Spotless Lonesome!

{"messages":[{"id":832392596,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkooku2019s PoV:"},{"id":832392597,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I opened my eyes slowly.. only to be blinded again by a sharp polished light above me.."},{"id":832392598,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"What is this?"},{"id":832392599,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Am I dead?"},{"id":832392600,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Finally!"},{"id":832392601,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I hope eomma isnu2019t mad at me for dying.. this life was enough anyways"},{"id":832392602,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I closed my eyes again.. the gleaming source was unbearable.. it was swelling my eyes as if and I felt a severe headache"},{"id":832392603,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Wait, does that mean I am in heaven and this bright light is the path to it.. should I grab it? Will it wrap around me and take me to heaven.. I wonu2019t mind staying in a better place in the afterlife.. I hope this light takes me to the fountain of peace.."},{"id":832392604,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But then why is this light burning my insides., is it hinting that the hell is about to suck me away deep underneath the earth where burning flames resides.:"},{"id":832392605,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You are awake! (Says gently)"},{"id":832392606,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Huh? Who is that?"},{"id":832392607,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I opened my eyes.. I had to blink multiple times to have a clear view.:"},{"id":832392608,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Finally, I did manage to see where I was.. sadly, it wasnu2019t heaven neither hell.. it was the earth.."},{"id":832392609,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"If jails have dull and dirty rooms, then hospitals have boring, spotless and lonesome rooms.. the smell of medicines and the echo of beeps is all that I could feel and hear.."},{"id":832392610,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I look at my body.. my wrists wrapped into bandages.. a needle pierced in my vein a little above my right hand knuckles.. the needle connected a thin tube like plastic wire which was attached to another machine, the saline feeding equipment.."},{"id":832392611,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"then a little behind were a machine that showed my heart rate.. i could see the volatile lines, which meant my heart is beating fine, at least itu2019s not a straight line.. i wish it was straight though, (Sighs)"},{"id":832392612,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This would be the first time in the past four years, I see such bright lights and a new room apart from a jail cell.. I donu2019t know if it makes me feel anything.. itu2019s just feels so pale.. no colour, no excitement, no joy of see these new environment.."},{"id":832392613,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I guess I have lost the touch of life.. I wish this is a lie though.."},{"id":832392614,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I wanted to shift from the position I was laying in.. my body feels cramped up and tightened even if I am laying in a perfectly soft bed.."},{"id":832392615,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"As I was about to shift, the man standing beside me, held my shoulder.."},{"id":832392616,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You shouldnu2019t move.."},{"id":832392617,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I will call the doctors to check on you.."},{"id":832392618,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"From his clothings, I can tell he is a police officer.. maybe he is supposed to guard me while I am sick.. I guess to ensure I donu2019t run away.. (chuckles lightly)"},{"id":832392619,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I didnu2019t have much strength to speak.. I now realise I am very thirsty.."},{"id":832392620,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"My gaze shifted on a glass of jar.. I gulped pushing away the lump in my throat.."},{"id":832392621,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I was about to stretch my hand to hold the jar so that I can pour some water in a glass.. the police officer beat me to it.."},{"id":832392622,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I watched him as he gave me some water.. he made me drink it too with the help of a straw.."},{"id":832392623,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I felt so grateful.. in a very long time, someone who isnu2019t my lawyer or cell mates, has shown humility towards me.. it seems a small situation right? But no, it means the world to me.. these little good gestures are something to be grateful for.."},{"id":832392624,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You should rest.. I will call the doctor.."},{"id":832392625,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I nodded again.."},{"id":832392626,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I watched him leave the room with a very firm posture.."},{"id":832392627,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The officer seemed nice, I guess"},{"id":832392628,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The doctors checked on me and I was told that I will be in a rehab for a week.. the rehab is in the same cell, so my room will be shifted for some days.. I will miss my cell mates though.."},{"id":832392629,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I could already see a bundle of various coloured medicines have been prescribed to me.. i hate medicines.. the bitter taste makes me want to puke.."},{"id":832392630,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"A nurse helped me take my medicines and foodu2026 the day I spent in resting.. tomorrow I go back to my old dirty life in cell.."},{"id":832392631,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The officer didnu2019t leave my sight but that was all.. no words exchanged just awkward silence"},{"id":832392632,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"As the night engulfed the skies.. I looked at the time.. 7.30 pm, itu2019s already evening"},{"id":832392633,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Itu2019s so silent here.. I am glad the beeping of machine is there.. makes me feel life is there"},{"id":832392634,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I kept watching the ceiling while concentrating on the beeps.. I donu2019t remember for how long I must have stayed like that"},{"id":832392635,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But the sound of the door opening, made me snap out of it"},{"id":832392636,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I looked weakly at the door"},{"id":832392637,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And there stood my lawyer.. Mr Kim with a brief case and a small smile.."},{"id":832392638,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"His eyes look very sad.."},{"id":832392639,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Is he sad for me?"},{"id":832392640,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Is he worried about me? I can clearly see a tint of anxiousness, but also I canu2019t ignore the slight anger forming on his eyebrows"},{"id":832392641,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Is he angry that I tried to harm myself?"},{"id":832392642,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Why should he? I am just an insect.."}]}