after graduation.. how we were back to our playthings.."},{"id":785089230,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And how you have been fcking around the boy even after marrying him.."},{"id":785089231,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The things I do for pleasure (chuckled while looking at the ceiling and smoking his joke away)"},{"id":785089232,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He is really naive.. isnu2019t he?"},{"id":785089233,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He literally thought I fought for him with my parents.. naah.. I just wanted to bag my fatheru2019s business before revealing that I am b!sexual.."},{"id":785089234,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So that no one could stop me.. I would be unbreakable"},{"id":785089235,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Well.. no wonder.. a $ex addict like you who loves to FCK pretty things.. has managed to blind his own parents.. than the boy was nothing in your master fake self"},{"id":785089236,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He is still so good when I FCK him.. oh gawd he is the best.."},{"id":785089237,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I just love the way he fcking moans my name.. and whispers under me so delicately.."},{"id":785089238,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Believe me.. he is fcking good in that innocent.."},{"id":785089239,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The bestest pretty doll ever"},{"id":785089240,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook had to close his mouth as he was about to scream in pain.. his throat was already dry but the lump inside his chest was only hardening around it and breaking his heart into million bundle of pieces.. he was being crushed and he wasnu2019t able to help himselfu2026 no strength.. no courage left in him.. he was a sobbing mess and he couldnu2019t even show it properly.. but his ears they stayed firm on the wall to listen more"},{"id":785089241,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He could feel that Suzy got up from the bed angrily because she was shouting now"},{"id":785089242,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Donu2019t you dare compare me with that boy.."},{"id":785089243,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Oh babe.. I am so sorry.."},{"id":785089244,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But you should know.. only you are the one who truly accepts me for what I am.."},{"id":785089245,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook peeked.. he could see Suzy sitting back on chanyeolu2019s lap.."},{"id":785089246,"character_id":17720272,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jeon chanyeol.. only I can keep you sane.. remember that.."},{"id":785089247,"character_id":18398740,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Only you can.."},{"id":785089248,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And thatu2019s when they got glued with each other like the lake getting mixed with a river.,"},{"id":785089249,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Their clothes starting to come off of them.. Chanyeol now didnu2019t even bothered about the fact that his husband is in the same hotel"},{"id":785089250,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This was happening all so fast as if the rain was telling his tale with heavy downpour lashing the earth like harsh whips being smashed on someoneu2019s back.."},{"id":785089251,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook couldnu2019t watch more.. he balled his fists to his side and walked slowly towards the bed.."},{"id":785089252,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He stayed their silently.. they still havenu2019t noticed his presence.. they were so lost in each other this time devouring one another"},{"id":785089253,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook used his courage"},{"id":785089254,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why?"},{"id":785089255,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But his voice was like a whisper.. it was barely even audible"},{"id":785089256,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He gulped and tried to gather new courage"},{"id":785089257,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He this time voiced a little too loudly"},{"id":785089258,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"WHY?"}]}