If you have it Bad, someone else Has it Worse!

{"messages":[{"id":956493542,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"No one was outside the Kim house.. ji-ah struggle on the cold ground in a devastating manneru2026 the worst to her situation was having a dead body lied beside her.. everything was too much.."},{"id":956493543,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Ji-ah crawled on the ground and kicked one of the sprinklers on their lawn.. immediately a fountain like water erupted from within the grasses at the front porch.. the Kim lights were on as a sensor must be gone to them.."},{"id":956493544,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"She could see the door get opened and someone walking out.. she screamed again but her voice was muffled again.."},{"id":956493545,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But the person ran towards her"},{"id":956493546,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"It was her younger brother"},{"id":956493547,"character_id":17690380,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Ji-ah (sits near his sister)"},{"id":956493548,"character_id":17690380,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Oh my god, who did this to you.."},{"id":956493549,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Ji-ah only cried.. yun-Seo removed his shirt and wrapped it around his sister and then shouted for his parents"},{"id":956493550,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"In 10 minutes.. two ambulances were standing outside the Kim house.. and many police cars to examine the scene"},{"id":956493551,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Daveu2019s body was wrapped in a bag since he was no more"},{"id":956493552,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Ji-ah was placed on a stretcher and taken to the nearby hospital.."},{"id":956493553,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Taehyung ran towards the hospital.. his heart beat was aching badly and ready to pounce out of his chest.. he kept crying while driving.. he could feel his hand shake.. he doesnu2019t know if he even has a courage to watch his sisteru2019s state.."},{"id":956493554,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He doesnu2019t even know if he can bear to watch Daveu2019s dead body who was so vital in this case to reveal that eunwoo was the one who blackmailed him to loose the case"},{"id":956493555,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He reached near the hospital and rushed to where his sister is admitted"},{"id":956493556,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He founds his family outside a ward.. his eomma crying while patting his grandmau2019s back.. his father trying to keep a steady face when you can clearly see he was choking inside to not cry loudly.. his brother he was crying like a baby.."},{"id":956493557,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Appa.."},{"id":956493558,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Tae said in a teary voice"},{"id":956493559,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And appa broke into tears as he hugged Tae"},{"id":956493560,"character_id":17096096,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I couldnu2019t protect her.. she was so weak.. they harmed my baby.. ud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":956493561,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Tae cried along with his appa.. it didnu2019t matter how much of a strong man he was, right now.. all that matters is his sister who didnu2019t deserve what she is going through.. right now he does realise how not everything can be in your control and it makes you helpless and you canu2019t help but cry.. you just cry because the damage is done"},{"id":956493562,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"His sister needs them more than anyone.. Tae made his appa sit and walked towards his brotheru2026 he wiped his tears because his brother was shaking badly.."},{"id":956493563,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"We need to be strong buddyu2026"},{"id":956493564,"character_id":17690380,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She was in a bad state (hugged Tae tightly)"},{"id":956493565,"character_id":17690380,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She was crying so much in my arms.. she is so strong but for the first time I saw her very scared.."},{"id":956493566,"character_id":17690380,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She had marks on her body (choked on his words and cried more)"},{"id":956493567,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I know.. but she needs us to be strong for her.. we canu2019t help her if stay a mess.. we will make her life better with our love.. okay.. (pats his brotheru2019s back)"},{"id":956493568,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"They stayed in silence while sobbing.. after few minutes, a doctor walked out of the ward"},{"id":956493569,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"The doctor told them she will be fine.. she wasnu2019t r@ped but indeed was assaulted badly.. that is pathetic and equal to r@pe anyways.. she needs to rest for a week in the hospital and they suggested a guidance counsellor for her"},{"id":956493570,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"After an hour.. ji-ah woke up and the family was allowed to meet.."