“take her as Isabella”

  Episode-52 “take her as Isabella” Ernest’s POV:      I saw Celeste ran out of the room… I went too far, why am I talking her for Isabella?.... I hate this.. I hate it… I am only Isabella’s… I belong to her.. for a moment I felt so comforted by Celeste, like I got back what I lost… I touched my chest.. I said as tear roll down, “why it felt the same…. It felt like I was supposed to do it..” I grabbed the coffee mug in anger and threw it on the floor.. I can’t take any other person as Isabella…. i feel uncomfortable by this anger… my skin is burning in anger… ahh!!!!!     1 hour later,    I was sitting in my mansion, looking at Isabella’s picture.. I was on the floor resting my back against my bed… my cheeks were wetted by my own tears, my hand is bleeding as I break the shelf in anger…. I have this glass filled with alcohol… I haven’t drank it yet.. I have no will to drink… how can I kiss someone?... I looked at Isabella, smiling in this picture and I said, “I am sorry… I don’t know what happen… but I love you Isabella…” I wish she could look at me, Isabella could sold me, slap me on my mistake.. but she wont…     I threw the glass away in anger, I screamed…. My bed room door open.. I looked at Alexis… why is he here?... I said, “get out!!” he closed the door and rushed to me… he was worried.. he looked at my hand which still had the glass piece in it.. I don’t care.. I want to feel this pain..      Alexis exclaimed, “Brother!!.. are you nuts!!” he ran somewhere and came with a first aid box…  Alexis removed the glass piece, I didn’t even flinch… he was giving me first aid as he said, “Brother.. what happened?.. are you gone crazy?... what if mom sees this?... she will break into pieces..” I know… I know that’s why I live alone in this mansion… that’s why I don’t go to visit mom… I know she read me very well… I don’t want her to see he breaking      I wiped my tears and said, “Cheery?”     Alexis said, “she went at palace.. mom called her.. dad wont let he leave till her wrist is better” I don’t want Cherry to see this, I don’t want my sister to worry about me, she worries a lot… she knows me as her strong brother… I won’t let her see me like this.     I said, “Alexis… today… I kissed Celeste… I took her for Isabella… how can I do that?.. Isabella must be hurt… how can I take someone for Isabella?” Alexis looked at me, I added, “I don’t know what happened to me…. I took her for my Isabella… I hate myself…” I let a deep sigh.. I am so stressed and depressed..     I heard Alexis, “then take her as Isabella…” I looked at Alexis in shock.. Alexis said as he sat in front of me, he said, “she looks like Isabella… she walked in your life on her own.. as if Isabella wanted to give this girl to you…”    I whispered, “No.. no!”    Alexis said, “Isabella was 22 when she.. she died… and Celeste is the same age, she somewhat looks like her…. If your heart takes her as Isabella then make her as your Isabella… you deserve happiness, brother… and I am sure Isabella wants you to be happy, instead of this suffering..” my mind went blank…. I looked down on the floor, and Celeste’s face and her words are roaming in me… I can see Isabella in  memories.. and Celeste’s words are mixing up…    Alexis grabbed my hand and said, “For.. Isabella.. at least for her… live like you use too…  if you think Celeste is Isabella then let her be Isabella…” his tear roll down, he said, “I just want my brother back…”   I screamed, “No!.. Alexis are you kidding me?!!!.. I won’t do this..” Alexis chuckled and sat there… something is wrong with him, he said, “I met Serene today… I… I confessed… she said… she don’t want to see my face…”   I have no words… he added, “but I am not going to stop… she is mine.. I am going to win her heart.. I will not give up…. And I hope you will do the same..”     I said back, “there is difference between you and Serene … and me and Celeste… I don’t even love her…”    Alexis looked at me and said, “then try to love again… there is nothing wrong in it…. you did nothing wrong… that coward killed Isabella, then why should you be punished…” I looked at him without words…    I have nothing to say, Alexis said, “if I have to suggest then… take Celeste as Isabella… a life like her doesn’t matter in front of your happiness…” only my happiness matters?,, he is saying this because he is my brother… but what about that girl… I don’t like her but that doesn’t mean I can force her into something like this… where she has be someone else… I don’t hate her to that extend…. Anyways no one can be my Isabella… no one….