Virtues of Life!

{"messages":[{"id":840846628,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Everything continued for months.. I lost track of my own time.. everything hurt so bad.. I donu2019t have proper words to form to explain those pains"},{"id":840846629,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Chanyeol looked like a complete beast.. he was not even close to the man who would be whipped for me once upon a time.. as if this is what he was waiting for.. to show me his real self"},{"id":840846630,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He threatened me.."},{"id":840846631,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He kept saying if I ever leave the house or seek help or talk about what was happening with me or what he was doing.. he would destroy my family.."},{"id":840846632,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I believed him.. they really are powerful"},{"id":840846633,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It was not anymore just r@pe.. it felt like he even abducted me from my own self and freedomu2026"},{"id":840846634,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I feared him a lot"},{"id":840846635,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He was really sinister"},{"id":840846636,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Suzy was the other frequent woman in his life.."},{"id":840846637,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"If he was bored with her some day then it was me.. or if he was bored of me and her then there were others"},{"id":840846638,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Suzy never really rejected himu2026 I realised soon from her actions that she loved him.."},{"id":840846639,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How do you even love a monster like chanyeol who doesnu2019t even gives a two shit about your existence or emotions"},{"id":840846640,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She willingly warmed his bed.. just like others"},{"id":840846641,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"While I was forced to do so.."},{"id":840846642,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I knew one thing.."},{"id":840846643,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Chanyeol would never wanted his name to be gossiped in the world.. he was a brand of his own.. an idol.. and people idolised him.."},{"id":840846644,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"He would hate if his reputation was on line.."},{"id":840846645,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So he was a sly.. he smiled before the world like an ideal man and behind the walls of his own house his disgustful terror reigned"},{"id":840846646,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Soon enough.. chanyeolu2019s parents finally came to know about their sonu2019s deeds.."},{"id":840846647,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I expected them to put some sense in him and stop him from doing whatever that he was doing.."},{"id":840846648,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But no.."},{"id":840846649,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"At first they did seem to be really worried.. but chanyeolu2019s father, he really just cared about his reputation"},{"id":840846650,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"So soon his family was involved in threatening me"},{"id":840846651,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"They couldnu2019t go against chanyeol.. the man owned the whole empire now.."},{"id":840846652,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Every family gathering.. chanyeol made me dolled up and forced me to smile at everyone.. i was still his husband and he wouldnu2019t want the world to know that his marriage was breaking apart..honestly, there was nothing like marriage between us anymore"},{"id":840846653,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was bewildered more than in pain with each passing day.."},{"id":840846654,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Everything just seems so overwhelming"},{"id":840846655,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I kept asking myself what have I gotten myself into.."},{"id":840846656,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What is this mess, that I canu2019t seem to get out from!"},{"id":840846657,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why?"},{"id":840846658,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Thatu2019s all I kept asking to myself"},{"id":840846659,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was just a normal kid with normal dreams.. I just wanted humble and loveable surrounding"},{"id":840846660,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"The dream I held was long tarnished.. and I didnu2019t even dream any more"},{"id":840846661,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I had only one desire.. it was more like a plead from the god above.."},{"id":840846662,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I just wanted to be free from that hell hole and it seemed like the possibility of that wasnu2019t any time soon.."},{"id":840846663,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I had already stopped talking to my parents, I kept my fatheru2019s words.."},{"id":840846664,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I wasnu2019t allowed to make any friends and soon enough even the servants were commanded to stay away from me"},{"id":840846665,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It was really just overwhelming and FCKing painful.."},{"id":840846666,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Like that five months passed"},{"id":840846667,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I even managed to accept my own fate.. that was just how my destiny looked like"},{"id":840846668,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"To suffer in the arms of a maniac"},{"id":840846669,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I thought nothing more worse could happen to me now.."},{"id":840846670,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Everything already was pathetic and worst"},{"id":840846671,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But I was so wrong"},{"id":840846672,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"One month before chanyeolu2019s death.."},{"id":840846673,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Suzyu2019s elder brother.. Bae Eun-woo visited Seoul.. he came here after five years of settling in London.."},{"id":840846674,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Takes a deep breath)"},{"id":840846675,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Itu2019s okay calm down.. (says softly)"},{"id":840846676,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"We donu2019t have to pressure you into reliving every memory at the same time.."},{"id":840846677,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Itu2019s alright!"},{"id":840846678,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I donu2019t think so I will be able to talk about all of this again if not tonight.."},{"id":840846679,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I canu2019t let this courage go away from me now"},{"id":840846680,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I am proud of you.."},{"id":840846681,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"You are doing really great.."},{"id":840846682,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Just take a deep breath and pick it up from where ever you like"},{"id":840846683,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You seem like a therapist now!"},{"id":840846684,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Donu2019t you get tired listening to people like us!"},{"id":840846685,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Smiled)"},{"id":840846686,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Not really.."},{"id":840846687,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I love to know people.. if I can help them in anyway.. that would be a great achievement"},{"id":840846688,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"These people who talk to me about their pain.. are only the ones who show me the real meaning of courage and strength.."},{"id":840846689,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"The virtues of life"},{"id":840846690,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"The core basis of life"},{"id":840846691,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I learn from all of them"},{"id":840846692,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook didnu2019t know he was smiling.. he canu2019t even feel his own face.. thatu2019s how much he is detached from himself"},{"id":840846693,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But taehyungu2019s sweet smile was an invasion to his own existence"},{"id":840846694,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Honestly, he has never seen someone so determined to help others.. it was baffling.."},{"id":840846695,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But the fact that Taehyung was a real person and sitting opposite him, made him finally realise that this whole experience is a reality"},{"id":840846696,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He realised he was smiling soon enough though because he saw taehyung slightly little.. his eyes widened on realising that he was smiling heartily ear-to-ear and with smiley eyes.. that was a new experience in a whole different way after so many years"},{"id":840846697,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Bae Eun-woo is the reason"},{"id":840846698,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why i killed my own husband! (Sighed with a deep breath)"},{"id":840846699,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Taehyungu2019s pen felt from his grip and his eyes were already looking at jungkook with a shock expression"}]}