“worthless”

**   Episode-50 “worthless”** **   Ernest’s POV:**     I flipped the pages and I was done with this….. I am tired but I don’t  like to take day off.. if I went home then I will miss her… like I do for 4 years… Since Isabella left, there is void inside me which makes me feel this uneasiness and pain… if I have nothing to do then I am thinking about her… what she went through before she dies.. she might have called my name… or thought I would have protected her.. but I failed…    I was stupid to let her go alone that day… her body was darker when we found her dead, that was devastating…. That was nightmare for me… the nightmare that became my reality.. I miss her smile, the way she use to look at me… her beautiful grey eyes…  I miss it all…. I even failed to bring justice for her… that man died without my permission after killing her… my eyes filled with tears… I closed my eyes to get over the feeling…    I searched for the cigar and light it up…  I was smoking, I realized it was almost time for my coffee… she must me coming… I closed my eyes as I whispered, “Celeste… why this dumb b*tch has her eyes… I am annoyed” I heard a knock… I know it’s her… I said, “come in”      She walked in, I noticed today her hair are braded, usually her golden hairs are tied in pony, she looks tired, may be her college is talking too much out of her… I wonder what this girl might be thinking.. she has touch college life, still agreed for a hard job… she really needs money…. I smirked internally… at least she is not one of those who try to use her body to get money… Alexis was right.. this b*tch is stupid, honest and hardworking…    She placed the coffee, I said, “bring me the file right now…” I blew the smoke out.. she said wit hesitation, “Sir… I haven’t finished it yet… I will bring it before evening..” this got me angry, she looked at me and her grey eyes looked like pleading… this reminded me of Isabella.. I hated it when I see Isabella in this girl…    I snapped, “f*cking stupid… CAN’T DO ONE THING RIGHT!!!.... do you think time is not important here… my time does not works according to you!!!”  I noticed her feast tightening, her eyes filled with tears.. I said again in annoyance, “worthless..”     Celeste’s POV: He  said again in annoyance, “worthless..”   I said back, “you can’t say that to me..” He looked at me as he raised my eyes brows.. I said as tear roll down, “Mr. Ernest.. I know you are boss.. I know you are busy, I admit.. I was late… maybe you are stressed but you can’t blow up your anger on me.. I don’t deserve to endure anger for someone else…. My dad is missing for more than 7 years.. did I screamed at you for that?!!!.. then you can’t scream at me for your problems and pain!!!.. I haven’t heard from my dad… when I was kid I use to see him once a week, then he went missing.. you have no idea what I went through… but I never screamed on others.. I never blamed anyone…  you can’t do this to me…”  I met his eyes and he is looking at me with anger.. he kept smoking… did I said too much… I shouldn’t have,…. But I am not  wrong.. he can direct his pain and anger to me just because I look like her… that’s not my crime…      He got up and his silence is intimidating… he got close and grabbed my hand, he made my moments frozen as he pushed me on the table, now I was between the table and his chest.. not to close but not to far… the distance was not letting me ease.. ***like and comment and subscribe follow me on Instagram......