Someone Will Care!

{"messages":[{"id":848206728,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook was back to his cell.. he was greeted by a wave of hugs from his two cell mates who couldnu2019t contain their happiness and tears.."},{"id":848206729,"character_id":16910472,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You idiot.. why would you hurt yourself.. I am going to kill you! (Says while crying)"},{"id":848206730,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You canu2019t kill him.. do you want more life sentence (rolled his eyes on Jennie)"},{"id":848206731,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Looks at jungkook and lightly punch his arm) you fcking made me worried.. I am mad at you.."},{"id":848206732,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I am sorry noonas.. I wonu2019t do that again.."},{"id":848206733,"character_id":16910472,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You better.. you must promise us"},{"id":848206734,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"With your blood.. promise us (chirps happily)"},{"id":848206735,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Smiled weakly)"},{"id":848206736,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Uhm.. how did your case go Lisa!"},{"id":848206737,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Oh.. kookiaaaah.. (starts to bounce on her toes)"},{"id":848206738,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"My jail term has been lessen.. i only have to stay here for another decade.."},{"id":848206739,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Thatu2019s still a lot.. (says worriedly)"},{"id":848206740,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Naaah.. I am fine with it.."},{"id":848206741,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I deserve the worse punishment for not being able to protect my son.. he was my everything"},{"id":848206742,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Anyways.. I am 27.. will be 37 when I get out.. still young ah?"},{"id":848206743,"character_id":16910473,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I will still look beautiful (smiles cutely)"},{"id":848206744,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Smiles back) Ofcorse Lisa"},{"id":848206745,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"They started to eat their lunch again.. jungkook was brought late last night and they couldnu2019t get the opportunity to talk properly., but now in their jail cafeteria they finally can"},{"id":848206746,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"."},{"id":848206747,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"."},{"id":848206748,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Another two days have passed., jungkook still hasnu2019t heard from his lawyer.. he remembered the last time when they were together in a little dull room of an hospital.. a lot has changed since that night where jungkook had finally revealed every little pain that he suffered.. a little ignite of hope has emerged in jungkook now.. there are suddenly reasons to why he doesnu2019t want to stay in this jail anymore.. he doesnu2019t know what outcome the case will hold once itu2019s reopen.. but he knows within his heart that he wants to do many things once he is out.. for instance, meet his mother.. she must be alone.. she must be worried too.. for instance he wants to go to places where his father had taken him.. he wants to feel the presence of his father who did love him.. for instance he wants to sit beside his fatheru2019s grave and talk to him or more like complaint to him about how bad jail food was or how bad the bed here was.. or how bad the weather would make this place a rotting hell.. then there were wishes that jungkook is still not sure he should have them.. he wants to meet the lawyer in fresh air where the sun is shining bright on them and flowers bloomed in a garden.. or where they can have an aroma of coffee around them as they sit in a cafe.. or where they can take a walk along the footpath while talking stuffs about themselves.. itu2019s still too much to wish but for some reasons jungkook was wishing them anyways"},{"id":848206749,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Right now he is sitting in his cell.. he canu2019t sleep.. the night is cold again and he is still recovering.."},{"id":848206750,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"While he is lost in his bubble of wishes.. he comes out of his trance when he hears footsteps.. someone must be walking outside"},{"id":848206751,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He shrugged off his thoughts but he was once again sent to another train of emotions when he saw a small wire from his bed coming out oddly.. he stared it.."},{"id":848206752,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"If he wasnu2019t wishing about good things few seconds ago then this wire wouldu2019ve been his great friend in calming him from his pain.. the wire would have been tempting and he would have been aching to use it and create an art of his own on his body.. his doe eyes wide and it flickered as he focuses on the wire"},{"id":848206753,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"However.."},{"id":848206754,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"If you donu2019t focus on it.. then it will just be a piece of wire.. (says while standing before Jungkooku2019s cell)"},{"id":848206755,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook looked up and saw the officer who was also there in the hospital"},{"id":848206756,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What do you mean? (Says very lowly)"},{"id":848206757,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That thing that you are staring at wonu2019t help you.. (points at the wire)"},{"id":848206758,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Itu2019s easy for you to say! (Sits straight)"},{"id":848206759,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Probably yes.. but still it will never help you.."},{"id":848206760,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"An awkward silence took place between them.. jungkook was about to look away and lay on his bed but yoongi spoke again"},{"id":848206761,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You should never hurt your body!"},{"id":848206762,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"There is nothing you will achieve from it"},{"id":848206763,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Frowned slightly) as I said you will never understand it.."},{"id":848206764,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook was now irritated.. he decided to just go to sleep"},{"id":848206765,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know.."