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{"messages":[{"id":808785019,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"ud83dudda4Trigger Warningud83dudda4"},{"id":808785020,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"It has been a week since Taehyung met Suzy.. He mentally was so occupied that he forgot one of the vital informations to check.."},{"id":808785021,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"However, it didnu2019t take him long enough to realise his other pending work.. and thatu2019s why he is now standing in a hospital"},{"id":808785022,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Itu2019s the same hospital where once taehyung came to collect chanyeolu2019s forensic copies.."},{"id":808785023,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"However.. this time taehyung is in a different department., he is about to check Jungkooku2019s physical report on the day of chanyeolu2019s murder"},{"id":808785024,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Taehyung is nervous? was not even a question.. for some reason he feels uneasy about everything that he is about to unravel.. as if it will change his life.. as if it will change his perspective about Jungkook.. as if it will hurt him.."},{"id":808785025,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Being a lawyer.. taehyung must be unbiased with his emotions.. great control is needed.. no one is allowed to be emotionally unstable when it comes to fighting a case.. itu2019s all business and it should be like that"},{"id":808785026,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But taehyung knows within his heart that the pretty dollu2019s case is very important to him.."},{"id":808785027,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Taehyung as scheduled was on time.. a female doctor took him to a department where she searched for a file.:"},{"id":808785028,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"They exchanged few conversations before taehyung could open the file"},{"id":808785029,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"After couple of minutes.. taehyung finally began to read the file and what he found out shattered his heart"},{"id":808785030,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Taehgungu2019s eyes were wide., a tear escaped through his fierce almond eyes.. he stared and stared,, praying what he is reading is just some joke.. but sadly no., this is exactly what happened with Jeon Jungkook.."},{"id":808785031,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And if taehyung canu2019t bear that reality., imagine how jungkook is bearing his own reality.."},{"id":808785032,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"There is no measure"},{"id":808785033,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":".."},{"id":808785034,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"."},{"id":808785035,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":".."},{"id":808785036,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"."},{"id":808785037,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"On the same day.. Suzy met with Jungkook for a brief moment.."},{"id":808785038,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook was dragged back to his cell as he feels no life is left inside him.."},{"id":808785039,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He soon reached his cell.. he could hear his friends Lisa and Jennie saying something to him.."},{"id":808785040,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But everything feels so distant"},{"id":808785041,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The only word that jungkook could remember and also chant in his inner being is"},{"id":808785042,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*disgusting*"},{"id":808785043,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He didnu2019t responded to his friends and walked inside his cell.. the loud thud noise from the closing of the door, snapped Jungkook back to reality"},{"id":808785044,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He looked around the dirty dull room.. itu2019s so"},{"id":808785045,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*disgusting*"},{"id":808785046,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This life that he is living is so"},{"id":808785047,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*disgusting*"},{"id":808785048,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Why is he living it? Why does he have to live it.. why not someone else., why him.."},{"id":808785049,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Why.."},{"id":808785050,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This whole life is"},{"id":808785051,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*disgusting*"},{"id":808785052,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkooku2019s POV"},{"id":808785053,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I walked to my bed.. it made a creek sound.. I chuckled while remembering once I had a soft bed which covered the bundle of thorns beneath it.."},{"id":808785054,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I guess then there is no difference between this and the soft bed I had once.. they are fcking same with their own disgusting scents.."},{"id":808785055,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I took a deep breath.. something inside me was craving.. it was like a herd of insects were crawling inside me.. and I needed to do something in order to get rid with this uncomfortable and unbearable pain.."},{"id":808785056,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I knew what to do.."},{"id":808785057,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But I was really fighting against it.."},{"id":808785058,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I didnu2019t want to be this weak.. but right now my whole body is on fire and I need to calm it.."},{"id":808785059,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I immediately scooted on the floor.. kneeling and bent my head under the bed.. a small rustic box was hidden.. I grabbed it and got it out"},{"id":808785060,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I hid that box.. it has a lot of sharp things that I collected just in case"},{"id":808785061,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I crawled to the corner of the room.. ensured to show my back to the door.."},{"id":808785062,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I clicked open the box.."},{"id":808785063,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Some small wires.. some blades.. and even needles were inside it"},{"id":808785064,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I collected them during my time in jail.. some I found lying on the ground and some I just stole"},{"id":808785065,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I removed the small blade out.."},{"id":808785066,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Oh god, I can hear it.."},{"id":808785067,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I can hear my heart cry at me.. I can hear it beg me to stop.."},{"id":808785068,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But I am in so much pain."},{"id":808785069,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Please heart.. let me just do it once"},{"id":808785070,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Just once more"},{"id":808785071,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I could hear my heart plead to me.. saying words of encouraging that I came out of this.. and I shouldnu2019t go back.."},{"id":808785072,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Please.. my mind who couldnu2019t bear this disgusting pain.. pleaded and overcame my heart.."},{"id":808785073,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I flipped the blade between the tip of my thumb and index finger"},{"id":808785074,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I rolled it and then put my index finger on the sharp edges of it.. I stroked it making a slight slice on my fingertip.."},{"id":808785075,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"It wasnu2019t painful.. I have done worse to myself"},{"id":808785076,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I gripped on the blade and put my left hand forward., revealing my nerves.."},{"id":808785077,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"My heart was screaming already in pain.. I could hear it beating loudly.. I mumbled"},{"id":808785078,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I am sorry.."},{"id":808785079,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And then I made the first small cut on my left hand.."},{"id":808785080,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This was nothing.. I have bore worst.. so I continued to make marks on my nerves until it finally started to pain unbearably"},{"id":808785081,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This is what I wanted.. itu2019s just like the first time I did it.. after when my husband started to cheat on me and use me.. I was abandoned, torn apart.. and the Pain was just sickening.. there felt no cure.. but this one day became the only option to bear my mental pain"},{"id":808785082,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I became quite frequent and I knew how to slice my body with sharp substances.."},{"id":808785083,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"However.. when I was sentenced to jail term.. I stopped doing it"},{"id":808785084,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I gathered these things just in case.. I guess it did come handy.."},{"id":808785085,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I watch my blood ooze out of my hand.."},{"id":808785086,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I bit my lip harshly to stop myself from crying loudly.. it was really painful.."},{"id":808785087,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But the loss of blood this time is heavier than every other time in the past.."},{"id":808785088,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Shit"},{"id":808785089,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I overdid it"},{"id":808785090,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And Jungkook doesnu2019t remember what happened next.."},{"id":808785091,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"His head hit the floor as he blinked into the small light in his cell until everything went black.."},{"id":808785092,"character_id":17340011,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Please donu2019t every try in your life.. itu2019s a humble request.. this is just a fiction and a story nothing more than that.. so yeah.."}]}