you should feel hunger and thirst

    Episode-68 you should feel hunger and thirst      Celeste’s POV:                            I guess it’s his room, his belongings are here so it must be his… I feel fear in this place, this bed makes me remind last night…  I walked in the shower as I gathered my energy… I was in this bathtub hugging myself… I cried as I remembered everything clear as it can be, the burns he gave me stings… the marks Ernest left on my body are telling my shameful truth… I screamed, “dad!... why you did this to your Cele?... because of you… I am destroyed…” I cried… I said to myself, “no… he is responsible, Ernest is responsible for this.. how can he call this justice for Isabella?”         What should I do?... I need to escape, but I know there is no escape from this mansion, everyone has to go through a security check, the doors lock and unlock by a code which is only up to royals and promising staff.. I was never told the pass code…  I can hide in this mansion but not a escape…         I should just die, l looked at the water and should I just drown myself… I was about to agree to this thought, when mom’s face ran in my mind…. No!.. I can’t do this… I can’t leave my mom alone… if I die then Ernest will go after my mother.. no!.. I will take this on me.. till  I am alive, I am ready to suffer but mom shouldn’t suffer anymore… she is my only family….     I got out of the shower, and walked to the closet…  everything here is of hers… every moment I feel like my existence is vanishing… I got dressed… my leg hurts a little but I managed to go to the door, I tried to unlock it… but… but it’s locked… am I a locked?!!!!..  no… I don’t like this… I knocked on the door but no answer came in…          Few hours later, I was sitting by the wall, my tears dried up on my cheek… I am hungry, thirsty… all day I stayed in this room without water or food.. how can he do this to me?... I feel dizzy.. my body is weak, I haven’t eaten, and I feel weaker…. I need help…       The door opened, I saw Ernest, he smirked and walked in the room.. he removed his coat, he said, “you feel hungry… right?.... sorry, Isabella… but I would like to torture this Celeste a little… you should feel hunger and thirst..”      I whispered, “you… destroyed me completely…. Everything I had… everything was I… what more you want..” he just smirked… he ignored my question and said, “you are on floor… almost lifeless…. Satisfying…” he grinned.          I slowly got up, I need water… I am starving…. He doesn’t get it, he is enjoying my pain…. He walked to me as he folded his sleeves, I looked at him lifelessly… I feel like my body is giving up…. He stood close to me and said, “.. do… you … want… something… then beg…” he is mocking me, tears filled my eyes.. am I ready to break myself respect like this?… I pushed him away.. I almost lost my step in it… I was about to fall when he pulled me close to him… I feel my vision blurring out…        I was in his arms, his sent is telling me this.. I closed my eyes, it became really hard to keep them open, I grabbed into his shirt and said with my broken words, “you…. you are really.. really… bad… you can’t be.. a person… Ernest… I hate you….” everything went blank….     Ernest’s POV: .                       I know she is starving  and thirsty… her shaking body is telling me that… I walked close to her and said, “.. do… you … want… something… then beg…” her eyes turned teary, s*it!!!... those eyes and now her hairs too.. I hate when I see this face crying…          She pushed me away, but she didn’t had that much strength, she was falling instead… I grabbed her waist and pulled her on myself, she grabbed into my clothes as her eyes are closing up, she is supporting herself with my body.. I heard her whispers, “you…. you are really.. really… bad… you can’t be.. a person… Ernest… I hate you….” as she said this, she hates me.. my feast clenched.. she fall on the floor… you hate me?... do you hate right to do that?... I should be the one to hate you, I should be the one to kill you with my own bullet, but I couldn’t kill you… I don’t know why…