},{"id":848206766,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But my sister used to do that.. (says suddenly)"},{"id":848206767,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"This made Jungkook to look at yoongi.. the police offer continued to speak further"},{"id":848206768,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She was in a bad marriage.. The fear of burdening her parents from this painful marriage and the fear of dying in that painful marriage and the fear of never having a peaceful life and the fear of having that fate and the fear of losing her own courage and hope.. and the fear of many things that I or our parents Would have never understood"},{"id":848206769,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Made her harm herself"},{"id":848206770,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She chose physical pain over mental pain.. no one was aware of how long she has been hurting herself"},{"id":848206771,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was 17 when a group of policemen came at our place and told us about how my own sister killed herself.. she had multiple strikes of blades on her wrists .. they were deep cuts.. too deep actually.. I guess she overdid it that time"},{"id":848206772,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She died and escaped from her pain.."},{"id":848206773,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But guess what.."},{"id":848206774,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She left two children behind.. theyu2019re with us.. my parents take care of them.."},{"id":848206775,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Life seems to be normal after few years.. but there are certain things that donu2019t change.."},{"id":848206776,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What are those? (Says sadly)"},{"id":848206777,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"For instance you canu2019t change the fact that there is a person missing out of your life., or the fact that the person killed herself.. or the fact you couldnu2019t do anything about it.:"},{"id":848206778,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Her children even though have grown.. still miss their mother., my parents still havenu2019t overcome about the fact that they had a daughter.. they had a daughter"},{"id":848206779,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Or me.."},{"id":848206780,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That I had a noona once upon a time and she was my great friend.. she was my best friend actually and I thought I was too but she never told me about her pain either.. I guess fear of everything plays a lot of role in her agony"},{"id":848206781,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I am sorry.. (says with teary eyes)"},{"id":848206782,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I wonu2019t ever know how it feels.. but then again you really wonu2019t achieve something out of it"},{"id":848206783,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Your mental pain is literally carved on your body when you harm yourself.."},{"id":848206784,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Youu2019re just torturing yourself"},{"id":848206785,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Even though the self harm looks so appealing and you feel that there is nothing important than that, you are so wrong then"},{"id":848206786,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When youu2019re in pain all you think about is yourself"},{"id":848206787,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Your suffering"},{"id":848206788,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But thatu2019s where you are wrong"},{"id":848206789,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know not many will be affected by your pain.."},{"id":848206790,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You going away for forever"},{"id":848206791,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But I promise you.. that there people who will be affected by your disappearance.. by your pain.. by you leaving them for forever"},{"id":848206792,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Youu2019re alone I know"},{"id":848206793,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But doesnu2019t mean there will never be anyone for you who actually care about you.."},{"id":848206794,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook bit his lips.. he didnu2019t realise when he was crying.. hot tears have started to warm his cheeks"},{"id":848206795,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I am sorry I didnu2019t mean to make you sad"},{"id":848206796,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No itu2019s fine.. (wipes his tears)"},{"id":848206797,"character_id":16896785,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Thank you.. (chokes silently)"},{"id":848206798,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"If it helps.."},{"id":848206799,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was really worried when I saw you in so much blood"},{"id":848206800,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was so scared"},{"id":848206801,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I was"},{"id":848206802,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It was sad seeing you like that.. so fragile and delicately broken.. as if you were a mannequin because you seemed like you had no life.. Pale and lifeless"},{"id":848206803,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I donu2019t know whether you have killed your husband or not"},{"id":848206804,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But I was really sad when I saw you in a painful state.."},{"id":848206805,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I know I am no one to you.. but hey, I was sad to see you like that.. I was fcking worried"},{"id":848206806,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Does that count? Does that makes it sufficient for you not harm yourself? Does that count that you arenu2019t alone?"},{"id":848206807,"character_id":19166001,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"There will be someone who will care, you should know that., and if still there isnu2019t any one.. then you should still know you are worth it.. that heartbeat means something.. youu2019re alive, believe me that means something"},{"id":848206808,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Jungkook couldnu2019t help but nod and cry"},{"id":848206809,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Yoongi smiled at him.."},{"id":848206810,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He stayed outside Jungkooku2019s cell while the pretty doll spoke about himself"}]}