},{"id":956493571,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"They all were scared to face ji-ah, scared that they might just burst into tears looking at her condition"},{"id":956493572,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But you know what mattered right now.. is not their pain or Tears.. but only ji-ah.. if you feel you are in a worse state, then there is no one who feels worst than you all but the victim itself and no matter how much you say you can understand them you still wonu2019t understand them until youu2019re scarred exactly like the victim"},{"id":956493573,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Taeu2019s mother ran to hug his daughter who cried instantly.. soon they all were crying again and hugging ji-ah"},{"id":956493574,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"After sometime ji-ah spoke"},{"id":956493575,"character_id":17690379,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"There.. there was another body.. near me (says in a weak tone)"},{"id":956493576,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Tae sighed and wiped his tears"},{"id":956493577,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"That was daveu2019s"},{"id":956493578,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"He was vital for Jungkooku2019s hearing.. but they killed him"},{"id":956493579,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"And they.. they.. harmed you.. (looks away in shame)"},{"id":956493580,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I am sorry.. this.. all.. happened.. because I couldnu2019t give.. away Jungkooku2019s case.."},{"id":956493581,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I.. am.. sorry.."},{"id":956493582,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"There was a brief moment of silence.. no one said anything.."},{"id":956493583,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And then ji-ah broke the silence"},{"id":956493584,"character_id":17690379,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I remember each and everyoneu2019s face who kidnapped and tortured me"},{"id":956493585,"character_id":17690379,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I want to fight for myself"},{"id":956493586,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Tae looked up.. eyes glistening with beaded tears.."},{"id":956493587,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I will do everything to find those b@stards"},{"id":956493588,"character_id":17690379,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No Oppa.. I will do everything to find justice to myself"},{"id":956493589,"character_id":17690379,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Those b@stards should have r@ped me and killed me.. they shouldnu2019t have let go of me alive"},{"id":956493590,"character_id":17690379,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Because now I will be their your worst nightmare"},{"id":956493591,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Tae smiled and nodded"},{"id":956493592,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"They spoke for awhile and ji-ah needed to rest"},{"id":956493593,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"They all went out of the ward.. even though ji-ah says she is strong you can see it in her eyes that the memories are vividly present with her and she does feels scared and hurt with whatever happened to her.. but for how long can she weep and feel pathetic for herself.. no one can help you, you have to take the first step for yourself"},{"id":956493594,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Appa.. I will go the police stationu2026 to check what is happening with Dave and ji-ahu2019s case.."},{"id":956493595,"character_id":17096096,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Yes please do.. they came here awhile ago but I asked them to return"},{"id":956493596,"character_id":17096096,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I couldnu2019t let my baby be scared around them.. maybe tomorrow morning they can come to question ji-ah and we will support her to whatever she wants to do"},{"id":956493597,"character_id":16896784,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Ofcorse appa"},{"id":956493598,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Tae hugged his appa and brother.. he kissed his eomma and grandmau2019s cheek and then left"},{"id":956493599,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He came to the parking lot of the hospital.. found his car and entered in"},{"id":956493600,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"But before driving away.. he held the steering wheels tightly and took deep breaths.. his whole body is numb.. he is letting tonightu2019s disaster settle in him.. Ofcorse the worst ones to suffer was Dave and his family.. and Taeu2019s own little sister and family.. and this is all too much.."},{"id":956493601,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"Too much that sometimes you feel broken and betrayed by the law you worship.. if eunwoo was captured first then his and Daveu2019s family wouldnu2019t have suffered from tonightu2019s incidence.. then again there was someone else as well who was suffering equally maybe more too.. it was jungkook.."},{"id":956493602,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"So Tae lifted his knees on his seat and hugged it.. he wanted to just feel weak for a little while"},{"id":956493603,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"And thatu2019s what he did"},{"id":956493604,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He cried"},{"id":956493605,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"He mourned"},{"id":956493606,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":".."},{"id":956493607,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":3,"content":"I have seen the night sky I have seen them bright and blue I have seen them getting cold.. I have seen them getting bold.. I have seen the thunder roar.. I have seen the sun rays calm.. They say with night comes darkness.. with sunrise comes the light... I have seen the silent yet noisy night.. I have seen noisy but yet peaceful day.. Each has a different story to tell... Where do I begin.. each story is a new learning.. I have seen them all, yet I have seen nothing There is beyond then this sky.. there is beyond then this life... Listen to the beyond.. they say something.. choose them, but choose patiently.. Because heart beats like tick of the clock which stirs desired thought.. Desires is another dimension.... just like the different colours of sky Choose with wisdom which one you need Wisdom leads to revelation of self-control Self-control leads to the pasture of beyond the Life How? Don’t stress.. the answer lies within me Love lies within me, Beyond the life lies within me"}]}